ha well, their loss is our gainYea... For month...
Looks like i missed some rules of that site...
ha well, their loss is our gainYea... For month...
Looks like i missed some rules of that site...
Joan Tree is most upset you failed to include her in the 'at the other extreme' bullet point!!!Yes, that's a lovely exchange between you two, exploring the complexity of the torturer/victim, executioner/condemned relationship.
A few thoughts from my reading of (quite a lot of) accounts by women of being tortured by men -
- some do mention the men, at least the rank and file squaddies, showing 'kindness', trying to make things no worse than they have to be (which is of course hideous enough), taking care to tie/ strap them as comfortably as they can, giving the victim a cigarette after the session's over - even one boy who was so shy he asked the girl to fit the electrodes in her cunt herself!
- at the other extreme, men so depraved, they'd go off at the end of their shift, home to eat with their wives and play with their kids for a bit, then make excuses that they had 'work' to do back at the barracks, and come back to enjoy more torturing;
- and some obviously conflicted, swinging between reluctance and violent cruelty, as if they're fighting with themselves, and taking it out on their victims.
She gave up...#2 especially, she looks almost relieved that the waiting's over
I agree!This last picture was one of your best! I love her pose!
Yes, now the frenzy of my suffering has truly started it's best that there's no waiting.she looks almost relieved that the waiting's over
Don't forget about ropes on your wrists...Yes, now the frenzy of my suffering has truly started it's best that there's no waiting.
Up with me. Let it be done! Up up up up up!
But every step of this brings new terrors.
My feet are not yet secured to the beam... they will let me hang from the nails in my wrists... until the final spikes are set... oh how I wish they had nailed my feet firm to the cross before my raising.
But they did it that way with my sister too, it's so clear to see they didn't do that while the wood was still on the ground.
And how could I ask to suffer any less?
Oh! The pain of the nailing does make me forget many things!Don't forget about ropes on your wrists...
you will.i need to hear your scream
Oh! The pain of the nailing does make me forget many things!
But yes I will remember the ropes when the cross rises to a higher angle, and my feet find no hold anymore, slipping down the wood, which is so smoothly polished on these crosses made by fine artisans, and I find myself held much more mercifully by those bonds, those thick strong ropes, over my wrists, my palms, across the base of my thumbs.
Thank you.
To be honest I don't even know why I did that. Biting him. It just came over me. It's not really my nature and it doesn't make anything better for anyone. I'm sorry. Too late, I know. Too late for everything anyway.
He isn't going to put that tip anywhere for a few weeks and so, I had to go through him using a different tool in me. A cold one. I could find no words for how much I regretted what I had done and I could hardly find my screams when I was punished... but... I promise...
you will.
Your nailing images are the best! Her expression and position, his nakedness -- it's all so real and surreal at the same time.-It WILL be quick!
Hold on? The cross is holding me, has me, firm in its inescapable embrace... i think it is more ... let go, give up ...Hold on,
It is a sarcasm... Cruel sarcasm...Hold on? The cross is holding me, has me, firm in its inescapable embrace... i think it is more ... let go, give up ...