Praefectus Praetorio
R.I.P. Brother of the Quill
January 17, 2019
My master has asked me to start keeping a diary of my slavery. He explained that he was asking, not ordering. He owns my body, not my mind. He enjoys when I am independent; he loves my strength. He is challenged to overcome it. He admires my writing. So, I begin.
A cold day, partly sunny, high about 40°. My master is off on business today so no ‘action' to report. I am divided on a day like this. I cherish the time I can be to myself and run every bit of my life. I feel so strong. But I desire him to hurt me, I long for an opportunity to endure and resist. He will be back tomorrow.
My master has asked me to start keeping a diary of my slavery. He explained that he was asking, not ordering. He owns my body, not my mind. He enjoys when I am independent; he loves my strength. He is challenged to overcome it. He admires my writing. So, I begin.
A cold day, partly sunny, high about 40°. My master is off on business today so no ‘action' to report. I am divided on a day like this. I cherish the time I can be to myself and run every bit of my life. I feel so strong. But I desire him to hurt me, I long for an opportunity to endure and resist. He will be back tomorrow.