Who has been crucified with your arms over the patibulum?

[Tmaster]

I had done it without a rope or a saddle. With such difficulty breathing, I could not stand for more than 10 minutes, and the pain in my shoulders was immense.

I told you so, Veronika. Somehow don't you feel better for having tried it? Even though I did it once, it left me with a sense of accomplishment. It was an experience to add to my resume. I feel that if I was in some crux club, there would be a real sadist there who would want to crucify me like that and would leave me hanging. He would put a ball gag in my mouth so I couldn't use a safe word. Then the crowd could watch me suffer.