Remus Rabirius (Scene7)
Ayesha was of course an instant hit with the mob. Her beauty, grace
and history of good works in Galilee made her far more popular and
appealing than either fat Herod who rarely bestirred himself from his
palace or the Pharisees who were awkward collaborators at the best of
times. I doubt that all the mob hoped for could have come to pass but I
could easily have persua
ded my fellow Governors in Palestine and the
power brokers back in Rome to make a few reasonable concessions.
Peace would have allowed us to concentrate on important matters on
the frontier and the growth of trade and rule of law and order would
have swelled taxes and other revenues from the region as well as
benefitting the common people. Of course as a man my mind was not
entirely on the politics.
I was hot for Ayesha. Every memory, every sense had been enflamed
by being in her presence once again from having been in her presence.
She was the most inspiring woman I had ever met, not just with a fine
body but a mind to match, not simply given over to indolence and
cunning as were some of the matrons of Rome and their daughters but
actually seeking to understand and heal the world of its ills.
We arranged to meet at an Olive Garden outside the city walls. It was
not terribly wise after all to have the Jews new Messiah seen to be too
hand in glove with Imperial authority. Let Ayesha in time force us to
submit to her entirely reasonable demands, demands that would have
been carefully crafted by me naturally. In the meantime though I had
one urgent demand that I felt must be met.
A simple cloak disguised who I was and I slipped out of the Praetorium
into the night. In case a patrol stopped me I bore the seal of a plain
clothes agent, something which as a Governor I happened to have a
few handily ready. Luck was with me however and I slipped through
the shadows to my destination without being queried as to my
breaching curfew.
Ayesha was with a few friends, it was funny how the local equivalent
of an aedille had mentioned giving permission for her to hold a party
in this space to me in the course of business. Had I needed to intervene
of course I would have allowed it but it helped when the normal
routine of administrative matters was observed.
Talking of observing I did that a moment. Standing silent in the
glooming shadows while I watched Ayesha share food and drink and
joy and laughter with her female companions, it was a spell binding
moment. I watched as she cast joy forth with the same ease a farmer
scatters seed and the plants she set grew more readily into smiles and
jollity. Then I came made a motion to draw her eye and she made her
excuses and came to join me.
We kissed and hugged, “I have longed for you Ayesha, I have longed
for you so…”
“Remus, I was thinking, about your wife,” She began and I stopped in
confusion.
“My wife?”
“Yes, it would be wrong of us, we must not hurt her by giving in to our
feelings, not physically we can love each other but not be lovers,”
Ayesha explained to me and I felt abject horror.
“My wife? My wife does not care, she has her children and her position
that is all she cares about, she does not even bother to take note of
whatever else I do or who I am with,” I said aghast, actually that might
have been a slight exaggeration Claudia was very sensitive to loss of
face but did not expect me to be abstinent when she was not present,
Ayesha might have been seen as more of rival because she was but
then that very fact prevented me from confessing that point.
“Remus, we must be good, it is better to be good,” Ayesha told me.
“At least let me hold you,” I said and she assented holding me tightly as
well in those slender arms, she did not try and stop me when I went a
little further than holding and kissed her lips and face. I grew more
daring and kissed her neck as well.
“Oh Remus you mustn’t I must be good, I ah…” Ayesha lost herself for a
moment as my hands roved over her clothing and then I found the
clasp to her robe and was kissing her neck, her shoulders, her chest
the tops of her breasts. She issued a faint moan or maybe a half meant
plea to stop and I was kissing her nipples.
Her clothes fell about her waist and we descended to grass. She half
tried to restrain me, half guided me as I swept my lips across her ribs
and belly. I turned her over so she would not impede me and also so
I could attend to the soft skin of her back with all my art. Tongue, lips,
hands, fingers, finger tips all were employed to thwart her mind and
excite her senses as I was consumed by the scent and feel of her hot,
writhing, firm and supple body.
“No slower, things are moving too fast,” Said Ayesha with her words
but her hands aided me as she turned around so I could slip her robe
from her body and then she was reaching for my tunic pulling it up
over my head. Like most civilized men I don’t bother with subligae in
hot weather though my military boots resisted coming off easily. I had
to keep Ayesha distracted with one hand and my mouth while the
other undid the fussy straps until I could kick them clear.
Then, we were both quite naked and caught in the moment. My urgency
for Ayesha’s body overwhelmed my good senses and now I devoted
everything urging her on and on to greater abandon. She writhed
against me but whether in fit of passion or half-hearted attempt to
restrain me and slow me down I doubt even she knew. My lips
explored her breasts, her ribs, her belly and then I found her mouth
again and she kissed me back with equal urgency as my hand roved
across her, lifting her from the grass and pressing her into me one
moment then pressing her down the next.
I teased her legs apart and found her hot, moist womanhood under its
thatch of dark hair. I pressed and rubbed that hooded nub just under
the upper join of those swelling woman’s lips and felt more than heard
her gasp right into my ear as she rose at hips and dashed herself
against my fingers. Now ever more greatly daring I pressed the tip of
my manhood against that space, weaving it much as a long fat finger,
teasing apart those petals, lingering at the opening to that sweet
scorching darkness.
I felt Ayesha’s resistance melt a little further and in my passion took
that as my cue to further advance my claim upon her body, “No, no,
not so fast, slower, please, oh please oh, oh.” Ayesha was by now no
longer sure what she wanted only that she wanted something. I felt
her flesh yield even as she mounted a brief contradictory last ditch
defense of her virginity, “No, oh yes, no, wait, oh Remus that is so good
but wait but oh yes, I love you, ah.”
I pushed inside, past the point of no return, there was a brief moment
of internal resistance and Ayesha gasped in sudden pain but she only
clung to me the more and then we were moving together. She at first
tentative unsure of herself or I or the rhythm, I with growing
confidence as I felt her give herself to me, I took it as the invitation to
give full rein to my virility and drove on, deeper, with building force
and rising tempo. She gasped and cried but she held me and moans of
pleasure began to overcome the pain of her deflowering.
We built up together and I felt myself spend with sudden clenching
all-consuming fury such as my wife had never been able or willing to
provoke but I was not done. I rode Ayesha, I thrust with a passion that
overbore my senses as much as it robbed her of hers and then
suddenly she was bucking and writhing under me, not much, not that
first time but enough for me to know I had truly conquered the rest of
her body along with her heart even as I yielded myself to my passion
for her.
“Oh Remus, I love…you, ah, so…much…Remus…” We moved with that
same demanding rhythm until we both cried out again without words
and then I half collapsed down upon my elbows my face presses close
enough to hers I could feel her warmth, “Oh I am a naughty girl my
love, my sweet Remus,” She told me and we kissed long and slowly and
held each other for a time.
Eventually she was forced by the press of time to return amongst her
companions who would vouch for her honor and I snuck back
through the streets. I noticed in passing a squadron of Temple Guards
but they were permitted to patrol the precincts of the Temple and
besides all I could see was Ayesha, all I could feel was Ayesha, all I
heard was the sound she had made, those whimpers and moans, all I
smelt was her sweet sweat and musk. I was a man blind and besotted
and I did not count the risks that night.
To Be Continued