Kathy
Terra Nova Tramp
After an interminable but bearable night, our crucifixion will therefore take a different form this morning!
Freed from my hook and after having again received a harsh but orgasmic flogging, I find myself like the others painfully fixed to my cross by the three nails which hold me in place.
After the relative coolness of the night, the sun started to cook us again, and immediately my whole skin started to burn excruciatingly.
I really wonder what hurts me the most, the nails or the sun?
It’s a whole and I know it will go from bad to worse until I die.
It seems that, in pain, I could last a long time, but I really do not believe it because after twenty four hours of crucifixion, I am completely exhausted and if I am still deluding myself, I now have enormous difficulties to breathe .
The efforts to hoist me up on my cross and manage to store air to fill my lungs will become more and more difficult for my limbs which are more and more clouded.
I knew it before I opted for this slow and painful death and I have to make it up to myself, my path to death will be very painful.
Why did you want to end my days in such a way?
Surely to prove to myself that I was capable of anything to make my greatest fantasy come true and to suffer the same fate as my friend whom I cowardly abandoned.
Nothing could have convinced me to give up being nailed naked to this cross that tortures me and to experience the devastating orgasms that it gives me.
Speaking of orgasm, the little Dutch girl who has just been tied to a cross will not have needed much time to go through a very noisy one that a spectator has just made her experience.
She will certainly suffer in spite of the short time she will spend on her cross but, in her memories, it is the orgasms that will remain in her memory forever!
Maybe she will even go to a real crucifixion because these orgasms are so powerful.
I will not see it, I will be dead but I still hope that many pleasures will intersect the horrible pains that I will feel.
I draw from this hope the courage to fight and to send away any remorse and regret I may feel.
I want to die happy so as not to regret anything.
Freed from my hook and after having again received a harsh but orgasmic flogging, I find myself like the others painfully fixed to my cross by the three nails which hold me in place.
After the relative coolness of the night, the sun started to cook us again, and immediately my whole skin started to burn excruciatingly.
I really wonder what hurts me the most, the nails or the sun?
It’s a whole and I know it will go from bad to worse until I die.
It seems that, in pain, I could last a long time, but I really do not believe it because after twenty four hours of crucifixion, I am completely exhausted and if I am still deluding myself, I now have enormous difficulties to breathe .
The efforts to hoist me up on my cross and manage to store air to fill my lungs will become more and more difficult for my limbs which are more and more clouded.
I knew it before I opted for this slow and painful death and I have to make it up to myself, my path to death will be very painful.
Why did you want to end my days in such a way?
Surely to prove to myself that I was capable of anything to make my greatest fantasy come true and to suffer the same fate as my friend whom I cowardly abandoned.
Nothing could have convinced me to give up being nailed naked to this cross that tortures me and to experience the devastating orgasms that it gives me.
Speaking of orgasm, the little Dutch girl who has just been tied to a cross will not have needed much time to go through a very noisy one that a spectator has just made her experience.
She will certainly suffer in spite of the short time she will spend on her cross but, in her memories, it is the orgasms that will remain in her memory forever!
Maybe she will even go to a real crucifixion because these orgasms are so powerful.
I will not see it, I will be dead but I still hope that many pleasures will intersect the horrible pains that I will feel.
I draw from this hope the courage to fight and to send away any remorse and regret I may feel.
I want to die happy so as not to regret anything.