Herman sleeps beside me, lying on his back, naked except for his shiny black jackboots, snoring noisily. I roll onto my left side, facing away from him, and half cover my nakedness with the bed sheet.
This has been going on now for too many nights. It's always the same. Get dressed, go to a party, everyone gets drunk, I have to go satisfy Helen Gruber, then Hermann. Meanwhile Messaline, Siss and the others pump the other Nazis for secrets.
Rather than fall asleep, I am going to lie awake tonight and try to think deeply about my situation. What do I know?
Well, first I got into this willingly. My brother's B-17 went down over Germany, and only by working for the OSS and SOE could I ever get a chance to get myself into occupied Europe and possibly find my brother. So I allowed my "multilingual" self to be "drafted" as a spy, suffered through training with my dignity and virginity (really) barely intact. Then I was dropped into France where I rendezvoused with Mme Messaline in Paris, who turned me into a whore in her salon for the purpose of wheedling secrets out of besotted Nazis.
But then things got crazy. I was assigned to Hermann the German of the Gestapo who took a liking to my tight little ass and demanded a nightly piece of it.
Then, in quick succession I was betrayed by the OSS and by the fair but devious Messaline, and threatened with a quick trip to either the guillotine or the scaffold by Hermann if I didn't work for him.
Nowhere in my training was there anything about how to be a double agent, not to mention what to do about having constant unbelievably wild sex with the enemy.
But the worst thing is that I don't know what to do now or who I can trust; and spending my nights here in Paris lying naked on my back with my legs spread is not getting me any closer to finding and attempting to rescue my brother, who is somewhere deep in Nazi Germany.
The only way, perhaps, is to get Hermann and Helen, that scary bitch wife of the Nazi commander Gruber, to take me to Germany with them. But the problem with that is they know I am a spy, and if they tire of exploiting me as their private sex slave they will likely turn me over to Gestapo headquarters for a little friendly chat down in the cellar ... with me naked and squirming in my own piss on a cold chair while they all stand around me with truncheons and whips, blowing cigarette smoke in my face and occasionally stubbing out their glowing cigarette butts on my bare breasts.
So what do I do? I can't quit and go home. I'll just have to suck it up, trust no one but myself, and try to get into Germany best I can.
What? Oh shit! Hermann is waking up. Hand gripping my shoulder, turning me toward him. Sigh. He wants it again.
Ok ok, not so fast. Give a girl a break. Let's not wear it out. Ow, that hurt. Be gentle will you! Fucking Nazis!!
This has been going on now for too many nights. It's always the same. Get dressed, go to a party, everyone gets drunk, I have to go satisfy Helen Gruber, then Hermann. Meanwhile Messaline, Siss and the others pump the other Nazis for secrets.
Rather than fall asleep, I am going to lie awake tonight and try to think deeply about my situation. What do I know?
Well, first I got into this willingly. My brother's B-17 went down over Germany, and only by working for the OSS and SOE could I ever get a chance to get myself into occupied Europe and possibly find my brother. So I allowed my "multilingual" self to be "drafted" as a spy, suffered through training with my dignity and virginity (really) barely intact. Then I was dropped into France where I rendezvoused with Mme Messaline in Paris, who turned me into a whore in her salon for the purpose of wheedling secrets out of besotted Nazis.
But then things got crazy. I was assigned to Hermann the German of the Gestapo who took a liking to my tight little ass and demanded a nightly piece of it.
Then, in quick succession I was betrayed by the OSS and by the fair but devious Messaline, and threatened with a quick trip to either the guillotine or the scaffold by Hermann if I didn't work for him.
Nowhere in my training was there anything about how to be a double agent, not to mention what to do about having constant unbelievably wild sex with the enemy.
But the worst thing is that I don't know what to do now or who I can trust; and spending my nights here in Paris lying naked on my back with my legs spread is not getting me any closer to finding and attempting to rescue my brother, who is somewhere deep in Nazi Germany.
The only way, perhaps, is to get Hermann and Helen, that scary bitch wife of the Nazi commander Gruber, to take me to Germany with them. But the problem with that is they know I am a spy, and if they tire of exploiting me as their private sex slave they will likely turn me over to Gestapo headquarters for a little friendly chat down in the cellar ... with me naked and squirming in my own piss on a cold chair while they all stand around me with truncheons and whips, blowing cigarette smoke in my face and occasionally stubbing out their glowing cigarette butts on my bare breasts.
So what do I do? I can't quit and go home. I'll just have to suck it up, trust no one but myself, and try to get into Germany best I can.
What? Oh shit! Hermann is waking up. Hand gripping my shoulder, turning me toward him. Sigh. He wants it again.
Ok ok, not so fast. Give a girl a break. Let's not wear it out. Ow, that hurt. Be gentle will you! Fucking Nazis!!
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