Doragon
Tribune
Chapter 34
Marius felt his heart jump when he received the message of Aulus, telling him to return to the main villa. He might see Amabilia again soon. Before he could leave though, Verius called him to his quarters.
“Have you considered what you are going to tell Aulus, my son?” he asked.
“Why not tell him the truth? That I care about the girl.”
“The girl is the slave of Domitia, right? And since Aulus is the dominus, ultimately she is his slave.”
“Maybe I can buy her from him?” tried Marius, but Verius shook his head.
“It doesn’t work like that. And you know it. Consider this,” he tried to explain to his son. “You go into the cella vinaria (wine cellar) of your father, open an amphora and drink some of his best wine. Or worse yet, you open one of the dolia defossa (ceramic container) and spoil the fermenting wine in there. Would your father say ‘I don’t mind, you are my son after all’? Or would he be angry and ask compensation and possibly give you punishment?”
Marius fell silent and sighed.
“I didn’t spoil the girl,” he said softly.
“That’s what you think. Did you ever ask Domitia or Aulus what plans they had with the girl?”
Marius shook his head.
“The girl is their property and you behaved like she was yours to do with as you pleased.”
“But I love her!” groaned the young man while he squirmed in his seat. His loins ached for the girl, even now.
“You lusted after her and you still do. Lust is not the same as love. Besides, how can you love someone who isn’t free and in possession of herself to decide if she can return that love?”
Marius sighed. Rationally he understood what his father was saying but everything inside him rebelled and he wanted to scream and break something.
“Close your eyes and calm yourself, little pup,” said his father sternly but with affection. He felt for the boy as it was clear he was suffering from inner turmoil.
“What should I do?” groaned the boy with his head in his hands.
“You should go to Aulus and ask for forgiveness and offer compensation,” offered Verius as advice. “It’s the only way to demonstrate you have enough sense of responsibility.”
Marius thought about this for a moment.
“What kind of compensation would suffice?” he asked.
“That’s hard to say. I do not know how much damage is done. That’s for Aulus to decide. But you can expect he will task you with work to earn back what was lost.”
Marius nodded slowly and sat up.
“Thank you father, I will do that. I had not considered this, forgive me my foolishness.”
“There’s no need to ask my forgiveness, go to Aulus.”
“I will,” Marius replied as he got up.
“Just wait a day or two,” added his father. “I hear a legatus is arriving at the house of Aulus, to investigate the matter with the runaway slave. There’s no need to make the legatus aware of any other problems in our familia. Go to Aulus once that is dealt with.”
Marius felt his heart jump when he received the message of Aulus, telling him to return to the main villa. He might see Amabilia again soon. Before he could leave though, Verius called him to his quarters.
“Have you considered what you are going to tell Aulus, my son?” he asked.
“Why not tell him the truth? That I care about the girl.”
“The girl is the slave of Domitia, right? And since Aulus is the dominus, ultimately she is his slave.”
“Maybe I can buy her from him?” tried Marius, but Verius shook his head.
“It doesn’t work like that. And you know it. Consider this,” he tried to explain to his son. “You go into the cella vinaria (wine cellar) of your father, open an amphora and drink some of his best wine. Or worse yet, you open one of the dolia defossa (ceramic container) and spoil the fermenting wine in there. Would your father say ‘I don’t mind, you are my son after all’? Or would he be angry and ask compensation and possibly give you punishment?”
Marius fell silent and sighed.
“I didn’t spoil the girl,” he said softly.
“That’s what you think. Did you ever ask Domitia or Aulus what plans they had with the girl?”
Marius shook his head.
“The girl is their property and you behaved like she was yours to do with as you pleased.”
“But I love her!” groaned the young man while he squirmed in his seat. His loins ached for the girl, even now.
“You lusted after her and you still do. Lust is not the same as love. Besides, how can you love someone who isn’t free and in possession of herself to decide if she can return that love?”
Marius sighed. Rationally he understood what his father was saying but everything inside him rebelled and he wanted to scream and break something.
“Close your eyes and calm yourself, little pup,” said his father sternly but with affection. He felt for the boy as it was clear he was suffering from inner turmoil.
“What should I do?” groaned the boy with his head in his hands.
“You should go to Aulus and ask for forgiveness and offer compensation,” offered Verius as advice. “It’s the only way to demonstrate you have enough sense of responsibility.”
Marius thought about this for a moment.
“What kind of compensation would suffice?” he asked.
“That’s hard to say. I do not know how much damage is done. That’s for Aulus to decide. But you can expect he will task you with work to earn back what was lost.”
Marius nodded slowly and sat up.
“Thank you father, I will do that. I had not considered this, forgive me my foolishness.”
“There’s no need to ask my forgiveness, go to Aulus.”
“I will,” Marius replied as he got up.
“Just wait a day or two,” added his father. “I hear a legatus is arriving at the house of Aulus, to investigate the matter with the runaway slave. There’s no need to make the legatus aware of any other problems in our familia. Go to Aulus once that is dealt with.”