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In The Aftermath Of The Crucifiction

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Your grinning skulls and your bleached bones will stay there, to scare off possible criminals!

And your bare skulls will laugh at those who could not resist the temptation of following your thieving and murdering path! "We warned you, not to go our way! Now you pay on the cross for your stupidity!"

You see : reduced to bones, you will be more useful to society, than when you were alive!
 
Eulalia said:
Like you and Jedakk, I picture it as waste ground, no use for cultivation, poor pasture, not a place anyone would want to live,
a place of paupers' graves and garbage, a place where the only vegetation that grows is thorns and thistles,
cruel to naked flesh, the only wildlife rats, crows and scavenging birds, ever-buzzing insects,
no shade from the merciless sun, the only wind hot and whipping up stinging sand.
Shaped by the Golgotha story, I think of it as a hill outside a city,
where my cross and countless others are in clear view, silhouetted on the top ridge,
until my eyes are blinded by exposure, I gaze across the valley where pyres and rubbish fires smoulder day and night,
the evil marshland steaming with a sickly stench, the towers of the citadel, to the desert beyond shimmering in heat-haze.
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Today I tried to draw a sketch from the beginning of my execution, as written here in the story. Have fun.....
 

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cire said:
Today I tried to draw a sketch from the beginning of my execution, as written here in the story. Have fun.....
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Great artwork Cire, woman in dress with beam is wonderful one, also laying victim, whos executioners are nailing. But I especially like the lady on right, she's so nicely shaped, also Crux style is very interesting, I've made this style with Vivian, in one of sessions.
Nice work Sir :clapping:
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morten sigurdson said:
Great artwork Cire, woman in dress with beam is wonderful one, also laying victim, whos executioners are nailing. But I especially like the lady on right, she's so nicely shaped, also Crux style is very interesting, I've made this style with Vivian, in one of sessions.
Nice work Sir :clapping:
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To do these shootings, has got to be awesome, Morten.

When I started drawing the "arrival and the beginning" of Andrea's and my execution, I wanted to illustrate how close together and actually unspectacular the crucifixion at such an execution site might has been. Of course, that is just how I look at it.
 
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cire said:
When I started drawing the "arrival and the beginning" of Andrea's and my execution, I wanted to illustrate how close together and actually unspectacular the crucifixion at such an execution site might has been. Of course, that is just how I look at it.
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A strong contrast with the intensity of the experience as you described here :

cire said:
I was so excited, that at first I was scared that I have to throw up as they grabbed and stripped me, so many hands impassively forced me onto my assembled cross. While the soldiers held my body down, I had the oppressive feeling that everybody is watching. I could smell the sweat from those men that positioned and nailed me, looked them in the eyes as they worked on me. I could see, that some had hard, swollen Penises, as the nails were driven in. Lifted up with my cross, it was the first time that I could glance over the execution site. Beyond us, the newly executed, I noticed the skeletons and corpses on the crosses. I understood that we will be completely destroyed. Not just our bodies, but also our minds. Nothing but Skeletons, smashed to pieces."
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Loxuru said:
A strong contrast with the intensity of the experience as you described here :
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Yes. As a victim it must have been shocking. As a spectator, what a difference. Of course it must have been fun, but I think it had nothing to do with what we see on sacred paintings in Churches. To me it was simple, but still so humiliating, violent and deadly for the delinquents.

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Yusseby's drawings, for instance, are showing that so intensely.
For my understanding, guilt, atonement, greed, indifference, hate, love, lust, pain, urge for sensation, once have driven these nails in millions and millions of times.
 
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To do these shootings, has got to be awesome, Morten.

When I started drawing the "arrival and the beginning" of Andrea's and my execution, I wanted to illustrate how close together and actually unspectacular the crucifixion at such an execution site might has been. Of course, that is just how I look at it.
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Thank you Cire, your artworks are nice, as well as your stories.
 
......the cross leaves me plenty of time to watch and think.

Turning my head to the left, to may glance over and speak to Andrea, there is my nailed left wrist. Checking out the crowd, I must also realize my right hand that is, like all the
nailed wrists, forced to a claw by the nail.

Due to the incredible torture, I dug my thumbs into the palms of my hands. I lean a little forward to peep at Andrea's wrists, and yes, it's the same with her.
In front of me the rebellious slave Daniela is hanging crucified. Her boobs slighty dangle when she is breathing.

On the ground there is still our clothes. The bloodstained rags are still lying where the Legionaires have stripped us. I must notice that they have placed one of my feet on top of the other, and have driven a long spike from the top diagonal through both foot ankles. Anihilating......
 
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cire said:
......the cross leaves me plenty of time to watch and think.

Turning my head to the left, to may glance over and speak to Andrea, there is my nailed left wrist. Checking out the crowd, I must also realize my right hand that is, like all the
nailed wrists, forced to a claw by the nail.

Due to the incredible torture, I dug my thumbs into the palms of my hands. I lean a little forward to peep at Andrea's wrists, and yes, it's the same with her.
In front of me the rebellious slave Daniela is hanging crucified. Her boobs slighty dangle when she is breathing.

On the ground there is still our clothes. The bloodstained rags are still lying where the Legionaires have stripped us. I must notice that they have placed one of my feet on top of the other, and have driven a long spike from the top diagonal through both foot ankles. Anihilating......
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What's the most terrifying view? The nailed wrists, or the clothes, strategically left in front of the crucified, making clear they'll never wear them again?
 
Loxuru said:
What's the most terrifying view? The nailed wrists, or the clothes, strategically left in front of the crucified, making clear they'll never wear them again?
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It's the blend of it all. I can feel that my soul is hurled into the abyss, realize what I can feel, every detail of my execution, is very personal. A unique experience. I'm forced to watch my naked body.

When I open my eyes I can see my blood running down my arms, my ribs, my legs. Little streams. To run down over the wood of the footrest, and to finally fall from there in drops to the soil.

Then there is my clothes on the ground in front of me. I understand why I must be naked. It must be visible what the nails do to us, the nailed crucified. Everybody can see, including myself, how the life is leaving my body. How subtile and individual the crucifixion works for each delinquent. But why can my cock be erect?
 
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CIRE, I just took a lot of my time to come and read you on this long and beautiful thread. I didn't put a like on every post because I only arrived on this forum in April 2020 and it would have been a bit incongruous for me to like from the beginning of the first story.
What a pleasure it has been to read these beautifully written and finely detailed stories. How many erections too, but that's another story.
In this little masterpiece, I can identify perfectly with the characters. I am a male who is entirely dedicated to being an atoning victim. I can see myself in the role of the victim, tortured with women, in front of a mocking crowd, mocked and eager for blood and sweat mixed together.
Congratulations again and I will continue to follow you.
 
Vindex said:
CIRE, I just took a lot of my time to come and read you on this long and beautiful thread. I didn't put a like on every post because I only arrived on this forum in April 2020 and it would have been a bit incongruous for me to like from the beginning of the first story.
What a pleasure it has been to read these beautifully written and finely detailed stories. How many erections too, but that's another story.
In this little masterpiece, I can identify perfectly with the characters. I am a male who is entirely dedicated to being an atoning victim. I can see myself in the role of the victim, tortured with women, in front of a mocking crowd, mocked and eager for blood and sweat mixed together.
Congratulations again and I will continue to follow you.
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Thanks a lot Vindex.

Cool to get that feedback from you.
I'm into roman History and enyoy how the Empire was handling wrongdoers.

Have fun and stay out of trouble.
 
Vindex said:
CIRE, I just took a lot of my time to come and read you on this long and beautiful thread. I didn't put a like on every post because I only arrived on this forum in April 2020 and it would have been a bit incongruous for me to like from the beginning of the first story.
What a pleasure it has been to read these beautifully written and finely detailed stories. How many erections too, but that's another story.
In this little masterpiece, I can identify perfectly with the characters. I am a male who is entirely dedicated to being an atoning victim. I can see myself in the role of the victim, tortured with women, in front of a mocking crowd, mocked and eager for blood and sweat mixed together.
Congratulations again and I will continue to follow you.
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True! I love this thread for the same reasons!

I can suggest you to also have a look at this thread :

The female executioner for Numerus Brittonum et Exploratorum Nemanigensium

He was forced to react, the commander of the fort at the roman border. Since a few years he had been in charge of this untit and there was not too much going on. Every once in a while maybe a brawl at the tavern in the village around the castle. Eventually the punishment of wrongdoers or slaves...
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In that thread, Cire does the great job of directing a role play, from the viewpoint of the (female) executioner, also with an eye for detail. The parts of the condemned are written by Messaline and me. It is an exciting experience to participate in that thread.
 
Loxuru said:
True! I love this thread for the same reasons!

I can suggest you to also have a look at this thread :

The female executioner for Numerus Brittonum et Exploratorum Nemanigensium

He was forced to react, the commander of the fort at the roman border. Since a few years he had been in charge of this untit and there was not too much going on. Every once in a while maybe a brawl at the tavern in the village around the castle. Eventually the punishment of wrongdoers or slaves...
cruxforums.com

In that thread, Cire does the great job of directing a role play, from the viewpoint of the (female) executioner, also with an eye for detail. The parts of the condemned are written by Messaline and me. It is an exciting experience to participate in that thread.
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Thanks to you. I got on it and started reading, great story as I like it.
 
Loxuru said:
True! I love this thread for the same reasons!

I can suggest you to also have a look at this thread :

The female executioner for Numerus Brittonum et Exploratorum Nemanigensium

He was forced to react, the commander of the fort at the roman border. Since a few years he had been in charge of this untit and there was not too much going on. Every once in a while maybe a brawl at the tavern in the village around the castle. Eventually the punishment of wrongdoers or slaves...
cruxforums.com

In that thread, Cire does the great job of directing a role play, from the viewpoint of the (female) executioner, also with an eye for detail. The parts of the condemned are written by Messaline and me. It is an exciting experience to participate in that thread.
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When I first started out to write about crucifixion, I just had the urge to write about my feelings as a crucified. Of course, in the beginning I felt very ashamed to turn my "inside out".

As I kept reading and writing in the Forum, I begann to enjoy the different characters that take part in the executions, and to tell the story out of their perspectives.

To get active impressions by the readers as coauthors, is such an exciting experience to me.

Messaline and Loxuru colorize all the unbelieveable evil in "The female executioner.....".

The women crucified with me "In the Aftermath....." are good friends of mine, always give me a hand when I have questions, but would like to stay behind the curtain.

To work on something as complex as a crucifixion, takes much more than one person.

Thank you all so much. Cire.
 
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cire said:
It's the blend of it all. I can feel that my soul is hurled into the abyss, realize what I can feel, every detail of my execution, is very personal. A unique experience. I'm forced to watch my naked body.

When I open my eyes I can see my blood running down my arms, my ribs, my legs. Little streams. To run down over the wood of the footrest, and to finally fall from there in drops to the soil.

Then there is my clothes on the ground in front of me. I understand why I must be naked. It must be visible what the nails do to us, the nailed crucified. Everybody can see, including myself, how the life is leaving my body. How subtile and individual the crucifixion works for each delinquent. But why can my cock be erect?
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CIRE:

......one of the Legionaires that is piling up the bones walks by, stating:

"You criminals, can you see that? There is no need for you to fall in despair. Sooner or later you will be taken off your crosses...... :D :D :D "
 
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