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What’s a girl to do when it’s hot and she’s tired and bored and Tristan and Isolde are charging around the stage and howling and it seems it will never end and it’s so totally dull? At least she can drink champagne at the intervals and stand on the balcony and watch the sun grow dim over the spires of the city and listen to the men chatting and occasionally enjoy the odd compliment that she isn’t meant to hear or maybe she is. She can talk to the other girls and they touch her necklace and admire it and they stare sometimes too long at her face and her breasts, or at least that’s how Gisela feels. She is thinking about her little dog and the shower and this whole thing is so dull and really it would be nicer to be back at home, but she knows she has to smile and be nice to her husband’s friend’s wives and they are probably feeling the same. She’s sure the lovely one with the short blonde hair and the boyish look is feeling that way and she slowly moves towards her and starts a conversation with Julia and that is nice and with another glass of champagne the interval is soon over and then it’s back inside and it’s just so hot and she doesn’t really care what happens to Tristan or what happens to Isolde, she just wants it all to be over as soon as possible.
 
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You deserve a picture for putting up with me...
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PS = a really big thank you to everyone who is reading this.... I know that for long long periods nothing really nasty is happening, but I am sort of hoping and guessing that you are enjoying the little bits "in the shade".... in the inimitable words of Bertolt Brecht: "die in der dunkelheit sie nicht sehen"
 
I agree with you, Pkin ...
It is also necessary to describe the common life before the worst to show "why the worst is worst" !;)

... and you describe so well .... sometimes, I'm Gisela .......:rolleyes:
 
PS = a really big thank you to everyone who is reading this.... I know that for long long periods nothing really nasty is happening, but I am sort of hoping and guessing that you are enjoying the little bits "in the shade".... in the inimitable words of Bertolt Brecht: "die in der dunkelheit sie nicht sehen"
...'in the inimitable words of' Tree... the story is always better than the end if it is written well... You story is written well...

Tree
 
They walk into the gilded, white-columned hall. The room filling with suits and uniforms, shining boots, rainbowed with dresses and the clink of glasses bubbling with chatter. He places a hand on her bare shoulder and with a kiss slips away to join a group of friends. She squeezes past officers in black and grey, their hats under their arms, juggling their drinks and turning to glance as she moves to where Julia is standing by a small table.

“Kurt! So, did you enjoy Tristan? Excellent performances yes?”

“Yes sir, it was marvelous. We both…”

“Now, now…. Let’s not pretend. I think we all saw the ladies looking bored… Never mind. They’re happy now it’s over… Look at them… So delightful…”

He laughs lightly. “Yes, of course you’re right sir. But really, it is a splendid evening”

The Gauleiter places his arm around Kurt’s shoulder and draws him just very slightly from the group.

“Kurt. Just a warning. Do tell her not to go shopping in those Jewish stores. And not to be seen out with the daughter of the owner, eh? They’ll be gone soon enough and then she can shop wherever she likes, but… you know Kurt. You have a reputation to keep. Don’t spoil it… A quiet word, eh? Just buy her something nice, she’ll be happy enough. A quiet word…”

Rain splashes on the cobbles as they dash to the open door of the Mercedes, Gisela jumping in and sliding along the leather seat, wiping dampened hair from her eye. The car murmurs its way through the ink black, cross-black night, yellow headlamps illuminating the road signs. White, black and red. They’ve left Weimar behind.

Kurt leans against Gisela and strokes her hair. There’s hardly any light in the car but the green of her dress still shimmers. His lips kiss her ear. He whispers something to her. She wants to speak but he places a finger on her lips. His fingers touch the clasp of her necklace, then unhook her dress and slide down the zip. She can feel him tugging at his clothes. She glances into the mirror over the dashboard, but the driver’s eyes are focused on the road. She breathes deeply.

She feels him against her, inside her. Her hands reach up to the misted window, her fingers splay out, scratching a watery darkness in the grey. Her body becomes tight, her lips are against the window now, her breath pumping against the chill of the glass.

Gisela’s eyes shut tight. She could feel his fingers running through her thick, tangled mass of red hair, sliding over her, tracing the outline of her face. Slipping behind her neck and with utter delicacy stroking her ears; then running slowly, slowly to the tip of her nose, creating the most delightful tingling. Parting her soft, moist lips; pulling gently down, as a mother might to a baby, then sliding inside. She could sense her breath touching him, feel the warmth as it somehow reflected back. The sharpness of his nails drawing wonderful sensations from this soft, damp, pink cave. Her head fell backwards onto the silk sheets. Her eyes opened, welcoming in the golden light streaming through the heavy dark trees crowding the garden.
 
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Chapter 4

The falling leaves clung to the drain-pipes and gutters, their bright oranges and golds dimmed by the incessant rain. It was weather to drift in. Gisela drifted. Hardly bothering to dress for the day, wandering the polished floors in her nightdress. Kurt was away again. Breslau. Dresden. Hamburg. Berlin. A morning coffee gave way to a morning glass of Chablis. She lounged on sofas, legs outstretched, Venus playing on her, snuggling to her; somehow caring for her. Her fingers trailed over the keyboard of the Steinway, notes sounding clear but discordant. Humming her favourite songs. She picked up a book and put it down. Tried to read the newspaper but couldn’t find the energy. Flicked on the radio. A few dance songs… She danced alone over the parquet. Then lay down once again, her hand stroking Venus behind her soft flopping ears.

The maid brought in lunch on a tray. Eggs, poached. Some toast. She had to do something. The rain had stopped at last. She’d walk to the Gera or up into town. She had nothing else to do. Venus needed a walk.

The door opened. A delivery of some sort. She could hear the maid talking to the boy from her bedroom. She stared into the mirror, wiping her lips. She pulled the envelope from the drawer, slipped the purple ribbon free. A tiny tear as she stared at the postcard. A tear wiped away with a quiet snuffle.

A scream! The sound of a car skidding, hooting. Accelerating hard away. Another scream!

Gisela’s head turned, slowly. What was happening? Another scream and rapid talking downstairs. Something was happening. She stood. Moved to the landing. Looked down the staircase. The door was open. The maid was standing there, her hands over her mouth. What had happened?
 
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She paused, her hand gripping the rail. Then, seeing the eyes of the maid, stepped once, twice, and ran down the treads, pushing past her, pushing through the open door-way. The rain had slackened, dark leaves blew in the damp air. Two dark lines on the road where the car had braked hard. Gisela stared towards the junction fifty metres away where the road joined Bonifaciusstraße; the road was empty, the street silent. Just leaves tumbling then settling and sticking onto the surface. She turned. A woman was facing her. Gisela’s head tilted. She stared at her face, at the way her black hair, rain-soaked, clung to her white skin. At the droplets of water on her nose and lips. At her shoulders, moving haltingly. And her arms cradling something limp and dark.

“It’s you! Why are you here? Why are you holding Venus?”
 
The maid ran from the house. Ran to Lotta, taking the dog from her hands, its head flopping hopelessly to one side, its legs dangling useless.

The rain had started to fall again. Gisela wasn’t sure how long she stood there, staring at Lotta, the two women totally still, their faces blank masks. Slowly Gisela moved forward. Five, six, seven steps. The maid retreated, watching. Silent in the drizzle. They were almost touching, just inches between their faces.

Gisella began to sob, and with sobs and shaking shoulders, raised her hands, furiously slapping into Lotta’s body. Blows falling fast, then fewer. Then stopping. Gisela’s tear-stained face collapsing into Lotta’s breast. Lotta unmoving, then slowly winding her arms around her, pulling her tight, her head resting on Gisela’s shoulders. There. In the middle of the street. The rain and leaves swirling around them.

“Come on. I’ll take you home. You’re soaking. Come on.”

Gisela made a tiny whimpering noise. Not a yes. Not anything. Looked deep into Lotta’s eyes. Nodded her head very slightly, accepting Lotta’s hand as she led her from the roadway toward her house. Gustav-Adolf-Straße 2. They were, after all, neighbours.
 
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