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Diary of a slave girl

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Hi ,
To those who don't know me I'm Steffi
It's short for Stephanie but I go by shortened versions I'm not fussy.
I joined here late last Summer and really love it. It's kinda like my private space outside of my normal social media. This is by far where I spend my time.
I am a submissive slave to my slightly older Mistress, Connie.
We are not a long relationship but we are a serious relationship ❤️
Yes I love her.
But also we both love here and the fun it brings to our lives.
The friends I've met here are too many to mention individually but ye know well who you are. Xx
I am proposing to use here as like a slave diary.
I would update it regularly and hope it would provide pleasure or entertainment.
Connie told me to see what you all think?
Are we mad to think anyone would be interested in us?
I guess we will soon find out!
Anyway back to cleaning out the fire place naked and redoing it for Mistress C
Much Sunday love Friends xx
 
I like to read about your experiences, feel welcome to post here. I think quite some members like to read it as well.
 
Hi ,
To those who don't know me I'm Steffi
It's short for Stephanie but I go by shortened versions I'm not fussy.
I joined here late last Summer and really love it. It's kinda like my private space outside of my normal social media. This is by far where I spend my time.
I am a submissive slave to my slightly older Mistress, Connie.
We are not a long relationship but we are a serious relationship ❤️
Yes I love her.
But also we both love here and the fun it brings to our lives.
The friends I've met here are too many to mention individually but ye know well who you are. Xx
I am proposing to use here as like a slave diary.
I would update it regularly and hope it would provide pleasure or entertainment.
Connie told me to see what you all think?
Are we mad to think anyone would be interested in us?
I guess we will soon find out!
Anyway back to cleaning out the fire place naked and redoing it for Mistress C
Much Sunday love Friends xx
I look forward to youre diary
 
Sunday
It's bitterly cold here and sleeting as I clean out the fire grate while Mistress rests a heeled boot on my naked and whip marked back. She's holding a mug of scalding tea in one hand and a flogger in the other. As I clean the grate and pile the ash in the empty coal bucket She absent mindly runs the flogger along my thigh. I stop to stretch my back and receive a quick hard lash that leaves a red mark on my skin. I smile and thank Her gratefully. The neighbours are gone to Mass so I want to get this done quickly so I'm not seen naked.
I ask permission to go outside which is granted. Mistress pushes me away from her and I carry the bucket of hot embers through Our kitchen and out to the back door. I open it and shiver. Freezing rain is pelting down as I make my way outside. It settles on my naked body and the warmth from the fire leaves me as I gasp with the cold. I make my way barefoot across the yard and dump the embers in the steel bin. The dust swirls around me and I feel it settling on my wet body. Next I make my way to our bags of coal. I really must get a bunker but I open a bag and start to fill the bucket with coal using my hands as instructed. By the time the bucket is full I am soaking wet. I smear my face with coal as I was also instructed to do and make my way back. When I get to the sitting room Mistress looks at me approvingly and laughs. My skinny body is soaking wet and coal dust and dirt have made me look like a naked fucking Cinderella. I bend to my knees and start putting the fire together. I haven't achieved my task in the 5 minutes allotted to it so once the fire is set I put myself in a submissive bow offering Her my ass. She stands up and heels me lower. WHACK across my bum. I bite my lip and take the 5 lashes. She offers her boot to me. I lick it for Her and am dismissed to shower my filthy slave body lest I stain the rug.
Tbc
 
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@Slavesteffi

Are we to understand that slave’s Mistress allows it to go outside unshackled? this slave’s MASTER never lets it go anywhere without at least ankle chains, and usually wrist chains and connected chain for proper 4 point shackles, so HE is confidant HIS slave wouldn’t dare escape, also as a reminder of it’s physical enslavement which is far more important.

Secondly, if it’s so cold there, wouldn’t it be better to give Her slave some protection in the form of a petite loincloth skirt? this slave thinks such a garment also reinforces one’s enslavement because a free person might somehow be accidentally caught out naked but would never choose to wear the sort of torn, dirty slave skirt we are forced to wear? And stained with coal dust wouldn’t that make you appear even more worthless?

Just some thoughts. Of course this one highly approves of your Holy Mistress’s demanding schedule and fierce punishment when you fail to comply to Her rigid standards. Do you have to thank Her for your beating?

Shower? Not a cold water bath? you are spoiled by such indulgence, this one hopes you truly appreciate Mistress’s deep kindness that you never deserved! Think, She could have told you to wash in the freezing rain instead, lucky spoiled slave!
 
I'll bring your suggestions up with Mistress

Please tel Her this slave only makes such suggestions most humbly, it knows it is unworthy of a Superior’s notice

Yes I do have to thank her when I'm whipped of course.
Good slave
I like the idea of shackles though I wouldn't ever want to escape.

this slave never wants to escape but the shackles serve a dual purpose, the important part is confirming its total enslavement and a physical display of MASTER’s total control of it.

I like being naked so maybe so should have something but I think She wants me naked.

This should only be Mistress’s decision, of course!

Icy cold water hmmmmm maybe

A slave should know discomfort and thank it’s Owner for bestowing any hardship

Thanks for your feedback @Loinclothslave
A pleasure
 
I'll bring your suggestions up with Mistress
Yes I do have to thank her when I'm whipped of course.
I like the idea of shackles though I wouldn't ever want to escape.
I like being naked so maybe so should have something but I think She wants me naked.
Icy cold water hmmmmm maybe
Thanks for your feedback @Loinclothslave
Many similarities here to the way I keep My slave and how it is treated.
it dose not seek escape as well but ceremonial forever collar and cuffs do adorn it for quick and easy restraint.
Naked is best most times to remind it that it is the lowest form of cunt that exists and deserves no better.
Thanking its Owner for such lavish attentions is also mandatory and already part of its slave nature.
 
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Sunday
It's bitterly cold here and sleeting as I clean out the fire grate while Mistress rests a heeled boot on my naked and whip marked back. She's holding a mug of scalding tea in one hand and a flogger in the other. As I clean the grate and pile the ash in the empty coal bucket She absent mindly runs the flogger along my thigh. I stop to stretch my back and receive a quick hard lash that leaves a red mark on my skin. I smile and thank Her gratefully. The neighbours are gone to Mass so I want to get this done quickly so I'm not seen naked.
I ask permission to go outside which is granted. Mistress pushes me away from her and I carry the bucket of hot embers through Our kitchen and out to the back door. I open it and shiver. Freezing rain is pelting down as I make my way outside. It settles on my naked body and the warmth from the fire leaves me as I gasp with the cold. I make my way barefoot across the yard and dump the embers in the steel bin. The dust swirls around me and I feel it settling on my wet body. Next I make my way to our bags of coal. I really must get a bunker but I open a bag and start to fill the bucket with coal using my hands as instructed. By the time the bucket is full I am soaking wet. I smear my face with coal as I was also instructed to do and make my way back. When I get to the sitting room Mistress looks at me approvingly and laughs. My skinny body is soaking wet and coal dust and dirt have made me look like a naked fucking Cinderella. I bend to my knees and start putting the fire together. I haven't achieved my task in the 5 minutes allotted to it so once the fire is set I put myself in a submissive bow offering Her my ass. She stands up and heels me lower. WHACK across my bum. I bite my lip and take the 5 lashes. She offers her boot to me. I lick it for Her and am dismissed to shower my filthy slave body lest I stain the rug.
Tbc
Shower up you filthy slave, mistress hates dirty women
 
Shower up you filthy slave, mistress hates dirty women
Mistress likes me dirty and wet. She loves when I come home from running in the rain for instance. I run most days around the country lanes here just in shorts and a singlet. It rains a lot here so I get very wet and muddy. I'm not allowed go past the hall like that before my shower. I have to strip in front of her first. :)
She quiet often refers to me as her filthy slave. Xxx
 
To paraphrase Monty Python's Quest for the Holy Grail: "Good observation, lord." "Of course it's a good observation!"
It’s very good that a slave shows You the proper respect, Sir… Hopefully motivated by fear of Your unspoken power?
 
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