Who has been crucified with your arms over the patibulum?

[Tmaster]

I had done it without a rope or a saddle. With such difficulty breathing, I could not stand for more than 10 minutes, and the pain in my shoulders was immense.

I told you so, Veronika. Somehow don't you feel better for having tried it? Even though I did it once, it left me with a sense of accomplishment. It was an experience to add to my resume. I feel that if I was in some crux club, there would be a real sadist there who would want to crucify me like that and would leave me hanging. He would put a ball gag in my mouth so I couldn't use a safe word. Then the crowd could watch me suffer.

 

[Crucified Veronika]

I told you so, Veronika. Somehow don't you feel better for having tried it? Even though I did it once, it left me with a sense of accomplishment. It was an experience to add to my resume. I feel that if I was in some crux club, there would be a real sadist there who would want to crucify me like that and would leave me hanging. He would put a ball gag in my mouth so I couldn't use a safe word. Then the crowd could watch me suffer.

Yes, I am happy to have been able to try it, and I will even do it again because what I felt then was both excruciating and great.

I felt so exposed, so near to death, a feeling above what I usually feel when being crucified the "normal" way.

 

[Tmaster]

Yes, I am happy to have been able to try it, and I will even do it again because what I felt then was both excruciating and great.

I felt so exposed, so near to death, a feeling above what I usually feel when being crucified the "normal" way.

Talk about feeling so near to death, during my experience there were a few minutes where I had difficulty freeing myself. As I was into self-crucifixion, I was alone and had nobody there to help me. You are very lucky to have Sylvia. You can know the pain of being crucified in such a position, but just imagine the fear and panic when you realize you can't get down. This was the most torturous crux experience that I have ever had. I was thankful to have gotten free, but I liked it. Would I ever do it again? Well certainly not alone.

 

[Crucified Veronika]

Talk about feeling so near to death, during my experience there were a few minutes where I had difficulty freeing myself. As I was into self-crucifixion, I was alone and had nobody there to help me. You are very lucky to have Sylvia. You can know the pain of being crucified in such a position, but just imagine the fear and panic when you realize you can't get down. This was the most torturous crux experience that I have ever had. I was thankful to have gotten free, but I liked it. Would I ever do it again? Well certainly not alone.

I know what you mean as I have been myself near death when I was first crucified, my first and therefore unique self-crucifixion and have been saved at the last moment by Sylvia, who was just my neighbour at that time and heard my shouts for help.

Thanks to my missed or perfect crucifixion as I nearly passed away, Sylvia became my lover after rescuing me.

So, I don't regret my stupidity for that beautiful change in my life, but it was the first and last time I ever self-crucified, which, with my bad experience, is something nobody should try; the risks are too high.

I thought it was the end of my life.

But feeling it again, without risks, as Sylvia was ready to help me at the feet of the cross, being crucified with arms over the patibulum was such an experience.

The pain is huge, but the feeling is worth it.

 

[Tmaster]

I know what you mean as I have been myself near death when I was first crucified, my first and therefore unique self-crucifixion and have been saved at the last moment by Sylvia, who was just my neighbour at that time and heard my shouts for help.

Thanks to my missed or perfect crucifixion as I nearly passed away, Sylvia became my lover after rescuing me.

So, I don't regret my stupidity for that beautiful change in my life, but it was the first and last time I ever self-crucified, which, with my bad experience, is something nobody should try; the risks are too high.

I thought it was the end of my life.

But feeling it again, without risks, as Sylvia was ready to help me at the feet of the cross, being crucified with arms over the patibulum was such an experience.

The pain is huge, but the feeling is worth it.

Yes, anyone who has had a near death experience on a cross will never forget it. Anyone who has experienced being crucified with their arms over the patibulum will never forget that either.

 

[Crucified Veronika]

Yes, anyone who has had a near death experience on a cross will never forget it. Anyone who has experienced being crucified with their arms over the patibulum will never forget that either.

I can fully agree!

 

[Tmaster]

I found a new image of Gina Rae Michaels I hadn't seen before, and thought you might like it.

 

[Crucified Veronika]

I found a new image of Gina Rae Michaels I hadn't seen before, and thought you might like it.

This is a nice picture. Her weight is not all on her arms, as she is too high on the patibulum.


You know, like me, to have experienced it, that the challenge and the great part when crucified with your arms over the patibulum is to have all your weight there, feel the intense pain in your arms and shoulders and begin to feel asphyxiated.

 

[Tmaster]

Happy Friday!

 

[Crux-Emperor Baracus X]

Happy Friday!

Classic pic,bird and position.....
It's an excellent video.!!

 

[Tmaster]

This is a nice picture. Her weight is not all on her arms, as she is too high on the patibulum.


You know, like me, to have experienced it, that the challenge and the great part when crucified with your arms over the patibulum is to have all your weight there, feel the intense pain in your arms and shoulders and begin to feel asphyxiated.

Yes, Veronika, to have experienced it, especially any length of time, is something we will never forget. As for the woman in the picture, there were scenes in the video where she was in pain. She was tied with her feet on the side of the vertical beam, and her knees were bent. She had the advantage to be able to push up a little, but if you see the video, her legs were twitching and shaking, and it was quite a strain on her. In my self-crucifixion experience, with my arms over the patibulum, I had miscalculated the position for my feet, and my legs were straighter. This didn't give me much relief, and I had to struggle to free myself. I need not tell you what it feels like, especially that instant when you think you may be stuck up there, and you have that moment of doubt and fear. I believe that increases the felt pain tenfold.