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Hum, can I interfere ?
To catch this Barbara Moore twice or thrice in the water is not at all effiscient !
No, a good torture consists in breaking the prisonner ; so, you do maintain a firm stress on your victim and never mind what is the torture (whip, water, electricity ...), you do continue it systematically till that you could obtain the break of her will ...
For example :

"Who are you, Miss Moore ?"...
No respons ...
So, torture (10 or 15 seconds)

RE : "Who are you , Miss Moore ?"...
No respons ....
So, torture ......

And so on ...... during one hour;) ...

But these Gestapo'men have not any idea of effectiveness !:doh:

Your H(M)ESSA ...:D
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Those Germans could learn a few things from the French. Hasn't that always been the case? ;)
 
Episode 16 . Early morning hours of Sunday, 2 August 1936

The Gestapo wasted no time on my arrival at 8 Prinz-Albrecht-Strasse, hustling me straight to what they referred to as Interrogation Block C, where a team of four burly goons charged with "softening the little American bitch up" awaited me. It was only a matter of seconds before they had stripped me of my garter belt and stockings … all that remained of what I had worn the previous night to Goebbels’ table at the Apollo. Then I was stretched out and strapped down face up on a heavy plank that could be tilted in 'teeter-totter fashion' to immerse my head and shoulders in a corrugated steel tub of filthy water.

By the time Horst arrived on the scene they had already dunked me twice, holding my head underwater while I squirmed and bucked against the straps and shook my head frantically back and forth beneath the surface. Each time I fought the rising panic and terror that accompanies the sensation that one is about to drown, trying desperately to hold my breath over what seemed like an eternity. I knew it was only a matter of time before I couldn’t hold it any longer, and to help speed the process along, one of them would punch me in the stomach, forcing me to gasp, releasing a cloud of air bubbles and allowing water to rush in.

As I lay there sputtering and choking … after coming up the second time … a blurry vision of Horst von Hassel appeared before my eyes. Before I could focus a fresh blow to my stomach forced a flood of foul-tasting water to flood from my nose and mouth. By the time I had stopped convulsing and retching, and was able to look up again, Horst had moved closer. Leaning over, he took hold of me by the chin, jerking my head around and forcing me to look into his eyes ... which, at least for a fleeting moment, appeared to be sympathetic .

"What am I to do with you, Fräulein Moore?” he demanded, releasing an exaggerated sigh. “Are you doing your very best to make things difficult for me?"

I could only moan and gurgle in response.

"Dunk her again!" he ordered brusquely, stepping back to allow the Gestapo goons do their dirty work.

Down I went for a third time, the foul brine swirling around and enveloping my head as I went under. Once again the panic and terror mounted as the seconds ticked by. I struggled vainly against the heavy leather straps that bound me firmly to the plank, and once again a solid punch delivered straight to the gut broke down any prolonged resistance to the inevitable, and brought a flood of water pouring in. This time they left me under even longer than before, and when they finally brought me to the surface, gasping and choking, wet hair plastered around my head, chest heaving and body twitching spasmodically, I thought I had nearly died.

Horst von Hassel was immediately in my face again.

"This time, I am in charge, Fräulein Moore. You are not dealing with the SA or the local police. You will tell us everything about this fool's errand that you are on before the day is out, and you will tell us who is behind it too. There will be no rescue this time around, so think about it," he warned, backing away slowly.

One of the brutes stepped forward, laughed, pinched my left nipple between finger and thumb, tugged on it and then let it go, causing me to flinch and yelp in pain. Turning to Horst, he looked at his superior quizzically, and said “noch einmal?”

Horst shook his head, and snapped, “No, enough for now. Take her down the corridor, throw her in a cell and let her think about her plight for a while. And do it quickly! I have some business to attend to right now. I will notify you when I am ready to continue her interrogation.”

“Jawohl, Herr Sturmbannfuerher!”

The straps binding me to the plank were released and … too weak to walk … I was lifted up and carried from the room … past a long series of closed cell doors and dumped on the hard concrete floor of the first vacant cell. Then they picked me up, dragged me over to the back wall, stood me up against it and secured my wrists over my head with iron cuffs dangling on chains from above.

I hung limply as they left, my mind in a daze, but through the open door I sensed movement. I looked up, and was shocked to see Katrin … the showgirl from the Apollo whom Max had assigned to help me … now clad in a fashionably full-skirted red dress ... being forcibly escorted down the stairs that lead to the interrogation blocks of 8 Prinz-Albrecht-Strasse!

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(credit to Tree for contributing the gif)

Thrilling, but also confusing again! ;) :devil:
 

"This time, I am in charge, Fräulein Moore. You are not dealing with the SA or the local police. You will tell us everything about this fool's errand that you are on before the day is out, and you will tell us who is behind it too. There will be no rescue this time around, so think about it," he warned, backing away slowly.

Somehow, this guy is more than your average Nazi thug..... a man truly to be feared! :eek:
 
Somehow, this guy is more than your average Nazi thug..... a man truly to be feared! :eek:
I like Barb's take on this. I spent a fair bit of time researching and studying the Holocaust, and what comes out of that is that the Nazis were not all psychopaths or thugs. They certainly employed the thuggish elements in society, but the same can be said for armies everywhere. Several studies I have read suggest that no more than 10% of SS guards at Auschwitz were psychopathic. The rest just did their jobs, in a typical bureaucratic manner. This is one of the real horrors of that time - that normal people could be brought around to doing the things the Nazis are famous for doing. Barb has a nice subtle take on the story, where most of the characters are nuanced and some are charming, but any of them could turn out to be the villain of the piece. In that light, Horst may indeed be truly to be feared, because he is not acting out of ideological fervor or rage at communists or other undesirable elements, but because he is simply an officer doing his job, knowing that it is contributing to the New Germany.
 
I like Barb's take on this. I spent a fair bit of time researching and studying the Holocaust, and what comes out of that is that the Nazis were not all psychopaths or thugs. They certainly employed the thuggish elements in society, but the same can be said for armies everywhere. Several studies I have read suggest that no more than 10% of SS guards at Auschwitz were psychopathic. The rest just did their jobs, in a typical bureaucratic manner. This is one of the real horrors of that time - that normal people could be brought around to doing the things the Nazis are famous for doing. Barb has a nice subtle take on the story, where most of the characters are nuanced and some are charming, but any of them could turn out to be the villain of the piece. In that light, Horst may indeed be truly to be feared, because he is not acting out of ideological fervor or rage at communists or other undesirable elements, but because he is simply an officer doing his job, knowing that it is contributing to the New Germany.

In all of these horrible social structures, individuals show the whole gamut of motives and behaviors, from true believers to cynical careerists to those who try to be decent. In slavery in the US, slave owners ranged from complete sadists to those who treated their slaves more like modern-day employees (including allowing some to earn cash for extra duties which they used to buy their freedom). Most were in the middle, not deliberately cruel, but exploiters none the less.

But I think to have worked at Auschwitz or to own slaves you have to swallow the ideology to enough of an extent that you accept the system, otherwise I don't think you could function in the day-to-day.*

* Maybe in the case of slave owners I should revise those remarks in view of people like Thomas Jefferson who wrote "All men are created equal" yet owned slaves. But I do think anyone who worked at Auschwitz was a dedicated Nazi.
 
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Episode 17. Morning of 2 August 1936 (Horst)

I left the interrogation room with an empty anxious feeling deep in the pit of my stomach. It had been a rough night with that crazy American girl foolishly attempting to poison Dr. Goebbels right in front of my eyes. I had no choice but to stop her. It was my duty to do so, even though I might have enjoyed seeing that skinny club-footed pig writhing and convulsing on the floor of the Apollo. And doing so meant that I would have to preside over her torture, and more likely than not ... her execution.

What was she doing here in Germany? She was so hopelessly naive and idealistic. To watch those sadistic bastards dunk her nude body ... to see her suffer so horribly as she experienced one of the most terrifying of tortures ... played deeply on my conscience. I needed time to think, to search my soul. The best I could do for the moment was to save her from any more immediate tortures. I hoped that I would find answers to her true identity and purpose waiting for me in my office, and that a proper course of action would reveal itself to me before duty forced me to resume her interrogation.

As I made my way from the interrogation blocks to my office, I observed a loud commotion emanating from the reception desk near the entrance to the building. Some Gestapo men were bringing in a prisoner, a striking young blonde woman in a red dress ... and a portly, well-dressed man was remonstrating loudly with the duty officer. I thought I recognized his voice and stopped to take a closer look. It was Max, and the woman under arrest was his number one showgirl at the Apollo, the one called Katrin.

Not wishing to get involved at this time, I hastened to cross the corridor unseen and enter my office, closing the door silently behind me. There on my desk, as I expected it would be, was a plain brown envelope.

I sat down in my chair, picked up the envelope and opened the seal with the point of the ceremonial SS dagger I kept in a drawer for that purpose. From the envelope I extracted a flimsy on which the content of an overseas cable had been transcribed. I laid it on the desk in front of me, smoothed it, and then leaned back in my chair to light a cigarette.

I smoked, eyes closed for several minutes, then, picking up the flimsy, I began to read:


Intelligence Report (Top Secret)
1 August 1936
SD, North American Office
New York, USA

Subject: Barbara Moore

Real name: Varvara Mohr
Born: 15 May 1904, St. Petersburg, Russia
Father: Gustav Mohr, German-born, activist leader and agitator, working with the Russian Socialist Revolution Party
Mother: Ekatarina Ivanovo, socialist propagandist

Emigrated to U.S. in 1906 with her parents in the aftermath of Russian Revolution of 1905. U.S. citizenship acquired in 1914 through parents' naturalization. Parents active in labor strikes in 1920s; Gustav arrested four times for labor agitation, serving two years in prison 1926-28. Barbara attended Harvard University, 1924-1929, where she was an active member of the country's radicalized left wing American Student Union. Arrested twice for political agitation on campus during her student years ... continued on after graduation as a front office representative of the ASU and as a propagandist for the Workers Party of America into the early 1930s. Recruited in 1932-33 by the Soviet NKVD. Lived in Moscow, two years, 1933-34. Returned spring of 1935 to the U.S.

I laid the flimsy down on my desk, leaned back in my chair, opened the drawer and extracted a bottle of schnapps and a glass, which I promptly refilled and emptied four times.

Then I reached to my 'inbox' to withdraw a memo addressed to me from the front office of the Friedrich-Wilhelm-Universität, stating that no American citizen by the name of Barbara Moore is listed as having enrolled for the coming term.

A second memo, newly arrived, from the chemical lab confirmed that the white powdery substance was a poison.

I filled and drained another shot of schnapps.

A third memo, from my superior, Reinhard Heydrich, re-confirmed that Fräulein Moore, whom I had brought to his attention in an earlier memo, was to be watched closely but discretely, and prevented if necessary from carrying out any mission which she might be pursuing at the behest of an unfriendly authority. It also reminded me of the importance of squelching at all costs any disturbance that potentially might embarrass the Reich at this critical time of the Berlin Olympiad.

I folded Heydrich's memo, stuffed it in a drawer with others, and then with a smile, picked up the last item in my inbox ... a heavily perfumed envelope. Opening it I withdrew a piece of fine stationary and read:


My darling Horst,

Thank you for the lovely evening last week. I can't tell you how much I appreciate having your strong shoulder and sympathetic ear to give me the strength I so desperately need. Joseph is such a cad. I don't know how much longer I can bear his endless dalliances and debauchery. I know it's wrong of me, as a good National Socialist wife and mother, to think ill of my husband and yet I often find myself wishing for some misfortune to befall him. The Fuhrer would die if he knew, but I can tell you in the strictest confidence that were it to happen, you and I could at long last be openly together and I would be the happiest woman in the Reich.

Affectionately and passionately yours,

Magda G.

I thought regretfully about how easy it might have been to ignore Fräulein Moore's ill-conceived assassination attempt and drained a sixth glass. If only I hadn't given in then to my sense of duty. I picked up the phone and dialed Klaus' number.

"Klaus! Listen. We have got to get her out of here. I want you to stay by your phone until you hear from me again. I am not sure how it will be done and how long it will take but I do know I will need your help when the time comes. I don't have to tell you that what I am about to do is at great risk to myself and quite probably to you as well, but if Fräulein Moore starts talking ... well a lot is at stake ... and she is such an amateur ... dedicated to her fool cause, but totally out of her depth. I should have my head examined for even contemplating this. You and I are on opposite sides, Klaus, but there is something about this young woman. I know you are smitten, and I feel it too. So sit tight and await developments! I'd better go now and check on her."

I set down the receiver, stood up and steadied myself for a moment with both hands on my desk, then headed out the door and down the corridor to the stairway leading to the interrogation blocks below. Looking in Barbara's cell near the bottom of the stairs, I was astonished to find it empty.

From down the corridor came a woman's scream. Galvanized into action, I hastened down the long corridor, with its dozens of cells. A moment later I heard a second, louder scream ... it was Barbara's voice! I strode faster, fuming at the fact that my orders had obviously been disobeyed. I told those louts to wait for my return! Another scream ... this time, not Barbara's voice!

The cries were coming from Interrogation Block A at the far end of the corridor. I covered the remaining distance and reached the small anteroom leading to the Block A interrogation room just as I heard a loud crack, a smacking sound, and Barbara crying out again.

I went to open the door to the interrogation chamber. It was locked! I banged furiously on the door, and while I waited for someone on the other side to respond, I cast my eyes around the anteroom until my gaze rested on a woman's crumpled red dress and underthings carelessly tossed in a corner!
 
But is she really a spy? Is she being set up? Is this a plot to appease the volatile Hitler?
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Meanwhile... Tree and friends look for Miss Moore in the North African desert coming up empty.

"I thought she was in Berlin" Admi (the fair and just resistance fighter) says.

"So did I" Tree replies...

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I think I should have taken a left in Miami
-Bugs Bunny -Looney Tunes
...sort of...
 
Episode 17. Morning of 2 August 1936 (Horst)

I left the interrogation room with an empty anxious feeling deep in the pit of my stomach. It had been a rough night with that crazy American girl foolishly attempting to poison Dr. Goebbels right in front of my eyes. I had no choice but to stop her. It was my duty to do so, even though I might have enjoyed seeing that skinny club-footed pig writhing and convulsing on the floor of the Apollo. And doing so meant that I would have to preside over her torture, and more likely than not ... her execution.

What was she doing here in Germany? She was so hopelessly naive and idealistic. To watch those sadistic bastards dunk her nude body ... to see her suffer so horribly as she experienced one of the most terrifying of tortures ... played deeply on my conscience. I needed time to think, to search my soul. The best I could do for the moment was to save her from any more immediate tortures. I hoped that I would find answers to her true identity and purpose waiting for me in my office, and that a proper course of action would reveal itself to me before duty forced me to resume her interrogation.

As I made my way from the interrogation blocks to my office, I observed a loud commotion emanating from the reception desk near the entrance to the building. Some Gestapo men were bringing in a prisoner, a striking young blonde woman in a red dress ... and a portly, well-dressed man was remonstrating loudly with the duty officer. I thought I recognized his voice and stopped to take a closer look. It was Max, and the woman under arrest was his number one showgirl at the Apollo, the one called Katrin.

Not wishing to get involved at this time, I hastened to cross the corridor unseen and enter my office, closing the door silently behind me. There on my desk, as I expected it would be, was a plain brown envelope.

I sat down in my chair, picked up the envelope and opened the seal with the point of the ceremonial SS dagger I kept in a drawer for that purpose. From the envelope I extracted a flimsy on which the content of an overseas cable had been transcribed. I laid it on the desk in front of me, smoothed it, and then leaned back in my chair to light a cigarette.

I smoked, eyes closed for several minutes, then, picking up the flimsy, I began to read:


Intelligence Report (Top Secret)
1 August 1936
SD, North American Office
New York, USA

Subject: Barbara Moore

Real name: Varvara Mohr
Born: 15 May 1904, St. Petersburg, Russia
Father: Gustav Mohr, German-born, activist leader and agitator, working with the Russian Socialist Revolution Party
Mother: Ekatarina Ivanovo, socialist propagandist

Emigrated to U.S. in 1906 with her parents in the aftermath of Russian Revolution of 1905. U.S. citizenship acquired in 1914 through parents' naturalization. Parents active in labor strikes in 1920s; Gustav arrested four times for labor agitation, serving two years in prison 1926-28. Barbara attended Harvard University, 1924-1929, where she was an active member of the country's radicalized left wing American Student Union. Arrested twice for political agitation on campus during her student years ... continued on after graduation as a front office representative of the ASU and as a propagandist for the Workers Party of America into the early 1930s. Recruited in 1932-33 by the Soviet NKVD. Lived in Moscow, two years, 1933-34. Returned spring of 1935 to the U.S.

I laid the flimsy down on my desk, leaned back in my chair, opened the drawer and extracted a bottle of schnapps and a glass, which I promptly refilled and emptied four times.

Then I reached to my 'inbox' to withdraw a memo addressed to me from the front office of the Friedrich-Wilhelm-Universität, stating that no American citizen by the name of Barbara Moore is listed as having enrolled for the coming term.

A second memo, newly arrived, from the chemical lab confirmed that the white powdery substance was a poison.

I filled and drained another shot of schnapps.

A third memo, from my superior, Reinhard Heydrich, re-confirmed that Fräulein Moore, whom I had brought to his attention in an earlier memo, was to be watched closely but discretely, and prevented if necessary from carrying out any mission which she might be pursuing at the behest of an unfriendly authority. It also reminded me of the importance of squelching at all costs any disturbance that potentially might embarrass the Reich at this critical time of the Berlin Olympiad.

I folded Heydrich's memo, stuffed it in a drawer with others, and then with a smile, picked up the last item in my inbox ... a heavily perfumed envelope. Opening it I withdrew a piece of fine stationary and read:


My darling Horst,

Thank you for the lovely evening last week. I can't tell you how much I appreciate having your strong shoulder and sympathetic ear to give me the strength I so desperately need. Joseph is such a cad. I don't know how much longer I can bear his endless dalliances and debauchery. I know it's wrong of me, as a good National Socialist wife and mother, to think ill of my husband and yet I often find myself wishing for some misfortune to befall him. The Fuhrer would die if he knew, but I can tell you in the strictest confidence that were it to happen, you and I could at long last be openly together and I would be the happiest woman in the Reich.

Affectionately and passionately yours,

Magda G.

I thought regretfully about how easy it might have been to ignore Fräulein Moore's ill-conceived assassination attempt and drained a sixth glass. If only I hadn't given in then to my sense of duty. I picked up the phone and dialed Klaus' number.

"Klaus! Listen. We have got to get her out of here. I want you to stay by your phone until you hear from me again. I am not sure how it will be done and how long it will take but I do know I will need your help when the time comes. I don't have to tell you that what I am about to do is at great risk to myself and quite probably to you as well, but if Fräulein Moore starts talking ... well a lot is at stake ... and she is such an amateur ... dedicated to her fool cause, but totally out of her depth. I should have my head examined for even contemplating this. You and I are on opposite sides, Klaus, but there is something about this young woman. I know you are smitten, and I feel it too. So sit tight and await developments! I'd better go now and check on her."

I set down the receiver, stood up and steadied myself for a moment with both hands on my desk, then headed out the door and down the corridor to the stairway leading to the interrogation blocks below. Looking in Barbara's cell near the bottom of the stairs, I was astonished to find it empty.

From down the corridor came a woman's scream. Galvanized into action, I hastened down the long corridor, with its dozens of cells. A moment later I heard a second, louder scream ... it was Barbara's voice! I strode faster, fuming at the fact that my orders had obviously been disobeyed. I told those louts to wait for my return! Another scream ... this time, not Barbara's voice!

The cries were coming from Interrogation Block A at the far end of the corridor. I covered the remaining distance and reached the small anteroom leading to the Block A interrogation room just as I heard a loud crack, a smacking sound, and Barbara crying out again.

I went to open the door to the interrogation chamber. It was locked! I banged furiously on the door, and while I waited for someone on the other side to respond, I cast my eyes around the anteroom until my gaze rested on a woman's crumpled red dress and underthings carelessly tossed in a corner!
This is turning out to be a very exciting story, more plot twists than a pretzel. Very well written Barb!
I am beginning to like this Horst a little bit:devil:, I mean he is still an SS officer:mad:
 
I thought regretfully about how easy it might have been to ignore Fräulein Moore's ill-conceived assassination attempt and drained a sixth glass. If only I hadn't given in then to my sense of duty. I picked up the phone and dialed Klaus' number...

I don't have to tell you that what I am about to do is at great risk to myself and quite probably to you as well, but if Fräulein Moore starts talking ...

I cast my eyes around the anteroom until my gaze rested on a woman's crumpled red dress and underthings carelessly tossed in a corner!
Ja. Fräulein Moore is an amateur, but apparently a communist. Horst finds out that he’s a decent fellow, and that his sense of duty to the Fatherland is strong, but not as strong perhaps as the loyalty to a childhood friend. Now all he has to do is get to Barb before she says anything of value, and somehow get her out of the building without arousing suspicion. Why do I think that the arrival and interrogation of Katrin will not be of any help to him?

As to avoiding any unwanted scenes during the Olympiad, nothing would be simpler for him at this moment. Only if Heydrich knows about her, Horst can’t just shoot her without legal orders. There are rules, after all.

A nicely set up dilemma, and quite a lot of peril.
 
This is turning out to be a very exciting story, more plot twists than a pretzel. Very well written Barb!
I am beginning to like this Horst a little bit:devil:, I mean he is still an SS officer:mad:

young_ss_officer_by_themistrunsred-d599i73.jpg appears likeable enough; well at least a little bit :rolleyes:
 
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