I get back and it's already this long? Well, I guess I'd better get started...
Serva's Roman Fantasy
I am a slave girl in a Roman latifundium in Italy, somewhere in the fertile Ager Falernus south of Rome. The estate is enormous, it's main economic activity being large-scale food production by the cultivation of wheat and barley, apples, pears, almonds and figs and of course, wine. The grapes is pressed in the latifundium itself. There are also herds of sheep, goats and cattle. The Dominus is a very wealthy man of senatorial rank, a patrician through and through born of endless generations of patricians.
About how many slaves (and how many free?) are there on this estate? How much time does the Dominus spend here, and where does he go the rest of the year?
I am an Athenian unmarried girl of high class; my family owned farmland and animals and we had a big house in Athens.
If this is the case, you must surely have grown up surrounded by slaves yourself - from the nursemaid who changed your diapers to your very own personal maid(s). How did you think of them, and treat them? Were you close to any?
They take the city by assault and what follows are days of plunder, rape and murder.
But thousands survive, and we all become slaves. When they herd me out of the city in shackles I see rows of crosses along the road, and on them, the writhing, bleeding bodies of the rebellion's leaders, as well as those of many soldiers.
It is a feeling like nothing else in the world. Dread seeps throughout my body and clutches at my throat. My heart hammers and my stomach sinks, and I feel cold and numb and my vision blurs. Everything seems unreal and I feel as if dreaming, but it is a nightmare. The metallic taste of fear clings to my mouth. Most of us look lost and confused. My shoulders and my head slump as if they were being pulled. I cannot straighten up.
Certainly a powerful shock. Who of your friends and family died in the sack? Who were enslaved? And whose fates do you just not know?
While you portray one of your earliest moments as a slave well here, I'd love to go a bit earlier, and get both your growing realization that you were going to be a slave and the actual process of it occuring - everything summed up in "we all become slaves" above. Where there any of your peers who chose death rather than slavery? Did
you consider it?
Eventually, I am exhibited at market, in Italy, in Brundisium or even in Rome herself.
I am not displayed with the masses of slaves out to the public. The dealer who acquiried me specializes in catering to patricians. I am told that because I am so young, because I am Greek and of high class, and because I am so beautiful, I will be a sheltered, coveted house slave and that I should be grateful.
I am displayed inside a private courtyard in the slave market. I hear the public auctions going on outside, and the rattle of chains.
There comes a man to see, a patrician by the look of his clothes. He is followed by a number of his slaves, one of whom holds a parasol over his head. From the moment he lays eyes on me I feel violated. His gaze is knowing and invasive and it rakes me from head to toe as if he was drinking in my nudity through his eyes. I squirm... but to my eternal shame I don't even make a sound. I don't move, I just take it, like a slave.
He fondles me. He pinches one of my nipples to hear me yelp. He ends up buying me for thousands of denarii.
From the very beginning I know I am a sex slave, even if most of my waking hours are spent doing housework. He never lets me forget why he bought me.
An interesting experience. Even though you were spared the public auctions, you surely caught a glimpse of them - perhaps your first, depending on how sheltered you were in Greece.
How were you displayed for sale - naked? Chained? Did any other buyers examine you? Were you prepared in any special way beforehand?
Yes it was by boat, taken at the port of Piraeus south of Athens. I was naked and in chains, heavy shackles for my wrists and ankles, and we were crammed tight in the hold of the ship. It wasn't a galley. Those are war ships built for speed and manueaverability. It was a fat, deep-hulled trading ship. We were crammed in so tight I felt naked bodies pressed against mine the whole trip. We were taken to the upper deck in shifts, to walk around and excercise.
I presume you were taken by coffle to and from the boat, though - what was that like? How long was the voyage? Did you speak and interact with your "neighbours" aboard ship? I expect you had no privacy at all, and did you even have a bucket between you?
When they took me up I witnessed another slave be keelhauled. That is, they tied him by the ankles and then dragged him along the keel of the ship, underwater, from bow to stern. The barnacles ripped open his flesh like so many knives. He came out vomiting water and flapping like a fish, barely conscious. They keelhauled him a second time and when they pulled him up he was dead. I do not know what his crime was.
Had you seen death before, in the invasion or otherwise? Had you even seen a corpse, before the invasion?
Still naked and shackled I am put in a cage on top of a wagon after I am bought. I notice my new owner has a large travel retinue... freshly-bought slaves as well as what look like old and trusted attendants. The other slave he has bought follow behind my cage, on foot, coffled together and ladden like mules. Dominus has bought other things and the new slaves must bear them on the road. Armed guards walk on either side of the caravan. Whenever one of them looks at me my eyes drop instantly, and I shrink back like a pathetic coward. There is not an ounce of fight or resistance in me. I am a slave and I know I will die a slave.
The journey takes a couple of days.
Lucky you, to get to ride the cart - no-one else does? Does anyone speak or interact with you on the trip? Are you let out at all?
How was your resistance broken so thoroughly, that all hope has vanished?
Crosses. I see ten to twelve of them, and ten to twelve bodies nailed to them. Half seem dead already, or at least unconscious. The smell of shit, piss and rusty blood fills my nose. I cower in the cage, against the bars, I hide my face in my hands. I hear one of them, a woman, wailing in agony, though I do not understand her words. Her legs are purple, bloated and misshapen; they had been broken.
The fear is like a drug. It literally makes me dizzy. I look at my hands and they do not seem my own. Only the weight of the shackles tell me it's my body. My dread and terror are suffocating. The feeling... it is like being mesmerized. It is like being spellbound. I feel detached from reality.
A dozen crosses in use? Did this place see a revolt lately or something? Is that why the master went buying new stock?
The first thing that happens is that I am tattooed. There is a workshop or shed for a blacksmith not far from the villa; an old slave woman tattooes me there, with an inked needle. She pricks my calf until I bear a name along it, on the outside: CASTVS IGNOTVS SCANIA.
Then the smith collars me. It is a band of dark, thick metal that he bends into rough shape with a pair of tongs. Then I place my head on an anvil, with the open collar's overlapping ends behind my neck. With another set of tongs he punches a rivet through the ends, closing it forever.
My collar is like this:
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Better than a branding, at least - I bet you can see and hear the other slaves getting their's. And they can see and hear you not, too...
I was not immediately whipped. Many slaves are, especially those destined by the fields, who are treated as barely a step above beasts. But they deemed my demeanor so servile and submissive that it wasn't necessary. I was, however, given a lecture of sorts, by Dominus himself. A warning. He told me that if I tried to ran away he would have my legs broken. That if I touched a weapon he would have me crucified. That if I was lazy or disobedient or unpleasant I would be locked in the sweatbox. I was nude before him, with my head down, my leg stinging from the fresh tattoo, the collar so conspicuous against my skin... as he spoke of his demands and expectations... I sank lower and lower.
Although you weren't in a position to appreciate it at the time, I bet in retrospect you realised that very few slaves get "the Talk" directly for the master. Was it the first time he spoke to you directly? And what happened to you next?
It's so humiliating. I see the letters take shape and I realize the tattoo's purpose: to indicate my owner. My body is no longer my own. It belongs to him! He can do whatever he wants with it. I am marked as an animal would be, but I am grateful it is not a brand. But it is permanent all the same... I will have it on my skin until the day I die. I feel so weak and impotent. Why do I sit there meekly and let them tattoo me? I do not know, yet I cannot move. I cannot speak.
Good for you that you do not rebel - if you messed up the tatoo it would be a brand for sure.
Can you read and write, in Latin or Greek? Speak Latin?