Disgusted? Not at all, Carlos.
I am straight myself, neither attracted by men, nor considering male nudity erotic or ‘hot’, I even find it in some way ‘ugly’. I nevertheless are interested in male crux for what is called the ‘vicarious experience’. I am rather attracted by the aspects of exposure, degradation, humiliation, social downfall of crucifixion, and the psychology of it all, either in all male, all female, or mixed scenarios, and mixed preferences too.
So, I understand very well that, in fantasy, particularly when it concerns imagination of a ‘reality’ scenario, such thoughts as yours are part of the ‘human interest’ aspect of the fantasy, that makes it interesting after all. There could be for instance a bond created by being condemned to the same fate.
Being watched by a group of onlookers, men, women, and being mocked by them. Perhaps there are a few gay men who watch with a mixture of mockery and lust. A gay crucified next to me, making lustful remarks over my body,…
I think I would make him a proposal : free yourself from the nails, free me, and you may have me for a whole night.
A devilish challenge, isn’t it?