Hi everyone, it is important that I take this time to write to you. To begin with, a friend of the bdsmir site told me about this forum. I decided to join you, and I met many members with whom I was able to exchange. I admit that I was not disappointed even if certain themes or subjects do not interest me or little, it is a place of sharing, exchange and discovery that nourishes our imagination and our fantasies. Several weeks ago I met Arcturus and I discovered these different writings that l immediately liked. He has this gift of making us feel the sensations and emotions of his characters with his words, we exchanged several times and I told him about one of my hidden fantasies (quite common I think among women.), I sent him a summary and he accepted although he is very busy developing with his know-how and his details a story with several parts, I did not expect so much. With each new game I imagined myself in these different terrible and exciting situations... by watching and discovering the other threads of the forums I saw the achievements of some professional or amateur artists on 3D and I dared to ask if they wanted and had the time to put my story into images. OZ accepted and I sent him my basic summary. I told Arcturus that I would like to put this story into images... he answered me positively but I made a mistake! The problem is that English is not my language, mine is basic and so l use Google translator, and when Arcturus answered me I did not read completely or did not understand his answer well, and I did not take into account his request to wait for the end of the story and for him to publish it first himself. and then I sent the first chapter to OZ (the only one ! shared it with!) in order to show him the environment and the atmosphere that Arcturus brought out in his incredible work... while telling him that he was free to imagine the rest of the story and its end as well, which he did with his incomparable talent. I admit that I was impatient surely, I admit thatI was impatient surely, I admit that exchanging with several members and on many subjects at the same time is sometimes complicated but very rich cerebrally speaking. my goal was not to hide things since all the threads are generally freely accessible, I should have communicated more and listened better. I want to sincerely apologize to Arcturus who is a fantastic author and narrator, I did not want to hurt him or bother him, he is a good man who dares and who allowed me to talk about intimate things, and of course I want to apologize to OZ for embarrassing him following my mistake. he listened to me and did a remarkable job, thank you very much! there I have explained everything to you, this site is an escape from my desires, hidden and perverse thoughts, I thank those who created it.. Elisa