QUOTE="messaline, post: 300735, member: 6964"]
Yes, it's true, Marcella , but I was younger and some hours more, OK, but I doubt about 24hours ...
Anyway, try to resist and be proud : you're a great cruxgirl ![/QUOTE]
Well, I'm hanging in there!
It's odd. I can't remember a life without such pain, such persistent, unrelieved agony. My whole body glows with pain as though it were hot coals. Yet fresh pain flashes through me as I am forced to change positions -- even if very slightly -- in order to breathe or relieve overtaxed muscles.
I know exactly what I will feel if I dare to move in this way or that way. How much agony will flash through me if I twitch a particular muscle or shift my weight slightly.
I feel the iron spikes though me, so utterly immovable, as my body moves against them, raw flesh pushing and pulling against their remorseless solidity, sending waves of unendurable agony throughout me.
I try my best to hang equally from both wrists but with one foot nailed on top of the other I cannot transfer my weight to my feet without having to make innumerable, small position changes, each of which blaze like a flash of fire through me as my foot bones grind against the iron..
My muscles, especially those in my arms, shoulders and thighs, are stretched and strained beyond endurance at this point. They are numb, yet they scream for relief. But there is nothing I can do to find even the slightest relief. The pain is remorseless and escalating.
But nailed as I am, all I can do is hang and endure and move against my will as my body commands I do.
Sometimes I briefly pass out, but only momentarily, as the surging agony brings me back to consciousness, the searing agony roaring in my ears like the relentless, demanding monster it is.
I don't move my head much anymore; I just let it drop unless I am forced to push up to breathe. I stare down between my breasts most of the time. My nailed feet appearing between my flexed and spread legs. I can't see my tag, but I feel it between my thighs as it flutters in the breeze or shakes when my body shudders with a fresh bolt of agony. I can feel it tug on my pussy.
I am horny, still. Yes! So fucking horny!!!
We wait to die, wrapped in our agonies . . .