This is the story that goes with that picture:
During the latter part of the Jewish War, the Roman general Titus crucified Jews at the rate of 500 per day in an effort to crush the rebels’ spirit. By the end of the rebellion, practically every family in Judea had lost some of its members to the fighting, and there was no one who did not know someone who had died in agony on a Roman cross.
Judith’s brother Ephraim died nailed to a cross outside of Jerusalem, one among hundreds of naked, moaning Jews under the Judean sun. Her father died in a futile attack on a train of Roman supply wagons. It was obvious to everyone that the Romans were too powerful, but for many Jews it was the overwhelming power of Rome that spurred them on.
Their rabbis told them, when Yahweh delivers a miracle, there can remain no doubt that it was the force of God, not of man, that has accomplished the feat. Perhaps He was only waiting for the moment when they were at their lowest to send them a miracle like the ones that delivered their fathers from Egypt, or destroyed the walls of Jericho. The miracle could come at any instant.
Judith, was one among the hundreds of Jewish rebel supporters crucified by the Romans this day. Like the other Jewish women, the humiliation of her nudity was almost as unbearable as the pain of her suffering. It was even worse before the crowd of gentiles who drank in the sight of her sweating, naked body as she struggled desperately, laughing at her agony and enjoying the way she squirmed and twisted in response to the sudden cramps that knotted her muscles.
Please God, send your victory now and save me, no, save all of us, from this cross, oh God it hurts and I’m naked and everyone stares at me, oh please make it stop, save me or let me die quickly, please please make it stop… But the time for a miracle was not yet.
And then Judith became conscious of a different kind of torment: The tenacious desert flies that buzzed around her face and body in search of moisture had discovered the moist places between her legs. The torment of their crawling and tickling made her press her thighs together in a futile effort to keep them away, to stop the feathery touch of their tiny feet and buzzing wings in her open cleft, between her pink inner lips, around her exposed anus and vagina.
As Judith looked downward, her hardening nipples and swelling clitoris were visible evidence that her body was betraying her. She squeezed her thighs tighter and clenched the cheeks of her buttocks in an effort to quell the insistent tingling and the deep, building pressure. She had seen many women crucified and heard their moans of anguish grow more desperate, then change into groans of pleasure, pelvises thrust forward and undulating obscenely as they were carried away on the waves of their orgasms.
Judith moaned through clenched teeth, her whole body tense, feeling the tingling between her legs approach the critical point, the spark that ignites a raging fire that will not be stopped until it burns out on its own. Oh God, I can’t stop it and they will all see me oh please no not that not that no no no…!
Judith threw her head back and screamed. The explosion of her orgasm was intense, and for a few moments it blocked out all other sensation. The pain of the nails, her cramping muscles, all faded into the background as her body released in spasms so powerful that she was unaware of the way her abdomen undulated, her moans of pleasure, nor the appreciative jeers of the onlookers.
Now we see Judith as the throbbing pleasure between her legs subsides to be replaced by the throbbing agony in her wrists and feet. She keeps her eyes lowered, burning with shame and humiliation in the knowledge that the crowd has seen her helpless in the throes of this most intimate passion. She feels the wetness on the insides of her thighs and knows that they must see that, too.
In addition to her shame, Judith bears a burden of guilt. Oh God, please let it happen again…