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Dear Tash,
We love you.
Bob
 
I have been thinking of writing this a few days now. It's Sunday morning early and I'm in my hospital bed.
Some of you know my cancer has spread some and I am back here. I have received many lovely messages from friends here and I hold you all close in my kinky Irish heart.
The truth is it has spread into my spine.
I got a huge shock when I found out but I have had time here to adjust my thinking and have come to peace with what must be done. I started chemo again last Thursday and sure we'll have another go at beating this fucking pain in the hole, literally, disease.
I want to be an advocate for honesty in how society deals with cancer sufferers. Hence I am letting ye know. I am still Tash and as someone I love here said to me not to let cancer define me.
This took some writing and I'm glad I did. Ye all know I love ye so much.
Have a lovely Sunday friends.
Tash xxx
flower2
you are in my prayers...be strong you will beat it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
When I was lying in a hospital bed for a fortnight, I still managed to have unethical thoughts about the pretty nurses and doctors.
I hope you will manage to be distracted at times.
Luv, OS

OS in hospital:
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Tash's unethical thoughts are about winding up the nurses -
she's Murphy the Mischievous :D :D :D
 
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Dear Tash, I remember you telling us about how you would cheer up the children in hospital the last time you were in. You have an indomitable spirit. Hold on to that always. "Faint not," as Wragg says. You have so much love and hope from us expressed here. I wanted to add my voice to the chorus of support. Love you, and always hoping for you.
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There's not much more that I can add to all the marvelous posts before me.

You know you have our thoughts and prayers and love, you are very much part of this weird gang here. Don't stop being yourself, the condition does not define you and should not confine you. Look after yourself and stay strong, and keep us in the loop :)
 
Dear Tash,

don't forget to ask your doctors - if they haven't proposed it already - about so called Bisphosphonates. Here in Germany (I assume in UK as well) exists a lot of good experiences with this medication when cancer has spread to the bones.

Personally I wish you all the best and lots of good luck. Deeply feeling with you
g


...and an additional remark. I did some internet research. one of the best known specialists in Germany concercing Bisphosphonates is

http://www.praxisklinik-am-rosengarten.de/aerzte/prof-dr-med-ingo-jdiel

as far as I know he applies also Denusomab. this is a monoclonal antibody (...mab) used in controlling cancers in and of bones. I am sure your doctors know about that, but if not they (or you) could ask prof . diehl if he knowas a specialist in your vicinity.

all the best to you g
 
Oh my God lads the fucking pain. :(
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Oh Tash! If only I could help.
I wish you deep sleep, beautiful dreams and no pain.
I think every day on you.
Madi
Dear Tash. I think Madiosi has said it - every day I hope for you and wish there was something any of us could do to help.
 
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