Crucified Veronika
Governor
As some of you know, I began my life as a submissive by self-crucifying, a failed self-crucifixion, or too successful since I almost died of asphyxiation on my cross, but which fortunately ended well when my next-door neighbour, Sylvia, heard my screams and untied me.
She saved my life, and from that day on, we became lovers, and our love has only grown since.
Discovering this forum was one of the best things ever happening to me.
I've discovered a world, indeed populated by sadists but also by beautiful people, some of whom have become friends, a world I'd never imagined.
The word BDSM has always frightened me; for me, it meant people who were a bit disturbed.
Today, having discovered the submissive in me, this world of pain and pleasure has become my place of life and love.
On the advice of one of my dearest friends here, I've created this thread, not for myself but for all the novices who are hesitant and who don't know what or who to believe.
I certainly won't be able to give them all the answers they'd like, as I'm a novice myself, but by sharing with you and them my experiences as I've developed as a submissive, I hope to help them understand from the inside what it means.
I'll be posting my BDSM experiences with Sylvia here from time to time.
Some people will probably find them childish and uninteresting, but that's OK because writing about how I feel in pain and pleasure helps me understand myself better, opens my mind and shows me my way.
I'd also like to thank in advance all those of you who 'know' and have been experiencing BDSM and crucifixion for a long time for not hesitating to criticise me and also, please, to give me your advice and ideas.
Thank you,
Veronika
She saved my life, and from that day on, we became lovers, and our love has only grown since.
Discovering this forum was one of the best things ever happening to me.
I've discovered a world, indeed populated by sadists but also by beautiful people, some of whom have become friends, a world I'd never imagined.
The word BDSM has always frightened me; for me, it meant people who were a bit disturbed.
Today, having discovered the submissive in me, this world of pain and pleasure has become my place of life and love.
On the advice of one of my dearest friends here, I've created this thread, not for myself but for all the novices who are hesitant and who don't know what or who to believe.
I certainly won't be able to give them all the answers they'd like, as I'm a novice myself, but by sharing with you and them my experiences as I've developed as a submissive, I hope to help them understand from the inside what it means.
I'll be posting my BDSM experiences with Sylvia here from time to time.
Some people will probably find them childish and uninteresting, but that's OK because writing about how I feel in pain and pleasure helps me understand myself better, opens my mind and shows me my way.
I'd also like to thank in advance all those of you who 'know' and have been experiencing BDSM and crucifixion for a long time for not hesitating to criticise me and also, please, to give me your advice and ideas.
Thank you,
Veronika