Amica 4
It 's the end of the voyage! While the ship’s docked and moored with strong ropes to big mushroom-shaped stones, I’m seized with trembling and shame. I try to hide my nakedness from the eyes of the people crowded on the quay. Udij, the black girl who’s been shackled with me throughout the voyage is running her fingers through my hair, trying to comb my silvery, tangled, locks. Every other girl has got a small rag or a scrap of animal skin that she can use to cover her shame, only I am completely naked - just a little patch of blonde pubic hair, but even that doesn’t hide my little furrow.
Udij is beautiful, a perfect statue with shiny ebony skin. She’s wearing around her waist a coloured skin, with shiny scales that glimmer with her every change of posture. Down over her pubes hangs what looks like a head with open jaws, it’s dreadful even if the animal it belonged to is dead (it's the skin of an Egyptian cobra).
The Phoenician merchant looks at me and shakes his head, as if to signify that I can’t be put on display simply naked as I am. He signals to a sailor to bring a piece of rope and some sailcloth. Udij enwraps my hips with the fabric, and with the rope she forms a belt that she ties on one side, looking at me as if I were wearing the most beautiful wedding dress. She takes a thin cord and, picking at the top of my head, knots it around my hair to form a ponytail. She looks at me, turns me around, and smiles as if to say 'you're just so beautiful!'
The other girls are gorgeous, they have perfect bodies, each one of them a different skin colour from the others, each from a different, distant land. Their faces, hair, stature, and the proportions of their bodies all indicate different races. We're a collection of valuable slaves to be sold to those who have enough money to win these works of art of nature.
Other slaves come out from the hold of the Phoenician galley, less glamorous, completely naked, their hair dishevelled, with ropes tied round their wrists, ankles and necks. They are made to go ashore down a wooden gangway, lined up with their backs against the harbour wall, among the stalls where fishermen sell their fish.
There are crowds of eager buyers, the merchant advertises their merits, fondling their breasts, squeezing them to show they’re firm, turning them around and groping their buttocks to show that they aren’t flabby, opening their mouths to show healthy teeth.
Hands are raised, fingers signalling numbers, prices, bids. The merchant keeps shaking his head, he doesn’t think the bids are sufficient. New offers come, bags of coins change hands, the Phoenician mariners untie now one, now another of the slaves.
As each is sold, auctioned off to the highest bidder, she looks lost, her eyes full of tears, saying sad goodbyes to her friends who have shared the narrow space of the hold. Leaving the galley for an unknown destiny means losing the security that sad prison assured.
Masters now control the high-quality human flesh they’re leading away. We’re still on the ship, a different fate awaits us. We're very precious, we can’t be sold in the fish-market on the quay at Oplontis.