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Crucifixion And You: How Did The Idea Start?

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jesuscrux said:
I first saw jesus, a skinny smooth bodied jesus nailed to the crossbeam in a large church display full of details... As a kid it got me thinking after watching a passion play, then when I
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One of the things, I would harshly criticize at the Catholic Church depiction is the feminised body of our Lord we often see. The other is the horror penis, so the fear to show the nudity. That could have the effect of an unhealthy moulding of sexual preference to young and feminine males, which is wrongly associated to homosexuality. And where do we found that? If our Lord would be depicted as he is, that abomination in the church would not occur. On the other hand one could argue, that those depictions (when considering it is Jesus) are forbidden with the second commandment: "Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image...." meaning that one should not depict Jesus crucified at all. I am quite sure and I apologise by those who are offended by that: if at all, then the depiction of the crucifixion would have to show all details, that means, nudity with a big erected penis, a cornu abuse, painful and not peaceful face and the male body associated to a 35 year old male which was a carpenter not a feminine model. Then that could not be shown in places where minors are likely to be, I guess.

Just try to be in that position, would you as male(!) want to be depicted in a feminised body or would you like to be shown in full nudity, also if penetrated anally? I would be the latter, but I might be just a perverse, but on the other hand, most which show here self-crucifixion pics are indeed nude and some even easily sit on dildos during the crucifixion.
 
dfg42 said:
One of the things, I would harshly criticize at the Catholic Church depiction is the feminised body of our Lord we often see. The other is the horror penis, so the fear to show the nudity. That could have the effect of an unhealthy moulding of sexual preference to young and feminine males, which is wrongly associated to homosexuality. And where do we found that? If our Lord would be depicted as he is, that abomination in the church would not occur. On the other hand one could argue, that those depictions (when considering it is Jesus) are forbidden with the second commandment: "Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image...." meaning that one should not depict Jesus crucified at all. I am quite sure and I apologise by those who are offended by that: if at all, then the depiction of the crucifixion would have to show all details, that means, nudity with a big erected penis, a cornu abuse, painful and not peaceful face and the male body associated to a 35 year old male which was a carpenter not a feminine model. Then that could not be shown in places where minors are likely to be, I guess.

Just try to be in that position, would you as male(!) want to be depicted in a feminised body or would you like to be shown in full nudity, also if penetrated anally? I would be the latter, but I might be just a perverse, but on the other hand, most which show here self-crucifixion pics are indeed nude and some even easily sit on dildos during the crucifixion.
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Please stop responding to my post!
 
Just wondering about first time people here acted out a fantasy about crucifixion. For me I was 14. At home alone one day it was raining in the afternoon. Mom and Dad at work I pulled a ladder into position against a private wall at back of house. I stripped off and climbed up so I could hang off the rungs wrapping my feet so it was closest thing to crucifixion I could imagine. Hung the in rain for about 10 minutes with a raging hard on.
Anyone like to share?
Happy weekend everyone:)
 
Simpson said:
I know, I know. The title is long. It's the only way I could think of putting one there.

So...

How did you become interested in crucifixion and why did you want to experience one? Where did the idea come from?

Speaking for myself, I became interested in wanting to play Jesus in JCS and passion plays (one of which, I wrote as a teen and still thinking about whether or not posting) and other Biblical films. Also, it's also because I'm a Christian. So, I'm coming to it from an acting perspective.

Discuss...

Simpson.
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Its hot....sexy
Very long ago videos...
Its great way to be crucified
 
Simpson said:
I know, I know. The title is long. It's the only way I could think of putting one there.

So...

How did you become interested in crucifixion and why did you want to experience one? Where did the idea come from?

Speaking for myself, I became interested in wanting to play Jesus in JCS and passion plays (one of which, I wrote as a teen and still thinking about whether or not posting) and other Biblical films. Also, it's also because I'm a Christian. So, I'm coming to it from an acting perspective.

Discuss...

Simpson.
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I first became interested in crucifixion when I was young. I saw a movie where a woman was crucified naked with ropes. I loved how she looked. There were 2 girls who lived on my street who liked to have their clothes taken off and be tickled. I took them both to some woods nearby and acted out this fantasy. I haven't found a willing victim since
 
dfg42 said:
One of the things, I would harshly criticize at the Catholic Church depiction is the feminised body of our Lord we often see. The other is the horror penis, so the fear to show the nudity. That could have the effect of an unhealthy moulding of sexual preference to young and feminine males, which is wrongly associated to homosexuality. And where do we found that? If our Lord would be depicted as he is, that abomination in the church would not occur. On the other hand one could argue, that those depictions (when considering it is Jesus) are forbidden with the second commandment: "Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image...." meaning that one should not depict Jesus crucified at all. I am quite sure and I apologise by those who are offended by that: if at all, then the depiction of the crucifixion would have to show all details, that means, nudity with a big erected penis, a cornu abuse, painful and not peaceful face and the male body associated to a 35 year old male which was a carpenter not a feminine model. Then that could not be shown in places where minors are likely to be, I guess.

Just try to be in that position, would you as male(!) want to be depicted in a feminised body or would you like to be shown in full nudity, also if penetrated anally? I would be the latter, but I might be just a perverse, but on the other hand, most which show here self-crucifixion pics are indeed nude and some even easily sit on dildos during the crucifixion.
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If you are Catholic, do you believe in a literal incarnation of god in Christ?
 
It’s interesting to me as someone who was raised Christian and is now an atheist that you could take it literally and also pursue sexual kinky behavior. How do you reconcile your beliefs with your sexual gratification?
 
johana1985 said:
I have read this whole thread in great detail and I have to say that some of the testimonies are very scary. But they helped me to understand what is probably happening with my son, who recently have had these ideas and fantasies. I would say that even his doctors may not have realized some of these consequences. Thank you.
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I understand your worries as a mother, Johana, but do not fear the worst immediately. I have such fantasies since my early childhood. They got a hormonal boost when I was 11-12, My whole life long, these fantasies have been part of my life, of myself. They are an important part of my private identity. But now, more than half a century later, I can look back on a normal (maybe even a bit dull) life : a degree, a job, a family…. Nothing disturbing has ever happened in my life, neither privately, nor professionally nor in public, as a result of these fantasies. All right, I keep them concealed (apart from joining this forum a few years ago, under a username).

To my opinion, the first advice to your son would be, to keep these fantasies in his own private world. Let him live them out there! Immediately trying to suppress or remediate them, especially with medication, seems over the top at this stage. Like I said, one can develop a perfectly normal life with them. It has of course to do with a certain perception of what is erotic, but to my opinion, it is not an unhealthy way of development (I perceive it for myself rather as shielding my very early fear of death, by erotisating it, than a developing violent behaviour, as many people fear it is).
 
I tried 20 years to "get rid" of my fantasies. And let me tell you that this will also not doing any good to your child! By telling him that this side of him is "evil" and must be "healed" is as wrong as putting pills into him.
For my understanding our fantasy is as normal as being gay or trans nowadays. But its just not as accepted yet.
The people always fear what they don't understand.
Perhaps its better to leave him this sexual fantasy if he is aware of the difference to real life.
I dare to say that people would say about me that i am the peacefulliest they know, although i dream of crucified and hanging women! It just turns us on!
Please talk to your son and say him that he is not a monster.
 
johana1985 said:
He is twelve. It started few month ago. We discussed it with doctors, a psychologist and a psychiatrist, but no one could help. They suggested medication or hospitalization, but I refused.
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It is good, that you are refused. He is only twelve and any treatment minimum can cause the problems in his futere or even present time. My opinion that this is normal, that he is trying to experience himself. Belive, after a year, maybe more he will forget about all this stuff! Of cause if nobady will pay special attention to this subject.
As for me, in the same age we was playing is such a kind of games with a friends, and everibody became a normal people. For this age it is just a game. Of cause if it not comming to real dangerous and uncontrolled action.
 
my crucifixion fantasy also started in my Youth, and i practise that till today
but i never was involved by adult´s fantasy´s or actions at all
 
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