Luckily a storm plagued their journey continuously, so they hadn’t any time take advantage of me. Some died at sea, seized by the fury of the waves, and their whole booty of stolen goods was lost.
We came to an island, the killers thought it best to sell me.
But they did not know that I was a Sibilla!Thank God they didn't throw you overboard
Sailors can be a bit superstitious
But they did not know that I was a Sibilla!
Amica 26
After the fifth play, it's late and the darkness no longer allows a good view of the stage despite the torches and braziers, so the Master of Ceremonies announces the end of the show to a round of applause. The guests re-enter the domestic quarters for dinner, which is the highlight of the party - course after course, fine wines, music, ballets by marvellous dancers, all scantily clad. I try to distance myself, as I’d like to hide away, but now I am involved, I have to serve as maid of honor to Pliny! Luckily for me he wants to retire early. A bedroom has been prepared for him off the triclinium, overlooking the peristilium, with curtains across the wide entrance, so he will not suffer from the heat that already is being felt during the night.
A slightly inclined bed to assist his breathing, cosy pillows to put under his back and head, and there’s even a bed for me at his feet. I'll have to keep watch while he rests, and get him fresh water if he needs it. All the other guests, so as not to disturb the VIP, retreat to their rooms or go out of the house for a walk to enjoy the scenery in the moonlight.
The silence of the night falls, one senses only the passing of the slave who guards the house. Pliny is already asleep, although his breathing becomes more and more laboured. Half asleep, I have a vision. I see him walking supported by other people, and dense clouds of black smoke, flashes of fire, his sea-going ships are now almost high and dry because the sea has receded, on-shore winds are blowing, not allowing them to set sail, he falls, coughing.
Yes coughing - I get up and run to his bed, help him sit up and drink a cup of cold water once he’s comfortable. I don’t bother to cover my breasts, although I’d prefer to, but I fear that such a gesture could be misinterpreted as a sign of mistrust or fear.
'You are very beautiful, where are you from?'
He takes my hand gently like a father.
'I was living in a land where, during that time that you call summer, the sun never sets, and where, when the cold weather comes, the night becomes much longer than the day, and in the distant parts where we go following the herds of reindeer, night continues uninterrupted.'
'It always stays dark?'
'Not really, the moon gives light when she’s shining, but there are also the lights of the Kingdom of the Night, appearing as if they were curtains of light, very large and taking up the whole sky – they’re coloured green, purple or red, always on the move as if driven by the wind, like clouds, but they seem transparent and are very far away.'
'I've heard of this phenomenon, but I thought it was a legend told to impress me, but your story, which you’ve told so naturally and without exaggerating your description, convinces me that it is true - but you already explain things so well in Latin!'
'Eulalia is my teacher, I'm in her service as her slave, though I belong to Lucius.'
'You're lucky to be in the service of Eulalia, she’s a woman full of wisdom, a rare gem, I know how cultured she is. Take every chance to learn all you can while you're with her. But these lights of the night, do you know how they come to be there?'
'I’ve talked to Eulalia about them, but she didn’t know how to explain them. We say it is our Goddess, the Moon who sends them when she is absent, so we won’t be lonely.'
'We always attribute to the gods the things we can’t explain. You know I am one who studies nature, and I realise that phenomena must be observed without prejudging them, without any ready-made assumptions, if we’re to reveal the true nature of things.'
He drinks another glass of cool water.
'I went astray yesterday, with the very good food, the delicious wine, I haven’t obeyed the discipline I impose on myself, so now I can hardly get back to sleep - if you like we can go on talking.'
I am amazed, 'if you like' addressed to a slave, what a great man!
'Tell me about your life, how did you become a slavegirl, did your people fight against Rome?'
'My people had never encountered the Romans – we’d heard of the power of Rome from some sailors who came into our seas carrying merchandise, including coins - I saw a coin of your Emperor, what do they call him? Augustus, his face on one side, and on the opposite an arch through which he was shown driving a chariot drawn by four horses.
I’m the daughter of the leader of our people, but my family was wiped out during a party given in honour of some guests, who turned out to be treacherous murderers. They killed my father and my brothers, raped, gutted and beheaded my mother. They let in more murderers who were waiting outside the pallisade that surrounded the village, who destroyed everything, burned the houses, killed the men, caught unprepared, raped and killed all the women. I was kidnapped by one of these murderers, but I wasn’t raped once, maybe he wanted to enjoy his prey in comfort. I was dragged to their ship which was tied up to a tree. Luckily a storm plagued their journey continuously, so they hadn’t any time take advantage of me. Some died at sea, seized by the fury of the waves, and their whole booty of stolen goods was lost.
We came to an island, the killers thought it best to sell me. A Goth paid two gold coins for me. He too got no chance to rape me, it was as if he were under a curse - a mountain on the island split open, spilling rivers of blazing rocks towards the village, the Goths’ ship set sail, though it was barely seaworthy. I was then sold to the Phoenician merchant who carried me, with many others girls, here to Pompeii. Lucius bought me like a pearl of great price.'
'Your story is very sad, but here you need have no fear. Slaves are valuable resources, if they serve their masters well. If they’re not rebellious, and prove that they have talent, like Eulalia, they are freed from the bonds of slavery. But now I should rest, tomorrow I go back to Misenum.'
I'm surprised at this news... that Eulalia’s going to be released ... she’s not told me about it... I’m going to lose her... Anxiety grips me, I'm restless, can’t slept for the rest of the night... whatever shall I do without her?
The crowing of a cock just before dawn, tells me it’s time to get up - but how do the roosters knows what time it is, if they can’t read the clocks because it is still dark? I prepare for the long day. First to the bath-house, then jentaculum (breakfast). Last night I didn't bring in the water-jar, and I forgot close down the stone seat. I run outside, down the hill. The comedians have already packed all their boxes, loaded up their wagons and departed. The amphora is upside down by the seat, almost hidden, they haven’t taken it away, and it wasn’t broken, luckily for me! Looking at where they had arranged the scenes, I see something on the ground, it looks like a scroll, a parchment with writing. Curious, I pick it up and hide it, slipping it into the amphora, and quickly return to the villa.
'Wherever have you been? I've been looking everywhere! Why did you leave the house without saying where you were going?'
'I forgot the pitcher, I ran out to look for it, I was afraid it would be gone.'
'Where were your brains last night?'
'Well, it must have been my misadventure with the Mimus Albus, I was very upset!'
'Yes, yes, he groped you well! But you reacted in the best way, you didn’t try to run away, you didn’t drop the jar, you just carried on with an elegant step. Everyone enjoyed the interlude you starred in, in spite of yourself, like a good actress. It’s the kind of accident that happens to girls who are just too tasty and attractive like you are! Although you seem just a little girl, you're already attracting too much interest in these cocky cockerels!'
Perhaps the excuse of the Mimus Albus saved me from a scolding from Eulalia!
Cojto ergo sum
Well, that sure upset 'Google translate'
Good philosophy, though
La locuzione Coito ergo sum, significa letteralmente “Eiaculo dunque sono”.
The term Coito Ergo Sum, literally means "Cumshot therefore I am".
Changing the 'i' with 'j' it appear more similar to the famous 'cogito ergo sum' from Renè Descartes.
Luna tells me it's an Italian schoolboys' joke.
I'm well impressed with Italian schoolboys
For the pedantic record, there never was such a Latin verb *coito -
coitus is a verbal noun from co-eo 'I go together [with]',
which was used to mean (inter alia) 'I have sex [with]', 'I fuck'
Worldwide knownIn French, we say "coïto ergo sum" but it's an alteration of the word "coït" ...
You bring history alive - it breathes, we can feel it and smell it - just wonderful!Amica 25
Here come the public to see the Atellana, after paying a few 'assi' for entry to the theatre steps. These are formed simply on the sloping ground with hewn stones arranged in semi-circles to form terraces of seats, and a platform raised on a stone shelf forms the stage, facing the fourth tier.
There are people who come from nearby villages, farms - small landowners, farmers, simple peasants, 'liberti' (slaves freed), idlers of various kinds, many young people, some have also come from Pompeii, Herculaneum, Oplontis and Octavianus after a trip in their 'bighe' (carriages).
All the guests sit on the seats reserved for them on the first terrace, and even the servants and handmaids of Lucius, apart from those involved in the preparation of dinner, attend the show, sitting at the ends of the rows so they can go and fetch food and drink for guests.
For the public, drinks and fruit, both fresh and dried, are on sale, a service organized by a landlord who owns a tavern at Quarto. Some slaves carry merchandise - dried carob, dried figs, walnuts, hazelnuts and almonds, all shelled. One bears a wooden tray supported by cords on her bosom, over her shoulder she carries a small skin bag of wine mixed with water and spices, she proceeds along the spaces between the seats.
Pliny, Pomponius (who arrived from Stabia in the afternoon) and Lucius are sitting in a grandstand in the centre of the front row. Their seats have a wooden base and backrest covered with cushions and carpets. The slavegirl of Lucius - the one who sleeps in his room - Eulalia and I are sitting in the second row ready to serve the important guests and our Master. We’ve an amphora of good wine and fresh water, and a basket of food to be eaten during the show.
The Master of Ceremonies, welcomed by applause and a standing ovation, opens the show with a short speech announcing the topic of the first performance. More applause and even wilder cheers show that is very welcome.
'Cornibus' (horns) is the title of the play.
The curtain rises, the actors come on with sistra (metal rattles), shaking and beating on tambourines with chimes, striking together strange wooden instruments that make a lot of noise, they’re crepitacula (rattles), you tell me, then all goes silent as if by magic.
A character with tousled hair braided with vines, with a mask representing a grinning face, pale but with ruddy cheeks like those of a drunkard, appears, just poking his head between two red curtains, looking right and left as if to explore the surroundings.
'Has anyone seen my wife?'
The audience bursts into uncontrollable laughter, it’s Pappus!
Someone answers him from among the audience, but it’s an actor,
'I saw her myself, as I was coming here - your wife is hidden behind a bush with a young slave!'
'By Bacchus! May the gods roast that rascal’s cock! '
'If it's anything like yours, it's as soft as a fig!'
exclaims Pappus’s wife, as she comes on the scene still straightening her tunic under her belt and running her hands through her hair-wig to preen it.
Another roar of uncontrollable laughter.
And so, scene after scene, joke after joke, interspersed with laughter and applause, whistles addressed to Pappus, approval, with cries of 'bona!' to his wife, as the various characters come onto the stage.
I’m struggling greatly to understand their lines because the language doesn’t sound anything like the Latin Eulalia is teaching me, it’s a mixture of vulgar Latin and Oscan, and lots of the words have double meanings, but I still enjoy it, the scenes are nice and the audience joins in cheerfully. It’s not just the performance of the actors, it’s such a mixture of collective feeling and general fun that I expect that at any moment someone from the audience may jump on stage - it happens sometimes, but actors are also strategically hidden among the people.
Between one comedy and another, while the stage-sets are changed in the background, jugglers and mimes, both men and women, enter the arena in front of the stage to entertain and distract the public with their tricks, while slaves distribute food and drink.
After the fourth comedy, the evening sun’s already going down and illuminating only the tops of the mountains behind Stabia and Sorrento. The water in the amphora is no longer fresh, so I have to go to fill it. I climb the steps between the tiers of public seating – that’s silly of me, I immediately have to dodge groping by some over-excited boy who’s taken me for one of the girls in the company of mimes.
I return with my full pitcher resting on my head, as the women here do to carry a heavy load elegantly and with little effort. Using the steps outside the amphitheatre, I enter the space between the stands and the arena - but I haven't realized that the 'denudatio mimarum' (stripping of the mime-girls) was starting!
Now a mimus albus (white-costumed mime) jumps on me and grabs me, with one hand gripping my breast, with the other spanking my ass. With a muffled cry, I complain that I'm not one of the girls of the company, I have to carry the water to Pliny! But I don't spill much, I keep it well-balanced, and I'm saved by one of the guests who gets the mime’s attention and makes him understand the situation.
The mime apologizes, kneeling in front of me, bowing exaggeratedly so his forehead touches the ground, then gets up and escorts me, always bowing and making signals to let me proceed safely - but behind my back, he’s making obscene gestures, the audience applauds with amusement.
As I approach red-faced with shame the little thrones on which the guests of honour are seated, the guest who's sitting to the left of Pliny gets up and helps me set down the jar. The mime vanishes, fleeing to the stage, now he’s in pursuit of a half-naked girl.
With a gesture I will never forget, the guest who helped me gives me the seat beside Pliny, and climbs over to occupy the seat in the second row, next to Eulalia. Passing cups from one to the other, I now distribute the fresh water that has cost me more than a little fright and a good dose of embarrassment, but it seems as if it was all perfectly normal.
This horseplay of denudatio mimarum is a very popular interlude for the crowd. It's obscene to an extent that I couldn’t imagine just being performed in front of everyone: a girl, usually a young prostitute, enters the arena, running from side to side, chased by a mime holding a piece of gut in which are hidden pieces of cloth wrapped around some sticks, so it mimics a big, long phallus poking out from under his tunic. Meanwhile others obstruct and try to strip the girl, poor thing - but she enjoys it too, she screams and tries to run away, and they let her, scamper away half-naked, until the actors catch the poor girl and strip her completely naked, then the mime pretends to rape her to the applause and cheers of the audience. It’s repeated with more girls until, at the nod of the Master of Ceremonies, a new comedy starts.