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2015 International Women's DayAmica 67c
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2015 International Women's DayAmica 67c
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Amica 68a
'And above all not too much sex!'
Æsclepius is such a dear, he’s Rectina’s personal physician, who acquired his great experience in the company of the legions. He is celebrated as a surgeon, but he has great knowledge of medicine for all ills, but there’s one thing I'm sorry about, this warning about not having much sex! If Rectina, or I, want a son, we ought to have sex as much as we can, and imposing a limit puts marriages at risk - how can you say to your husband you can’t have sex because the doctor says so? He’ll just go an find another wife!
In these days of enforced idleness, surrounded by all the attention I’m getting from everyone, you’d think I was going to give birth tomorrow, but I don’t even know if I'm pregnant. I’ve started to paint, my favourite subjects are compositions of objects and fruit laid on tables or on windowsills, with wine goblets and fine glassware that’s so magical for the transparency this precious material gives to the compositions, along with pomegranates, figs and grapes, vine-leaves and fig-leaves, and in some I also draw birds close to the subjects, with crumbs or grains of millet.
Caesius, who calls every other day to see how I’m getting on and to chat, is now a friend of Fannius. He’s amazed at what I can do with brushes and colours. Maybe my best painting is the portrait of my black night-elf, who’s posed quietly, curled up on a cushion on the stool covered, just where Caesius is going to sit.
A few days ago I overheard Fannius and Caesius talking about me, Caesius was saying how amazed he was that I’d learned Greek so quickly, almost better than Latin, and Fannius responded:
‘She doesn’t think she’s interesting unless she’s posing as a Greek woman, she wants to look like a thoroughbred Athenian, even if she’s as pale as the moon. Now she has a mania to speak only in Greek, she gets scared in Greek, she gets angry in Greek, she grieves in Greek, she reveals in Greek all the secrets of her heart, she even ... makes love in Greek!'
My dear sweet love, Eulalia told me that you just didn’t like Greek!
Days go by, then at last the unequivocal sign comes - I'm not pregnant! With a mixture of relief and disappointment I welcome the verdict, the situation hasn’t changed. So now we’re getting ready for the wedding, but first, as it is almost compulsory here, we have to consult the Cumaean Sibyl to receive from the oracle, so we may know our future, the prophecy of Biria Onomastica. So we have to go up to Cumae, beyond Cape Misenum – it’s not very far, but going, staying and coming back will take at least three days, even if the Sibyl grants us a hearing immediately, if not, we’ll have to stay away from home longer still.
Fannius has written a letter to Gaius Julius Polybius, the man who got rich rebuilding Pompeii after the earthquake. He has a beautiful villa right at Misenum, near the villa of Pliny. He’s replied that he’ll welcome us there will very willingly. He also has a daughter of marriageable age, Corinna, about whom I’ve already heard and would just like to know - it seems strange, but it’s hard to find young people of my age, they’re either too old or too young, someone said it was the fault of the earthquake, it scared the Pompeians so much that for some years they didn’t have children or, else they went to live elsewhere, like Polybius, who moved his family away.
Imagine an earthquake causing people to refrain from having children ... raises all kinds of interesting questions in my mind. Is this a documented fact?
This phrase is quoted by an Italian scholar who has recently written a wonderful book about Pompeii, there has been the lack of young people under the age of eighteen among the victims of the eruption, in Pompeii and Herculaneum, this fact can be attributed to a higher birth control after the earthquake of 63. But others attribute the low number of young people among the victims to the fact that they were better able to save himself.
The number of victims of the eruption of Pompeii was relatively low, it is estimated around one third of the population, then, contrary to what is believed Pompeii was not completely buried, as it was found in the middle of 1700. The burial was due a subsequent eruption of 472. Herculaneum and Oplontis instead were completely buried in 79.Thanks for that Luna. Reality may have been a little bit of both for those who survived one of the great natural calamities of the ancient world.
The number of victims of the eruption of Pompeii was relatively low, it is estimated around one third of the population, then, contrary to what is believed Pompeii was not completely buried, as it was found in the middle of 1700. The burial was due a subsequent eruption of 472. Herculaneum and Oplontis instead were completely buried in 79.
The pyroclastic flow of volcano The Pelee that destroyed the city of Saint-Pierre in Martinique caused 30,000 casualties and only two survivors.Still ... a third of the population!! Just think of it. Devastating my modern standards.
The pyroclastic flow of volcano The Pelee that destroyed the city of Montserrat in Martinique caused 30,000 casualties and only two survivors.
Now whay is this Amica episode a bit different?
Well, as many of you will have recognised, Luna (who in a previous life must have been Virgil's muse)
has brilliantly adapted passages from Book VI of the Aeneid.
I felt as I worked on the translation that something a bit more poetic was needed, rather than just prose,
so I settled for a kind of rhythmic English free verse, and an 'elevated' register,
I hope it echoes - if faintly - the wonderful surging waves of Virgil's Latin, and his rich vocabulary,
not to mention Luna's delightful Italian!
Amica 69
I didn’t want tell to Corinna about our descent into Hades because I considered it too traumatizing. Fannius wanted to know the future of his race, and Biria doesn’t often agree to this request.
One thing was puzzling me: the Sibyl, and even the Shades, have mentioned nothing about me, about my future as a wife, about my children – that’s strange, as the descendants of Fannius will be many, and very successful. Do even the Fates consider us women, and me in particular as I’m still only a slavegirl, as 'minus quam' (less than nothing)? Do they see the males as the only players in history? Why are offspring attributed only to them, though it’s in our wombs their unborn children grow? Are we really considered as inferior beings? If so, how can an inferior being, like I am, give birth to a higher being? And how can a superior being accept being born of an inferior one? Perhaps the fault is ours, of our emotions, that we place above eveything else, so we settle for the role to which we are relegated, to live in their shadows, only illuminated by their light, remaining content with the crumbs that fall from their table, only for love.
'Do you love me, Fannius?'
'What’s that question for? Of course I love you, otherwise why would I have taken you with me to the Sybil? '
'But why didn’t you ask anything about my future?'
'What are you talking about? Do you doubt me? '
'Don’t ever leave me, my love, do not throw me aside me like a rag doll after you finished playing with me.'
'Are all you women the same?!'
'There you are! See, as soon as we make a comparison, we’re immediately doubted, we immediately risk being thrown into a corner, replaced ... '
'Now shut up! That’s an order!'
Behold, they command, we bow our heads.
On top of the great stone pharos (lighthouse), hidden over the ridge on the south side of the cape, the slaves are preparing to greet the dawn, extinguishing the fires. Misenum is considered a sacred place. According to Virgil it was right there that the herald of the Trojans was killed by the sea-god Triton, and was buried with his oars and his trumpet.
I watch the red glow vanish beyond the trees that crown the crest of the headland to the east, while the contours of the ships in port are beginning to take shape against the background of the pearl-grey sky. We walk along the quay to where we board the ferry, crossing the gangway to jump on the deck. A row of sailors is ready to cast off the liburna (lightweight galley) from the pier. From his platform on the starboard quarter [‘quarter’ is the nautical term for the side of the boat towards the stern], next to the gubernator (helmsman), the captain shouts,
'Are you ready?'
The mooring ropes are hauled in, boathooks are thrust out and pushed against the pier. I feel the deck vibrate underfoot as the oars cut through the water and the Poseidon starts moving and leaves the harbour, pitching on the wave, the bow turning towards its course, while two dozen oars sprout on each side of the narrow hull. Below deck you hear a drum as the blades of the oars dive, then at a second drumbeat they splash from the surface, two men to oar. The ship moves forward, imperceptibly at first but gaining speed as they beat of the drum becomes more rapid. The pilot, leaning forward from the poop-deck and looking straight ahead, points to starboard, the captain gives an order and the helmsman moves the heavy oar that acts as a rudder, steering the liburna between two triremes at anchor. The cool morning breeze caresses my face.
In the distance, behind Vesuvius, the sun begins to rise.
The Poseidon passes between the two great jetties that protect the entry to the harbour, and starts crossing the Bay. On the water the light reflects the gold colour of early morning, over the groups of poles bordering oyster-beds on which the gulls swoop with shrill cries that remind me of the wailing of mourners at a funeral, in the distance you can see the Villa of Polybius.
'I heard that he paid ten million gold pieces,'
says a passenger.
'He’s got houses everywhere, that one.'
responds another.
The liburna continues at a constant speed while the mantle of the hot morning spreads acrosss the Bay. The rowers maintain the same relentless rhythm to the beat of the drum. From the terraces of the medicinal baths of Baia rise curls of steam and smoke from the thermal springs. On the mountains above Puteoli (Pozzuoli) the fumes from the sulphur-caves have a pale green tint. Along the coast which slips past us to port, the landscape in this part of the Bay is strange, the rust-red soil around Puteoli has a magical property, when mixed with lime and thrown into water it turns into rock.
This material called puteolana (pozzolan), explains Fannius, was the discovery that transformed Rome, because thanks to this soil you could put up overnight what previously, using stone and brick, would entail a long-term project. Agrippa had stabilized the large underwater piers of Misenum and irrigated the empire with aqueducts, the Augustan Aqueduct that runs through the whole region, the Julian and the Virgin in Rome, the Nemausan in southern Gaul. The world had been remade.
But it’s in the very land where it was found that this hydraulic material has found its most comprehensive application. Docks and walkways, terraces and embankments, breakwaters and fish farms have transformed the Gulf of Naples.
Now we are in sight of the villas, that seem to be rising from the water and floating. What once was the realm of those as wealthy as Caesar, Crassus and Pompey has been invaded by a new class of rich men, guys like Polybius.
The more you go to the east, the more Vesuvius dominates the Bay. The lower foothills of the mountain are a mosaic of cultivated fields and villas, but from the middle the volcano is covered with dark green virgin forest. Some curls of clouds still hang above its top. I recognize Herculaneum, even though the coast is a continuous ribbon of new buildings with ochre walls and red roofs, interrupted occasionally by spearheads of dark green cypress – it’s not clear where one municipality ends and the next begins. Herculaneum is majestic, as if proud of herself, at the foot of the mountain with its lush vegetation, with windows overlooking the sea. In the shallows swing the small boats of the fishermen who are already back from the night-fishing, they are brightly coloured, some in the shape of sea creatures. On the beaches you see sunshades, from the docks kids are casting lines for fishing. Carried by the wind across the calm water we hear the singing and squeals of children playing ball.
'That is the biggest villa in the Gulf,'
says the captain, indicating a huge building with columns and terraces overlooking the sea.
'I’ve been in that villa with Rectina, there’s a grand library. See that small group of people trying to read in the shade by the pool? They are philosophers.'
A yellow flag indicates the mooring-quay below the villa of Rectina, where we pull in.
... One thing was puzzling me: the Sibyl, and even the Shades, have mentioned nothing about me, about my future as a wife, about my children – that’s strange, as the descendants of Fannius will be many, and very successful. Do even the Fates consider us women, and me in particular as I’m still only a slavegirl, as 'minus quam' (less than nothing)? Do they see the males as the only players in history? Why are offspring attributed only to them, though it’s in our wombs their unborn children grow? Are we really considered as inferior beings? If so, how can an inferior being, like I am, give birth to a higher being? And how can a superior being accept being born of an inferior one? Perhaps the fault is ours, of our emotions, that we place above eveything else, so we settle for the role to which we are relegated, to live in their shadows, only illuminated by their light, remaining content with the crumbs that fall from their table, only for love....
for the: 2015 International Women's Day
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Amica 67c
The crowd of fifteen thousand Pompeians who’ve come to watch the games, and who are now preparing to leave the arena, is stopped by a fanfare, and by the Imperial Prefect getting to his feet and signalling that he intends to address all the people. Silence falls, soon disturbed by some slight murmuring, as the Prefect is handed a scroll. He breaks the seal and opens the letter.
Grey hair plastered with sweat on his forehead crowns his raptor-like profile, as he bows his head to read. His white skin’s smooth and hairless, as if he’s been shaved all over, I think with disgust.
'In the name of the Emperor, Caesar Vespasianus Augustus, and under the powers conferred on him by the Senate and People of Rome ...'
It is an edict of the Emperor.
'... Too many Jews fled from Jerusalem before its destruction and have plagued the Empire ... gathering in groups to practise their religion in secret, despite it being prohibited throughout the Empire ... and now the new cult of those who call themselves Christians threatens the security of the Empire ... insubordination has taken root even among Roman citizens, among Greek freedmen, and among slaves of all races that we keep in our homes ... they are guilty of the most abhorrent crimes ... practising incest and cannibalism ... to ensure your safety, and the integrity of the Empire, I order that these despicable creatures be captured and put to death ... and I delegate to the Imperial Prefects and civic authorities to put into effect all such actions as are necessary to suppress this spreading subversion... so says our divine Caesar ... and I would like to add that, with the agreement of the quadrumvirs present here, that all those who denounce Jews and Christians will be exempted from payment of civic taxes in proportion to the number they name ...'
So the persecution’s beginning here, that’s already well under way in Rome.
'... Now, as a demonstration of our commitment, we shall witness the torture of ten of these wretches.'
The Pompeians are delirious, praising Caesar Vespasian, Titus Clemens, and the quadrumvirs, with applause, shouts, Roman salutes, and rhythmic stamping of their feet, pounding the stones of the terraces, the structure of the arena vibrates as if possessed by the thrill of anger, as if shaken by an earthquake.
A surreal silence falls, shaken by a quiver of expectation. The noise of the chains of the mechanism that raises the iron-barred gates of the passage leading to the spoliarium breaks the stillness of the air.
The pale skin of ten women, completely naked, gleams in the shadows of the dark corridor. They are dragging with ropes the wood of the corss-beams on which they’re to be nailed, crucified. Tremble in terror, trying to hide their nakedness exposed to spectators, they fall on their knees in a group in the centre of the arena. The crowd screams insults, laughing at their humiliation, throwing scraps of food that fall on the sand.
The women on the platform look on bewildered, it’s the first time here in Pompeii that women have been crucified in the arena – there have only a few such cases, and they were outside the Vesuvian Gate, where I saw those three Christian women hanging on crosses, already nearly dead, when I was on my way back with Eulalia from the villa of Lucius, almost two years ago.
I watch the poor victims in horror, I think I recognize some of them - yes, one is Sara Judea, the slavegirl taken away from the house of Lucius on the day of the census. Another is Nesea, I thought perhaps she was a Christian, the pretty girl with big eyes, the captured doe, as Eulalia wrote in her secret message. Two of the others were, no doubt, among the Christians who disappeared that tragic night, ones who didn’t get away, were arrested by the militiamen of the Prefect, who’d already begun rounding up Christians secretly. Where have they been held captive? They have signs of whipping and torture on their delicate skin, they’re slim, their hair unkempt, expressions distorted by fear of what’s about to happen.
Fannius is too far away from me, I can’t tell him that four of these poor wretches were slaves of his father, and anyway this isn’t the time to draw attention to myself when the Prefect and his guards are present.
The sappers have finished digging holes in the ground where the crosses are now going to be raised. They’re brought into the arena on a wagon, each victim is dragged violently to the shaft of the cross, and tied there with her arms raised. The scourge begins the destruction of the poor bodies, with blow after blow their pale skin is torn, blood streams from the wounds that the of metal spikes of the scourges tear open, ripping out pieces of flesh. The poor women writhe with each blow, moaning, screaming, pleading, while the crowd claps to the rhythm of the scourge-strokes.
Nesea soon collapses, slumping as if dead, hanging from the ropes binding her wrists. Her scourger unties her and drags her almost lifeless to the beam where she’s to be nailed. She hasn’t given him the satisfaction of resisting like the others do, so, to take revenge, he pulls his penis from under his tunic and rapes her in front of the whole crowd – they show their appreciation with a bestial howl like the roar of male animals at the height of their sexual enjoyment, as they ejaculate into a female belly. One by one the girls succumb, and to gratify the ferocity of the crowd, their executioners mimic the first brute, abusing the poor defenceless bodies.
'Crucify! Crucify! '
The crowd is going berserk, in the throes of a kind of collective orgasm, their bloodlust, their death-wish, is insatiable. I feel the blows of hammers nailing the slender wrists to the wood of the cross-bars lying on the sand as pains penetrating into my brain, every stroke is a knock of my heart that’s now beating to the frenetic pace of the mallets, it’s as if the nails were being driven into my temples.
A shiver runs down my spine, my skin contracts as if a cold penis is invading me, my nipples are standing on end, my breasts swelling, a strange tension is siezing my vulva, my womb throbs with pain. I’m puzzled by this erotic tension that overcoming me, my mind is horrified but my body is caught up in this orgasmic maelstrom.
Now, with ropes passed under the short arms of the huge crosses, the women are hoisted up onto the symbols of infamy, their feet are nailed to the trunk in awkward positions, so their bodies hang in grotesque postures, almost comical if they weren’t so tragic. These executioners are experts in their craft, they’re the ones who were crucifying Jews in the fields outside Jerusalem at the rate of five hundred a day, it amuses them, and shows their contempt for their victims, to humiliate them utterly, introducing the cornu into their anus, fised with a nail to the upright of the cross. Sara seems to resist with a bit of pride, fighting against her degradation, her screams echo in the silence of the arena:
ה 'לעשות את זה גשם מהשמיים מעל גופרית העיר הזאת ואש אז הוא הורס את כל המישור כל התושבים וככל שהואIt’s the curse of Sodom, I remember.
גדל על הקרקע
'What the fuck’s that whore saying?' hisses the wife of Holconius.
The senior officer replies, '”May the Lord rain upon this city brimstone and fire out of heaven, may he overthrow this city and all the plain, and all the inhabitants of the city, and that which grows upon the ground ... “’
and he continues,
'... It’s a sentence from a holy book of the Jews, the prayer of a prophet to his God to destroy the city of Sodom - I was in Jerusalem for ten years before Dux Titus Vespasian destroyed it, and I've learned how fanatical these Jews are.'
'Call on your God! You trusted in him, let him deliver you now, let him get you off the cross - if he exists!'
yells Cuspius, shaking his fist, he can’t even distinguish a Jew from a Christian.
With sharp-pointed spears, they pierce their victims, wreaking carnage, digging quivering flesh out of their white breasts now dripping with blood. As they get ever more excited, they even assault their tender groins with sharp swords, deeply wounding the muscles of their legs and trunks – can it be a gesture of pity to accelerate their death?
But soon the crowd realises that something else has been prepared. Silence falls, from the dark caverns under the amphitheatre building come the roars of fierce animals, the executioners get away to shelter behind the wooden barriers, as the latticework gates of the caverns are raised.
The lions enter, stop, sniff the air, prowl slowly between the crosses, peering at the poor bodies, emitting low growls, calling to one another as if they were preparing for a hunt. The poor women condemned to this horrible fate are groaning in terror, writhing on their crosses as if they’re trying to liberate themselves from the nails and escape, or at least remove their bodies from the jaws of the animals that are now approaching them. They’re licking the blood.
Nesea makes a last effort, with a soft moan, then she gives up and moves no longer, I hope for her sake she’s been scared to death, I’m encouraged by the thread of urine leaking from her sex, while the lion grabs her foot with his teeth and tears off her leg.
As if that’s a signal, the horde attacks and begins the massacre, the victims are torn down from their crosses with desperate cries, to cheers and encouragement to the beasts from the crowd that now cannot suppress the mad frenzy that’s possessing them.
I’m sweating, I focus my eyes on the empty space of the passage that opens into the stands, I don’t see anything but a luminous vortex that’s slowly rotating and beating to the paroxysmal rhythm of my heart.
I see my mother being disembowelled by the killers, the daughters of my village being nailed to the trees of the forest and burned alive, but this barbarity is even worse, an ever fiercer trembling takes possession of me, my limbs are shaken by an inner earthquake, I’m burning with fever, I feel two strong arms that grab me from behind, a moment before I pass out.
I feel like I should pay for reading your posts Luna! Without Eul I never would have guessed that was based on the Aenid! (which I vaguely remember from a literature class during my first year of college) That must have been a lot of work but we are all so grateful that you have decided to share your talent with us! The last part really was extremely profound and powerful. And it makes me want to visit Pompei so very badly!