Chapter 11 – The Upstairs Study at White Orchard Plantation, Around 4:30pm, May 11th 1864
William Sherman had ensconced himself in the upstairs study. It was a room he knew well having spent many happy hours in here, drinking brandy and smoking his favourite cigars with poor old John. He was not happy now though, not in the slightest, and his river of discontent had many tributaries.
Stroking his distinctive red beard, and running a hand through his unkempt hair of matching colour, Sherman was consumed by pensive thoughts.
Surely, she couldn’t be guilty of what they were all now suspecting, not little Catherine. She had always been headstrong, but demure too, a beautiful Southern Young Lady even in her early teens.
He sighed. That was before the war, and now, just a few shallow years later, the world … her world … was a different place.
The General recalled the night he and Catherine’s father had come to the parting of their ways. They weren’t here, nor in Louisiana, but they had both visited the War Department in Washington, and had sojourned for a late nightcap in Sherman’s room at Willard’s hotel.
Back then John, the more emotional of the two, and conscious that the veil of differing ideals was still between them, thrust out his hand suddenly and said, "Whatever happens, Billy, you and I must not quarrel over it. Let's pledge our word here and now that, having come this far together, we will always be friends."
The General recalled how the colour drained from his cheeks as the words of his friend brought the whole sorry state of affairs to a personal head for them both.
A slight moisture had appeared in his eyes. Billy Sherman was, on the whole, more reserved than his friend, but he, too, was stirred.
He took the outstretched hand and gave it a strong clasp. "Always, John," he replied. "We don't think alike, maybe, about the things that are coming, but you and I can't quarrel." He recalled releasing the hand quickly, hating any show of emotion … but now he wished he had held onto it a little longer.
Poor John. If there was a saving grace it was that his friend’s death early in the war had avoided the intolerable situation of them facing one another across the battlefield.
Another sigh however told the General that metaphorically speaking they were facing one another now over Catherine.
Closing his eyes, he thought about his own children, and Eleanor his wife. Little ‘Willie’ came into his head and the tear that had amassed rolled down his cheek.
It was no secret that 9-year-old Willie was the General’s favourite child. In fact, his wife reproved him repeatedly for making his preference for Willie uncomfortably obvious to their other children.
But on the evening of October the third of the previous year, just several short months ago, the boy lay dead in a Memphis hotel room. The General had called them to join him at Vicksburg … he should never have done that. When they moved the camp back to Chattanooga, Willie had contracted camp fever …
The memory caused the General to slump over the desk before him, as, in his mind’s eye he recalled the family vignette around his son’s death bed, Father Carrier from Notre Dame presiding over the solemn affair …
Shaking his head and sitting upright he turned his thoughts to the previous Sunday. A beautiful sunny May day, before the rains had come with such vengeance.
On that beautiful day he had ridden a few miles from his tent and picked bouquets of wild flowers from a deserted woodland. He mailed the flowers to his daughters, Minnie and Lizzie, with a note that said “My darling girls, with these flowers, both of you will have a present to commemorate the opening of Spring.”
He had added a kiss … how he cherished them, how he had cherished Willie. And now here he was, lost in a deportment of displeasure. Angry with Catherine for putting him in this position. Angry with himself for handing his own Goddaughter over to the troops so that the Union army could dole out justice as they saw fit. And angry with the world for heaping these burdens upon him in simultaneous order.
There was a gentle knock at the door.
“Come,” The General said quietly as Mary the long-time house slave to the McCown family, entered.
“Massa Sherman, they have took her to the block, I thought you should know Massa, Sir.”
Sherman closed his eyes and waved her away. He knew what the block was. Standing, new concerns now bubbling upwards from his stomach, he moved to the window to look out over the front of the Mansion …
Chapter 12 – From the House to The Block, Around 5pm, May 11th 1864
Catherine didn’t know the exact moment the blackness overcame her, a raging darkness through which she floated dreamily.
She fought hard to regain clarity ... then remembered that although the soldiers were not gentle with her, even these barbarians seemed to have a code of honour. They could already have abused her virtue, not stopping, as they seemed to have for now, with her humiliation.
She looked up to see the Lieutenant standing before her, the orange lantern glow lighting the silhouette of his head.
“Put this on,” he thrust forward the rag that had been recently covering the body of Martha one of the field slaves, who, having been called upon to attend this horrible little scene, now stood naked and trembling in the corner of the drawing room, trying somewhat pathetically to cover her own newly acquired nudity.
Catherine looked at the torn, dirty rag as it was dropped upon the table by her side. She stood with one arm over her naked breasts and the other hand covering her mound, exposed for the first time in her young life to the prying eyes of strangers.
Strangers who, right now, were chuckling at her futile show of modesty. Picking up the battered fabric Catherine pulled the torn shift over her head to cover one exposed breast, her left ... letting the rag fall to her thighs. The left shoulder was torn and the flap of material that exposed Catherine’s right breast and nipple hung loose below her chest.
A strange, feeling invaded her wearing this ragged smock … half shame and half defiance, her body so shockingly exposed ... but even this humiliation was not enough for these brutes. Catherine flinched upon hearing the desperate screams of the naked slave, whose smock she now wore, being dragged forcibly from the room.
“Put this on her.” The Lieutenant held out an iron slave collar to one of his soldiers.
“Please no,” she recoiled at the thought of what they were about to do. But she was powerless to stop this further mistreatment of her body.
Feeling her hair bunched tightly into a male grip so that it could be pulled away from her neck, Catherine winced as the collar was placed snuggly into position.
“Now these.” The poor girl’s arms were jerked out from her barely covered body and her delicate wrists encased in heavy iron manacles.
They had clearly discovered the room where the slaves were disciplined, or ‘the block’ as it was more commonly called, and seemed determined to treat her like she too was enslaved.
Wearing a torn, dirty slave shift was more humiliating in her mind than being naked … but to be shackled and forced into compliance, led on a chained leash like a dog ... was unbearable.
But so it was that, flanked by two uniformed soldiers, armed with loaded rifles, she began her slow procession to some unknown and unknowable fate. Her slender wrists were secured well beyond reason, clasped in heavy steel manacles. The short length of chain connecting them jingled with a strange, hollow sound as the slow procession entered the hallway and out through the main door.
Her firm, smooth, naked thighs quivered, one brushing against the other as she walked, the rubbing of skin against tender skin stoked a bold, unwelcome sensation within her loins. She dared not cry out or even speak, her head down, her heart pounding, her only impulse to run away, cover and hide herself. Nor did she dare even think, because every thought was frightening and revolting.
His carriage was still parked outside the main door, and so Catherine assumed that Uncle Billy remained at White Orchard. Had he absolved himself of the whole affair? Or was he watching, surreptitiously from behind a lace curtain, embracing his arousal at her newfound predicament. Catherine shook her head to free it of such thoughts. Even now, feeling as let down by him as she did, the poor girl could not think ill of her Godfather, and she prayed inside her head that he would put a stop to proceedings before they went too far!
With a growing realising Catherine saw where they were heading. It was to the block itself, where the slaves of White Orchard were taken to be disciplined … where normality consisted of the sound of cries that echoed like a crazed, macabre chorus. That was where the Lieutenant and his men were taking her.
Or was it the whipping post positioned outside the entrance to the block. Would they whip her? They had stripped her like a slave, dressed her like a slave, chained her like a slave and now they were going to treat her like a slave …
She sensed the close proximity of her personal armed guard, and as their obvious destination became closer she felt the heightened repulsion swirling around her head before settling in the pit of her nauseous, churning stomach.
Catherine began to tremble uncontrollably. Right now, at this very moment, she would do anything to be spared the shame and humiliation of being paraded in front of the gathered slaves assembled along with the full complement of Union army soldiers, to await her appearance … chained as she was, her nubile shape exposed, nipples hard in the cold air … half-naked.
The rains had stopped but she felt the small stoned gravel digging into her skin and the slippery mud underneath her bare feet as they traversed the pathways and then the open land that prefaced the block.
Upon reaching the large open double doors into the wooden barn like building, Catherine panicked and painfully wrenched herself into an opposite direction, only to be forcefully stopped in her tracks and dragged with very evident enthusiasm on her aggressors’ part, through the ominous entranceway. Her captors had thrust her into a familiar place, but one that she was about to see in a completely different light.
Catherine herself had never used the block in anger. In fact, since her father left for the war … never to return … the slaves at White Orchard had enjoyed a more communal relationship with her and, until recently, her mama. But the heavily shackled girl knew that using this fact to appeal to Sampson and his men would be a wasted effort.
To Be Continued ...
Footnote - The inclusion of the words and picture depicting Sherman and his son, Willie, clearly creates a very sensitive narrative. Had the subjects being more contemporary I would not have done so, however given that they are historical figures from over 150 years ago, my belief that the value their inclusion has in highlighting the conflict existing in Sherman's mind between his loving, family values versus the way he was now allowing his Goddaughter to be treated, outweighed the sensitivity issues. I hope you all agree.