I don't understand men. My husband thought I was only there for his amusement. Being innocent and nieve, I believed him. It wasn't until I experienced passion with another woman that discovered sexual pleasure. I don't know how men think, but for me giving orgasms hightens my own sexual intensity . I can get high ( a contact high) and get such a wet orgasm, just being in a room with other women getting each other off. I would never go back to being a man's play thing. I think mabey only a jigilo who services rich women understands that. Other wize he wouldn't be worth hireing.