They took me to a small office on the Scheffer avenue. It was not even an office, just a guard post, with a table, two chairs, coffee machine, a cabinet, and a priest. He stood up as I was handed over, and initiated a praying. I kneeled down and was waiting impatiently until he would finish devotinos. During I was thinking about the knees of my jeans that was threadbare enough. He finished already and we sat back to the table. I hoped that I would know at last what was happening. He started the conversation with the same polite and friendly manner as the officer that had brought me here.
-It has come to our notice that you have doubts about get married and having children.
-Who told? -I asked angrily.
-Doesn`t matter, my daughter. Can you really convince me that it is not true? -He asked. I didn`t even understand, what he wanted, but I tried my best. I realized that I left my papers and jacket in the office.
-You can believe me, my father. I have a friend, and we are strongly planning our future. -I explained in vain. He looked down to something on me over the table, never stop smiling.
-I want to belive you, my child, but I think it is the best if you spend some time thinking and praying on the wall of redemption. -I got cold, like if I already had lost my clothes and being outside on the street.
-But how can you be sure that I have sinful thoughts? -I asked on a trembling voice.
-I don`t know, my child. But anyway, we must have faith in our God that it is on your behalf. It is better if you spend some effort on your soul`s development than if not.
-And how long I have to hang there? -I tried to gain as much information as I could.
-Do not worry! If you are innocent, it will be short. -He waited a moment. -Are you ready? -He asked. I tried to settle my respiration, rule my instinctive will to just stand up and go away, making them stop me on a humiliating way. I must have prepare myself to undress and let myself being hanged up to that wall naked.
-Where should I put my clothes? -I asked, looking around in the room.
-Not here. You don`t want to walk unashamedly over the street, do you? -He asked, with a sincerely speculative look. -I agreed, eased and in the same time being offended.
-Let`s go. -He commanded encouragingly. I gave up to think forward, and just obeyed. Crossing the Scheffer avenue I saw the people looking at me. I could not imagine at all to take off my top and my bra in front of them. As this thought came to my mind, it trapped me and my brain remained around this scene, imagining as I unbutton my jeans, push it down, then my panties. When I arrived to this point, I realized that we were at my punishment wall. I found there the officers who had took me here. They programmed the small box besides the wall on a private console, pulling out ropes from hidden slots on the wall. They were preparing it for me. I was thinking if the time had arrived or not to me. The priest started to chant.
-Lord, we give this girl to You, leaving her false routes she stays with You for a while as she was created by You, until she arrives back to her true faith You had given her. -He turned to me. -Rejoice, my daughter. You do not have to hide your charms now. You are getting ready to show the people the sanctimony of your body! -The officers surrounded me. I understood that it was the time. I was scared of being touched by them, so I quickly got rid of all my clothes alone and put it to the top of the machine they had used before. But then they touched me at last, on several of my parts. I did not fight, I knew I was helpless. They lifted me, stretched out my arms, binded my wrists and feet. When I felt all the ropes I started to want the one who held me by my armpits not to leave me alone, but he did finally. I pushed my soles against the wall and pulled the ropes with my wrists not to fall down. And in the same time I felt the eyes of all the guards and the priest on my private parts. It happened at last, but I did not know, how it would end. I never have had so strong and so many desires at the same time as at the very moment: To dress up, to stand on the ground, to touch my body with my hands. And I was shorn of all of them. I just kept pushing myself up on my feet.
-We leave you alone for a while to pray, think and understand. -The priest said, that made me fell deeper into panic. But they did, and the world opened to me: The street, the traffic, the passangers, and myself on the wall. A looked at my clothes. They were so deep down that made me understand that I was fixed so high up. I put my weight to my left foot from the right and wondered how much is visible of my pussy. My brain waited the gravity not to pull my limbs, and I realized that it would not happen until somebody would take me down. I cannot help myself.
I hanged down. My resting knees wandered apart, I had to control them to stay together and hide my pussy. Still it felt good to rest them, not like my wrists and all of my upper body. All of it was stretched, even I felt my soft tits to be tightened. I looked down to my nipples to see how they looked like. A part of my mind expected the sight of my green top that I had worn all the day before I was brought here and crucified. But I saw what I had seen in the bathroom that morning: My own bare boobs, and I knew that everyone else saw them. I had to know about the people around, but before I may look at their eyes I checked again if I hided my pussy with my thighs. I could do nothing with my pubic hair, but my lips were mostly hided. As I looked down, my lung pressed out the air releived. I saw my boobs sink. That was the time I looked up to see who else had seen that movement of mine. I surprised how many people gathered. Adults and students were going after their businesses, but all of them had some glance to me. I was instinctively looking for a way to dress up, take my jeans, my bra, my shoes, that was so ridiculously in vain that I was ashamed of the stupidity of my mind. My knees opened, that made me stand up, but my lungs were not strong enough to support the effort with oxygene. I felt panic, collected all my strenght and stood up at last. I did not know how long I could stay in this position.
-So how is the life up there, my daughter? -I heard. The priest came back and looking at me from below. I started begging.
-Please let me go home. -I muttered. -I understood it. -He looked over my body.
-Nobody can do that in so short time. You are just in fear of loose your vanity. But you must loose it before you come down and dress up again.
-But I cannot breathe! I really cannot! -I begged.
-Turn toward your brothers. Be humble and ask them to donate the Church. It will give you some rest. You can sit down, opening yourself up to them. -He explained. I yielded.
-Can you do it, my father? I am ready. -I said. I knew what he was speaking about, but it was better if he did it than if I had to beg to strangers.
-It is good. If you keep this way, you can come down soon. -He said, and left me alone. I sank down and looked for strenght in my body parts. I found some that had energy to hold me up, but I knew that was not infinite. I looked up to a dressed man who was walking freely in front of my naked body and adressed him. He just looked at me, but did not even slowed down. I sobbed some second and then started to begging to everyone who passed by. An old man stopped at last, rummaged in his wallet and threw a coin to the vending machine. I heard a mechanic noise and tried to look below my ass from the right side, but I could not see anything. I searched around wuth my ham and felt the tip of the stick that I must accept inside me. I felt its wetness. I looked at the man who followed everything mesmerized, then opened my legs and sat onto the stick. It was like an electric shock when its tip touched the entrance of my womb, but the comfortable seat was like a redemption. I collected all the oxigene that I had been void of. My vagina was cramping around the stick. I looked down to the man from the wall.
-Are you pleased? -I asked maliciously, than I head a click and I felt the support disappearing and the stick sliding out of my body. I clinged to my bounds than hanged down again. I understood that the day would be long for me.