With many many thanks to l'bogo and Eulalia...
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Monday evening
During my exercises I’m hearing a buzzing in my ears, feeling a slight headache, and the phrase from the choreography, "The crucifixion of an impossible love ..." seems to be seeping into every convolution of the brain, feeding a state of anxiety - how can I be crucified?
Frau Helga notices that I am troubled.
'Enough, Gaby, enough for today, my darling! You need to rest.'
I don’t want to walk through this maze of dank, misty streets to get to the station, I’ll take the water-bus. Meanwhile I turn on my phone that has been off since Friday afternoon, the trickle of incoming messages begins:
'You received an unanswered call ...', 'Voicemail message ...', ten, then twenty messages like that.
'Where are you?', ‘Call me, love', ‘Darling, do you love me?', ‘Dearest do you want to leave me?', 'I’ve called you 100 times, why do you not answer?', 'Why have you turned off your phone?' This is the most funny one, of course, if I’d turned off the phone, how could I answer? Poor Vio, he’s completely lost in love. But it’s the rule: when we have an engagement we can’t take any phone with us, so we can’t be tracked - it's always a high risk mission.
Last night’s snowfall has left a light layer like cotton wool all over Venice, covering the rooftops, the moored boats are encrusted with a layer of ice, there’s a freezing fog, today the sun has not made his way through the blanket of mist and cloud that has enwrapped Venice, and now it is almost dark.
I call Vio, he does not answer, the digital voice announces, ‘ The number you have called is currently unavailable, please trya gain later.' Not even a voicemail option to leave a message, crap!
Because the mist on the water has risen up to half the height of the buildings, the Grand Canal is now like a tunnel, it reminds me of those science fiction stories, it looks like a worm-hole, a space-time tunnel - and I too feel like I'm engulfed in a yet stranger space-time, an alien dimension.
On the train that takes me to Mestre I call Vio again. It’s useless, I turn off so as not to hear the useless message. Now it's a big problem: I do not have a car, I do not have a driver's licence because they have withdrawn it, there is no convenient public transport to get me home. I have no supplies in at home, I could not go to the market on Saturday. I'll have to look for a store, buy something, then I'll call a taxi.
I arrive just in time, it is right on closing time for the shop, I sneak in:
'Miss we are closing ...'
'Be nice, I haven’t got anything in the fridge, just let me grab something, I'll hurry...'
I snatch a packet of pasta, a bag of apples, a packet of biscuits, a couple of cans, one tuna, one meat. At the cash-desk they are kind, I’m the last customer.
I try one last time to call Vio, who knows if he’s turned on his cursed phone ... bugger!
In a few minutes the taxi gets me home, I climb the stairs of the house, I open the door. Before I can put on the light I tread on something lying on the floor. I press the light-switch. It's an envelope, not thick, about 40 by 30 centimeters, someone has slipped it through the gap between the floor and the wood of the door. I put down my bags and pick it up, open it, it seems to contain photographs... it's about to hit my heart... it's me, completely naked, chained to the iron bed in the basement of the Countess's house...
The phone rings, I look apprehensively at the caller display - Vio, oh Vio ... at last!
'Hello Vio ...'
‘The undead walks again! It's three days I've been looking for you, where had you disappeared?'
'I had to go away for... for work.'
'For work ... for work ... you don’t give a thought for me... and why couldn’t you warn me?'
'You know when we're at work we have to keep the phone off ...'
'Always an excuse to do what you want ...'
'Vio, let's not bicker over the phone, come here and we can make peace.'
'If so I’ll come immediately.'
At last I’ve got the cat in the bag - but this time I really need him, I'm afraid, someone has surely been spying on me, they know where I live, they’ve got the photos of me ... Yes, I’d better hide them well before he arrives, if he finds them ...
The bell rings, before opening I speak through the intercom:
'Who is it?'
'Vio.'
'Come up!'
'Hello.'
He's holding a rose, where did he steal it? It's winter, and the shops are all closed at this time.
'You're kind to give me this flower ...'
'Are you sure you deserve it?'
'Go on with your jealousy ...'
I place the rose in a tall, narrow vase.
'Have you already had dinner?'
'No.'
'Then I'll prepare something ...'
Two spaghetti dishes with tomato sauce and basil.
'Vio, will you sleep here at my place tonight?'
'I don’t need to ask him twice ...'
I have a bodyguard, even if I don’t know how dangerous the enemy is.