Several members took hold of my cross and started to rise it.
I exchanged looks with a couple of them, it was a little awkward,
Eva was at my right side with one of her hands on my hip.
Her touch was affectionate.
-Try to get your legs straight so- the shock will distribute among your three nails Carlos. – She told me- Anyway, you are on your cross to suffer, so take your pain and embrace it!
I reflected she was right and braced for the pain,
Soon I felt my wight pulling from my wrists and the sensation that I was going to be projected from my cross but, of course, I was safely fixed by the nails to the wood.
With a shock the cross felt into place and I almost lost consciousness.
A couple of minutes after that, the first shock passed. I pushed on my feet´s nail a breathed a couple of times.
I felt the cross scratching my ass. The cross that was already killing me. The cross where I will die,
The cross I had chosen.
My cross!
I was also now, able to focus again in my surroundings.
I have gotten myself crucified!
Nailed naked on a cross in front of a group of estrangers!
-It is done Carlos! – said the colonel – You are no longer a person. You are just a part with your nails and your cross. You are crucified at last!
End of the road for you Carlos. You found your place.
Just one cross in the line.
I looked, to the other crosses already erected and exchanged nods and smiles in a silent welcome.
Looked to the ones still waiting to join us up in the crosses and try to convey encouragement.
-You look good! – said one of the women waiting her turn - We will join you in a moment!
-I will be here! - I answered trying to smile.
Last I looked at the men and women watching me in my cross and last I fixed my eyes on Magdalena´s.
She was right. I was in my place. I felt a sense of fulfilment.
-Thank you, colonel! You put me, at last, in my place! – I croaked.
Soon, with the same quick efficiency my three remaining companions were nailed to their crosses and erected.
The line was completed!
-Every step has been taken. You have been executed by crucifixion.
As you all wanted.
As I said, your death is just a matter of time.
Your only task now is to give us sexual pleasure with your humiliation and pain. – said Magdalena. – Maintain your composure and die well!
Then, I noticed that in addition to the cameras that had been recording everything, some mirrors were strategically placed so we could see ourselves.
I looked at my reflection, nailed on my cross, my shameful title over my head.
I found myself very sexy!
It was really arousing to see to my left and right men and women nailed on their crosses. I really wished they would find me as exciting as I found them.
TBC