I have submitted a session request with a BDSM professional group in Ohio that I wish to be whipped and crucified at, outdoors, at their 60 acre venue. This session request has NOT been approved yet, but I am hopeful it will be in the next 2 weeks. If they agree, it will occur in June 2024.
I have experience in being whipped and crucified, having built my own T cross. But what I experienced was very mild. I am planning an intense session with this group.
Totally naked, I would be whipped, probably with a bullwhip, maybe a flogger, maybe both. An experienced dominatrix would whip me. Although I do not want permanent or long lasting scars, I want her to whip me hard and quick succession over my upper and lower back, buttocks, rear thighs, chest, abdomen, front thighs culminating with my cock and balls.
Then I would carry my patibulum to wherever I planted the stipe post outdoors, maybe in partial sunlight, or full sunlight.
I am giving much thought to how I will be attached to the T cross. I do NOT want to hang by my wrists alone. I know from experience my wrists will lose blood flow and go numb if I am actually hanging from my wrist.
No, like my mild previous crucifixion, I would have my arms straight out across the patibulum, parallel to the ground with ropes around each wrist and each bicep. But rather than the ropes encircling my wrists and biceps, the rope would encircle the patibulum with my wrists and biceps under the front loops of rope. This would, once again, prevent blood flow loss.
Now in my mild previous crucifixion, I stood on a flat footrest. I want to redesign this. I want the top of the footrest to be slanted roughly 45 degrees. My ankles would be tied to the stipe post and it is hoped the slanted footrest will put some pressure on my legs to slip a bit, to give me a bit of a hanging feeling, but not too intense. The footrest dimensions would be smaller than my feet together. This would cause increasing discomfort .
With my mild previous crucifixion where I was standing on a flat footrest, I was on my cross for 1 hour 20 minutes. I ended it out of boredom really. That would not happen with this session.
I am very familiar with so-called "safe words". I will have to negotiate with the BDSM professional how I will be able to be "forced" to endure a hard whipping and a lengthy crucifixion. Ideally, I give her the parameters and let HER decide how hard and fast to whip me and how long and also how long I would be on the cross. I'd like to be on the cross "hours". That is how specific I will get. I will have them give me water periodically to avoid dehydration.
Now, I do not have it confirmed if I can invite "guests" to this session. I think I can. The BDSM professional group will charge me a hefty fee to do this session. I do not know how hefty it is yet. Any guests would ALSO have to pay a fee.
I write to Crux Forums to see if any of you might want to be "my guests". This will probably be June and it will be in central Ohio.
Having guests to oogle me, get turned on by my torture, and participate in mocking me, tormenting me physically and sexually, would be great. Frankly, the more the merrier.
This is not a done deal yet. But I hope I have a commitment from the BDSM group in the next two weeks.
I have wanted this intense whipping and crucifixion play for 20 years now. I am 66.
Also, this will be videotaped.
So, who might want to come? Can we talk about ideas about the session?
Let me know.
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