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JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 9


Opening the door to our hotel room I went back inside. My Little Girl looked up at me from her position on the floor. She was on her knees, on the floor in front of the bed, but her body was raised. Each ankle was tied with rope from my bag to one of the bed legs and pulled wide leaving her thighs spread wide.

She was raised up because her wrists, still chafed from yesterday, now had rope bound tightly around them once more as her arms were pulled high above her head, before the binding had been tied off around one of the oak beams that decorated this ‘Superior’ room.

She looked beautiful, wide eyed and expectant.

‘Hurt me’ she had said, and hurt her I would.

Her position was anything but comfortable but it meant that there would be no additional pressure on any part of her body that had been so badly abused the day before. It also allowed free access to the two areas that had not really been touched yesterday, her pussy, which only bore the red marks of the whip from that first session … and her very pretty face!

“I have these for you Little Girl,” as I returned, I held up a small plastic, see-through bag of small stones that I had collected from the hotel car park. She cocked her head in slight confusion … confusion that turned to concern, as I loosened the rope to pull her knees away from the floor and leave her in a position of even greater discomfort.

“Fuckkkkk!” she groaned as her shoulders began to take more weight, but her attention became distracted when I brought out a towel and placed it under her knees and then spread the stones out over it.

“Oh no, no, no …” she gasped as once more I lowered her body until she knelt on the stones, her own weight now pressing her knees painfully into their sharp edges.

I laughed and stood before her, her face at my waist height as she knelt once more before me.

Without warning I slapped her hard. Once, open palmed across the cheek.

Her neck twisted, her head spinning to one side, until I immediately slapped her, back handed this time, back in the opposite direction.

“Owwww, owwwwww!” she cried out delightfully. I grinned as I set to work. Slapping her repeatedly across the same cheek until tears streamed down her face. Then I focused on the opposite cheek until her entire lovely face was ablaze with red hand marks and my Little Girl was sobbing uncontrollably.

“Thank me!” I ordered with gruff assertion.

Slowly she looked at me through tear misted eyes and said those words.

“Th … thank you for sl … slapping me …” I nodded and grinned.

Kneeling before her I looked into her face, holding her gaze as my hand moved down to cup between the wide aperture at her the juncture of her spread thighs.

A quick downward glance showed me how hard it was for her to balance on the stones, her own weight, slender though she was, now having flattened her knees to the floor with the stone digging upwards deep into her flesh and bone.

Then I began to massage her pussy. Not penetrating her, not yet, just running my index finger slowly along the full length of her slit until it began to moisten and open up for me.

“Is that good my little Pain Slut?” I asked.

She nodded as her body began to tremble.

I laughed and slid a finger deep inside her, parting her soft labia, using my thumb to massage her blood-engorged clit at the same time.

“Ohhh please, please … fuck!”

“You wanna cum slut?”

“Y … yes please, oh fuck please …” A new level of desperation had been reached now that a second finger had joined my first inside her soaking wet cunt.

Laughing I pulled out of her and, standing, my erection at the level of her face I pushed my fingers into her mouth.

“Open up Little Girl, suck them dry.”

And she did just that, the feel of her tongue, working hard to comply with my instructions.

Pulling the digits free I moved across to my bag and

removed a small plastic container which I opened in front of the girl to reveal several long sharp needles, all thin but solid.

My Little Girl drew in a sharp breath clearly realising that these needles were destined for her body, somewhere, somehow.

Grinning but saying nothing, I poured a little antiseptic gel into the palm of my hand and knelt before her again so that I could massage the gel over, around and inside her pussy lips.

Now she knew what my intentions were … kind of.

The first of the needles was scratched lightly over the surface of her mound, before I took the fleshy part of her left labia, just under her clit, and pushed the needle hard into her pussy lips.

My Little Girl screamed as the first of the needles entered her body, and taking the opposite lip I had the needle continue its journey pulling together her pussy lips.

She screamed again as droplets of blood appeared at each entry/exit point, which I wiped away with the gel smeared onto a cotton wool pad.

I laughed and retrieved the ball-gag.

“Open wide slut,” I commanded, “We can’t have you waking the rest of the hotel.”

She did as instructed, and I secured the ball-gag tightly around her head.

A second needle was pushed in about a centimetre below the first in the same way and then a third below that. My Little Girl was screaming incessantly into the gag, the pain quite extreme as intended.

Leaving a slightly larger space after the last needle, the fourth needle was forced through one side of her labia and out the other side, piercing them both through and holding her pussy closed.

Standing to admire my work, after wiping away the small blood droplets, I took a pair of pliers and bent each needle into a hoop to prevent their removal or slippage.

She was gasping now, her chest heaving and head dropped onto her chest.

“You remember this Little Girl?” I held the small egg vibe in front of her face.”

Her eyes closed and the sigh was clearly audible, even from under the gag.

I laughed and pushed the vibe inside her cunt, deep inside, knowing that it could not come loose due to the needles piercing her pussy lips, holding the moist slit closed.

“Okay my slut, I’m heading down for breakfast. I won’t be long, well not too long anyway. Don’t worry I will bring you something back with me,” I chuckled.

With her eyes desperately wide, kneeling on small stones, her pussy held closed with sharp needles, I switched the vibe onto full speed, and immediately her groans were muffled by the gag as the penetrative little egg commenced its relentlessly, stimulating task.

I placed the remote in my pocket, put the “Do Not Disturb” sign on the door, and left the room.
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 10

My fucking knees!
Every time I move they scream at me, those fucking stones!
My poor arms!
(I love the pain of hanging from my wrists sooo much! How much I want to do this!)
My poor fucking shoulders!
My cunt is burning.
My poor fucking cunt!
And I can't stop moving...
The bastard.
It's not enough to suck him off.
That thing inside me.
That fucking thing.
I love it so much.
I totally fucking hate it.
My poor fucking cunt!
I'm a fucking mess.
How the fuck will I even get home?
I need to go soon or I won't get back to my flat in time to get my train down south...
And then...
New Year...
My fucking BF!
He'll hate me (or he'll just walk).
No way can I hide this.
I can't stop these thoughts.
They bound around then are swallowed by the bastard thing in my cunt.
I love it.
I fucking hate it sooo much.
I want it to stop,
I want it to carry on.
I want to hurt like this - hurt in my arms and my knees and my cunt.
I want to do this so much more.
I want to kiss my BF and sit in a cosy bar with him in N...
I want to snuggle in his arms and kiss him and feel his fingers on my tits.
My poor fucking hurt up tits.
My poor fucking cunt that will bleed as soon as he fucks me.
I want to be with him.
I love this. I love this day and night and day in Leeds.
I love being in the wet woods and being whipped and cut and hurt
I love my BF... I want this to stop for a bit now... But I want to do this again.
I want to be hurt so much more. I don't fucking understand. I don't care if he fucking kills me.
I want to fucking hurt!
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 11

“Are you sure?” I looked earnest as we stood outside the main entrance to the Village hotel facing one another.

She nodded and then the strangest thing happened. My Little Girl stood on the tips of her toes and kissed my cheek. “Thank you,” she whispered as if I was her favourite uncle delivering to her the Christmas present she had always wanted.

I smiled and nodded, “We will do it again, don’t worry Little Girl.”

My words were clear and unambiguous but my tone was gentle, as I attempted to radiate warmth through my expression.

“It will be here in a few minutes,” she replied reaffirming that she was refusing my offer of a lift to the station and instead would take the taxi which she had earlier ordered.

“I couldn’t small talk with you anyway,” she added with a further smile, accompanied by - was that almost a giggle? I noticed that as she slipped her small back pack onto her shoulder she winced. It was the only outward indication that she was hurting.

******

“Fuck,” was my only word as I returned to the hotel room some Forty-Five minutes after leaving, and following my hearty breakfast, with fruit and juice in hand for my Little Girl. But moving to her front I could see that her eyes had rolled upwards into her head and long strands of saliva hung in thick globules from the ball gag, flowing down onto her breasts to drip from her nipples and congeal in thick pools of spit.

If there was such a thing as torture-by-orgasm, this was it.

Her pussy was literally drenched and I couldn’t tell whether the wet stain on the wood floor just in front of the stone covered towel upon which she still knelt, was orgasm juices or piss, or both.

I laughed and moved to untie the rope from her ankles and then free the wrist rope from the oak beam. With her ties unfastened she fell sideways into a heap on the floor, her hips convulsing and her body squirming to the still constant hum of the vibrator inside her cunt.

“Oh, my poor Little Girl, did you orgasm?” I laughed out loud, whilst carefully reaching inside her slit, between the needles, to pull out the vibrator having first stopped its menace via the remote.

As I removed the gag she puked a load of thick spit out by the side of her head as she coughed and spluttered.

“So … did you?” I grinned, wiping my juice covered fingers on her hip.

“F … fuck y … you,” she whispered. It was all the answer I needed.

Obeying my command to lie still, I removed the needles from her punctured and pierced labia very carefully given their curvature and gently pulled the small pieces of stone and grit embedded into the flesh and bone of her knees. Wiping her labial puncture marks with antiseptic cream I knelt back on my haunches to admire the beauty before me.

She lay unmoving, her nubile body once again used beyond the bounds of her current known levels of endurance … levels that would be tested even further next time we met.

It took another two hours for her to eat and drink something, and have me wash her down with a self-drying antiseptic wash, before we were ready to check-out just before the time deadline.

And so, it was with her wounds redressed where necessary and her body, in certain parts, now black and blue with bruising, that my Little Girl had dressed herself gingerly in the clothes she had arrived in, and, once I had completed the auto check-out, she joined me outside the hotel to await her cab.

“Are you sure you’re okay?” I asked, not for the first time.

She laughed with a somewhat sardonic overtone.

“Okay? No, like fuck am I okay. I hurt all over, and what you did to my pussy this morning is still burning like hell. And so no, I’m not okay. But I am elated. I loved it and yes I do want more … can we see each other again?”

This was almost too much to believe. Could we see each other again, yes, yes, yes of course we could! However, in order not to over demonstrate my enthusiasm I simply nodded and replied, “Sure, of course we can.”

Her cab arrived. Despite the careful mobility of her somewhat stiff movement, you could not tell that the pretty student getting into the car had suffered the brutal tortures that my Little Girl had endured over the past 24 hours. I knew that deceiving her boyfriend and parents over Christmas and the New Year, however, would not be so easy.

“Will you message me … please,” she asked with raised eyebrows.

“Yes.” Was my monosyllabic reply. And with that her cab moved off, taking my Little Girl away from me … for now.
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 12

The train. Slow. Always too hot or too cold.
Outside the moors are their same sullen grey.
Damp and grey.
I'm going home.
I'm glad I brought my pully and my top. I'm cold. Shivery.
I'm sore. Sore as hell.
Happy as hell.
He said he'd message me.
I love what we did. How he hurt me. How he left me hanging. Drooling. That fucking thing in my cunt.
Over the moors.
Then to my room for my things.
Then to London.
Always thinking.
No-one else knows that I'm a fucked up mess. Cuts and bruises hidden. Sore as hell.
Then to Victoria and the last leg.
Almost home. For Christmas.
The day before Christmas Eve.
Wake up. Hear the seagulls.
Shower. Change the dressing on the bad cut on my nipple. Then decide it isn't so bad now so just put on the cream.
Ma shouting from downstairs.
Steam in the shower.
Sis banging around.
Looking forward to the day. Sis can dye my hair. Brilliant blue. Makes me happy.
She can see the bruise on my neck. Love mark. That's what she thinks. It sort of is I suppose.
Shopping. Nice things.
Christmas Eve.
We celebrate then. Dinner at home with friends.
Pa, Ma, sis, bro. The Smiths. The Haynes.
I look fantastic!
Blue hair. Black lipstick. Black eyeshadow. Blue and black zebra leggings with a sweet silvery-grey gauze skirt over them. Black t-shirt. Black leather jacket with lovely silver studs. A silver chain round my neck. Happy. Very happy.
The usual chat.
Brexit. Cummings. Pa doesn't like him but draws vicarious pleasure seeing an alumnus of his college in control of the country. Faculty politics. Literature. Talking about the books that didn't win the Booker. Daisy Johnson is going to be the new thing. Eimar McBride's next one will mark a slow descent from her brilliant debut masochistic confesional. Academics. From the uni up the hill. That's their lair.
Bro talks about his new job.
Sis about prep for A levels. Hoping for an offer from Oxford.
Wine and warmth and all the time I'm feeling my body and its sweet little hurts and dreaming of hurting some more.
Christmas Morning.
Sis comes into my room without knocking.
I've got a wooden spoon in my hand.
My legs are splayed.
My thighs are marked,
Marked by my torturer.
And now my cunt is red.
She smiles.
Of course she knows. Sort of.
I smile.
'Do you like doing that, sis?'
I tell her I do. Does she want to try?
Walk on the beach.
Pub and beers. She looks at me. I know she wants to ask more. I feel so pretty today.
Christmas night.
Games.
Longing to go to bed.
Where I can hurt myself a bit.
Only sis has guessed. Only guessed a bit. She hasn't really guessed.
Turkey sandwiches and pickles.
I want to hurt my tits.
I want to feel a rope around my wrists.
Tomorrow's a walk on the Downs.
In the rain. Then beers with mates.
I want to find some me time. To get my knotted rope out from my bag.
Sis doesn't speak about it again.
She's back to her books. Mocks in a few weeks.
And I'm already thinking about heading up to N-Town and seeing the BF for NY... and I'm a bit scared about that... I hope he likes what he sees.
I think I look so beautifully sexy.
I love my look.
I love my sweetly marked up body.
I'm such a lucky little fucker.

(to be continued... some odd things happen when I head up to N-Town).
 
Back up to Victoria, then the tube, then the train.
I like long train journeys. Snuggled into my seat. Thesodden English Midlands passing by .
I text him.
Hope you had a nice Christmas.
I miss you hurting me.
Tell me what you're going to do to me next time...
I'm aching below.
I go to the toilet and rub myself silly and tweak hard on my nipple.
I hope it's sound=proof.

N-Town.
Castle on the hill.
BF's first uni.
We're staying in a shared house with some of his old student friends.
Meeting up first at a curry place near the Lace Market.
Rain.
I'm scared.
He'll hate me when he finds out.
Lagers.
His mates. They've stayed in N-Town. Doing Masters or whatever.
Two guys. Nice.
Three girls. Nice. One isn't a GF.
Red hair. Northumbrian accent I think.
Pretty as a sweet thing.

(to be continued... over NYE)
 
Turkey sandwiches and pickles.
I want to hurt my tits.
I love reading these short sentences that tell me all I need to know, about what you're doing and how you feel.

Three girls. Nice. One isn't a GF.
Red hair. Northumbrian accent I think.
Pretty as a sweet thing.
Do you fancy her?
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 13

“Coffee would be just the best thing, thank you love.” I collapsed into my chair as the youngest of our two children had just left to head back home with her partner and their wonderful but chaotic dog, after spending Christmas with my wife and I at the family home.

Number 1 child had left earlier with her husband and our brood of delightful grandchildren, and now … peace at last!

“Well I think that went well,” my wife said with a very self-satisfied smile. And well she might given the splendid display she had put on for Christmas Dinner and at every possible festive feeding time since.

“When are you back in theatre dad?” One of the girls, I forget which one, had asked enquiring about the time I had off.

“Dad …” she had had to say again in order to get my attention.

“Where were you?” she grinned at me as my focus came back onto the present.

“Sorry love just tired …” was my reply, but it wasn’t that at all. I was preoccupied, I had been all Christmas, especially on the Eve, when we attended the local church crib service with all of the family, and there in front of the pews where we sat listening to the nativity, was the crucifix.

I like to think of myself as a good man, a little religious if I’m honest, and these thoughts were so blasphemous … but they were there in my head and the image of Christ on the cross, blood seeping down his arms from his broken wrists, was replaced by my Little Girl, naked, bleeding, crucified.

Damn, I had never had an erection at the Christmas Eve service before, and I didn’t want one now. But what I wanted didn’t seem to matter!

And I was still distracted by thoughts of her, my sweet little pain slut, desperate for her fix, when my daughter asked her question.

“Just tired love,” I repeated, “… sorry and the answer about my work is not until after the New Year, so I have a nice rest.”

“Well you deserve it daddy of mine, given how hard you work. Mum said you were speaking at a conference at some hotel right up until the Saturday before Christmas … sometimes I think you do too much dad. So, relax … let me fetch you another beer.”

If only they knew how flawed I was.

I didn’t deserve their gratitude …

Not given what I had done and was planning on doing again.

But now the house and our lives were quiet, and they stayed that way through boxing day and in the lead up to the New Year. Just peaceful drinks with friends and surgical colleagues, mince pies with the neighbours, and TV bingeing with the wife – perfect … almost. All except for one thing.

“Are you okay in there love?” The wife had shouted into the en-suite just as I was about to cum.

The image of my Little Girl with her back cut open, bleeding, ready to be whipped … her breasts skewered with wood, and her labia punctured with steel …

“Ohhhhh yesssssss!” I had groaned as my back arched and I shot my load into the toilet basin.

“Just coming …” I shouted back … eventually, and with (genuinely) no pun intended.

New Year’s Eve was tomorrow and we had a dinner at the local golf club. A black tie do, with five courses, pipers, fireworks … everything …

Everything … but not her … she wouldn’t fit in with my real life, but I missed her anyway … more than that, I wanted her.

“Is that your phone love?” My wife reacted to the buzz. It was … it was her, my Little Girl, so I reached out and picked up the handset as soon as I could.

I read her message, devouring every word.

“Hope you had a nice Christmas. I miss you hurting me. Tell me what you're going to do to me next time...”

Holy shit. Just those three short sentences brought it all back to me … her lovely face, firm body, rounded breasts, even the chaste kiss on the cheek when she left to head back to the station and how broken she was … oh damn!

I moved into my office, the one at home where I issued the paperwork for my private practice, the theatre work that made me the real money above and beyond the NHS. We all did it.

But right now, paperwork was not on my mind.

“I did thank you. I had a lovely Christmas, I hope you did too and that the family didn’t uncover your ‘marks’ – oh and the BF, how did that go? Have you seen him yet? I missed you though … fuck, how I missed you. Once NY is done then we will arrange our next meeting. When are you back North?”

I pressed SEND, deliberately avoiding the answer to her question about next time. Once the message had gone, I began to type a second one.

“Next time I will hurt you even more Little Girl. Next time you will feel nails in your body, pain in your genitals and metal scourge tips eating your flesh. You won’t be able to breathe and I will only torment you more to heighten your desperation. I will cut your body while it hangs on the cross and take you closer to the edge of death than you ever thought possible …”

She wouldn’t die, of course, I needed her too much for that. But sowing that seed would fuel her imagination, of that I had no doubt.

And then for a second time I pressed SEND.
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 14

More beers and I;m knackered and I want to go to bed with him.
BF
We're laughing.
She's looking at me. Curious like.
I want to go to fuckin bed. Don't they know I've been on the fucking train all day?
I want to fuck him
It's raining still.

The place is a real mess. At least we've got a room. With a single bed.
Dark.
Fumbling drunken fuck.
Sleep.

And it's NYE! Lazy sun through the half broken blind.
He's up.
I can smell coffee.
I look at my phone.
I'm wasted.
Message.
Him
Fuck.
Switch it off.
BF says mornin'
Then stares.
What the fuck? He asks
I say what?
I know what. Of course.
You're a fucking mess!
Yeah. So?
What the fuck have you been doing?
Yeah. Just what we do... You know. I like it.
But look the fuck at you! Who the fuck are you? I thought you were my girl?
Yeah. I am. Give me some coffee. I'm fucked.
You can say that.
What the fuck.
He holds me and traces the marks on my tits and belly and cunt.
And your back too? He asks.
I nod.
Fuck
He's very quiet. I can hear him thinking. He's going to ditch me, for sure.
I deserve it.
He gets up and goes downstairs.
Breakfast in 20, he shouts.
Maybe he's ok.
I know he isn't.
I'm fucked. On NYE.
It's all sorted. All of us. Lunch in the park by the uni. Bottle of fizz.
Then the pub. Party time. Then the town square. Is it a city square? How the fuck should I know.
So.
This could be a shit shit shit day.
Bacon and eggs and brown sauce.
The redhead slopes in late. Lazy long t-shirt. Messy hair. She looks at me and strokes my head.
Nice hairdo, she says.
Bit hung-over babe?
Like us all, eh?
Day of rest, eh?
Then party party party!
Orange?
She leans over me with the glass. Her tits hang over my face. She's really cute.
He looks at me between glancing at the Graun on his Samsung.
OK, he says. Everyone ready by 12, then it's the park. Not raining. OK you? He says to me. Tradition. We do it every year. Fizz in the park.
OK I say.
I think I've fucked it with him.
Fuck
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 14

More beers and I;m knackered and I want to go to bed with him.
BF
We're laughing.
She's looking at me. Curious like.
I want to go to fuckin bed. Don't they know I've been on the fucking train all day?
I want to fuck him
It's raining still.

The place is a real mess. At least we've got a room. With a single bed.
Dark.
Fumbling drunken fuck.
Sleep.

And it's NYE! Lazy sun through the half broken blind.
He's up.
I can smell coffee.
I look at my phone.
I'm wasted.
Message.
Him
Fuck.
Switch it off.
BF says mornin'
Then stares.
What the fuck? He asks
I say what?
I know what. Of course.
You're a fucking mess!
Yeah. So?
What the fuck have you been doing?
Yeah. Just what we do... You know. I like it.
But look the fuck at you! Who the fuck are you? I thought you were my girl?
Yeah. I am. Give me some coffee. I'm fucked.
You can say that.
What the fuck.
He holds me and traces the marks on my tits and belly and cunt.
And your back too? He asks.
I nod.
Fuck
He's very quiet. I can hear him thinking. He's going to ditch me, for sure.
I deserve it.
He gets up and goes downstairs.
Breakfast in 20, he shouts.
Maybe he's ok.
I know he isn't.
I'm fucked. On NYE.
It's all sorted. All of us. Lunch in the park by the uni. Bottle of fizz.
Then the pub. Party time. Then the town square. Is it a city square? How the fuck should I know.
So.
This could be a shit shit shit day.
Bacon and eggs and brown sauce.
The redhead slopes in late. Lazy long t-shirt. Messy hair. She looks at me and strokes my head.
Nice hairdo, she says.
Bit hung-over babe?
Like us all, eh?
Day of rest, eh?
Then party party party!
Orange?
She leans over me with the glass. Her tits hang over my face. She's really cute.
He looks at me between glancing at the Graun on his Samsung.
OK, he says. Everyone ready by 12, then it's the park. Not raining. OK you? He says to me. Tradition. We do it every year. Fizz in the park.
OK I say.
I think I've fucked it with him.
Fuck

I know I'm writing this with our little pain slut but I have to say how brilliant her writing is. I love it and I hope you all do to.

What's going to happen from here? ..
 
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JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 15


“I think next year is the year of more private work for me,” My fellow surgeon, James Benton droned in his alcohol infused tones. “Harley Street is the place where the money, AND the interesting work is. I intend to treble my monthly clinic there …”

He stopped speaking and looked across at me and the others in our party

“Dear?” My wife used the term of endearment as a question.

“Huh?” I replied, my mind elsewhere.

“Wine dear, the girl is here with the wine.”

I nod “Yes please,” Then I glance up at the pretty young thing looking down at me with the wine bottle ready to pour.

I wonder about her. She is around the same age as my Little Girl, and has that provocative look about her that says ‘I want something and maybe, just maybe you might have it.’

Or is that all inside my head? As she leans in the opening down the front of her too-tight white blouse is opened and her firm cleavage stares at me. She knows that I am looking and if anything, she leans forward even more.

Her youthful breasts are separated under the white cotton, trapped inside a white lace bra, the edges of which are visible. I imagine my cock, hard and leaking sliding back and forth as she lays, this pretty young thing, and naked under me pushing the flesh of her chest together so that I can fuck her there.

“Is that enough Sir?” She asks, shaking me from my reverie, her question filled with innuendo, or is that also just inside my head?

“Oh, erm, yes thank you …” I reply and as she smiles, nods and stands up straight, I stare at her breasts to see if there is any sign of an erect nipple pushing through the cotton. As she walks away I watch her ass, and then glance up at the outline of her bra from the rear view of her tight blouse … and I imagine her back ripped to pieces by the scourge as she hangs, unconscious in my chains …

Does she want something? Does she want what I have?

I feel guilty. Guilty for thinking these thoughts. Not because I actually thought them, but because I had them about someone other than my Little Girl. She was my Pain Slut, MY Pain Slut. I would not want anyone else doing to her what I did, except maybe her BF and his light bondage offering, and so I should accept that I couldn’t do it to anyone else.

We were a partnership, my Little Girl and I, weren’t we?

I wanted her so badly.

Fuck, no … I needed her.

“Bathroom,” I smiled at the wife as I stood from the table at the NYE Golf Club Dinner.

She smiled back, unsuspecting of the chaos that was flowing unabated around my head.

I only needed to pee but I chose a cubicle so that I could lock the door and check my phone.

Nothing. No message, No reply.

Had my text scared her … even her? The girl who enjoyed being hurt, who begged for it? Was she terrified now? Had I gone too far with my narrative of what would happen next?

Fuck!

I began to type. “Hope you’re okay Little One, it would be good to hear from you, if only to know when you’re next available …”

I stared down at the words. Sending this message would seem too desperate, too needy … and I was not the needy one, she was. I was her torturer, she was my Little Girl. I held the power not her. Right?

I deleted the message, and slipped my phone back inside my pocket. It was New Year’s Eve, she was out getting pissed, she would reply tomorrow, I was sure of that. Wouldn’t she?

“Okay love?” The wife asked turning to smile at me, as I retook my seat.

I nodded as the pretty little waitress thing walked by and smiled at me. Was it a smile? Was it at me? Or was that all inside my head.

Soon it would be the New Year and I already knew that my Little Girl featured in all of my New Year’s resolutions.
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 16

Steamed up old shower room just like mine. Mouldy edges and a messed up mirror.
Feeling the water on me. Lovely hot.
Feeling my fingers over me. Over my tits and cunt. Over my cuts. Lovely hot.
Washing out the dye.
Washing away the fucking year.
Scratchy towel. Nice.
I'm pretty in the mirror. Little bits of blue in my black hair. Sweet sexy me.
Thinking of that message.
Get ready.
Lie on the bed. Later.
Pick up the razor blade I found in the bathroom.
Feeling its lovely sharpness, running it over my breast. Press just a little. Press. Just a little.
Sweet little stream of blood.
Fuck!
It's just me, she says.
Alright if I come in.
Fuck.
Wny not. Come on in Abi (she's called Abi)
Oh, sorry, I didn't...
Didn't you? I think you bloody did Abi. I think...
So, well, yeah. It's just you and your boyfriend, I mean... (she names him)... is there a problem or... just wondered?
She hasn't even fucking seen my tit.
OK. Maybe she has.
Oh... Wow. Do you do that?
Well - doh - what does it look like?
Shit, doesn't it hurt?
Well, that's really the point. I like a little bit of hurt.
Oh. Wow. I mean. Well. Fuck. It's I mean you're... I mean...
Oh fuck it Abi, I know you want to. Just come here and lie down a bit. Come on.
She's a fucking quick kisser.
I mean quick to it.
I didn't think I'd want to. I mean I've done it before like, I mean, who hasn't. But I didn;t think.
I think I was wrong.
She touches me pretty sweet. She runs her tits over my face, gently, so fucking sweet.
She runs her fingers into my pussy.
Fuck. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
We were as quiet as mice in a church.
But we're fucking exhausted.
And she's touching every one of my marks.
Do you like it then?
Being beaten?
Yeah, being beaten. Does (she names the BF) do it to you?
A bit. But there's someone else whose better. That's what the problem is. Displacement by a better whipper. I laugh.
She bites on her lip and sits up over me. Naked over me. And smiles.
A better whipper! She says. How cool is that?
I think I'd like to have a try.
Sure?
Sure. I mean, why not. You seem to like it. I think I .... well. Why not? Anyway, almost twelve. Time to get ready for the great Tradition in the park.
Is it still raining?
Nah. Just shitty as ever. Fizz and frisbee and then home again. Shall we do it again?
I smile.
Depends, I say.
I mean yes. Yes, I think I'd rather like that.

She goes. I dress. For shitty weather. And switch on my phone. And see another message.
Fuck.
I fucking fancy that. On a cross. Hanging.
Remember school (convent in B-Town, natch) and the altar piece and it all comes together and makes no sense at all.
I just fucking want to be his torture girl. His Little Girl.
But I want to be with Abi again too. I want to fuck off the BF today and fuck with her.
Fuck I'm feeling sexy. Sweet sexy pretty me.
Ready for NYE and a party and a bit of fucking.

The BF comes in. He's not so pissed off now.
OK you he says.
Ready?
Pull on my anorak.
Like your hair better now he says.
Like yours too I say.
Kisses.
He's fucking nice really.
Fuck.

Choices... lucky little me!
Park, TRADITION, fizz.
Dark.
Lounging around.
Abi's asleep on the sofa
Crap stuff on Netflix, no-one watching.
Waiting for nighttime so we can get blathered.
Waiting for some fun.
That's what we're always doing.

Pick up my phone.
Simple to text him.
Yes please. XXX
(PS - soon, please)

Fuck.
I am fucking fucked up. Fuck.
I want to fuck her again.
My cunt is hurting to fuck her.
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 17


I began to plan. NYE wasn’t over yet. We were still at the Golf Club. Dinner was done, the wine had been drunk and now the whisky was flowing. The pretty young thing serving the food had completed her work and I wondered if she was now behind the scenes somewhere changing out of her work clothes, hiding behind some brief screen, stripping down to her underwear.

I had to have her … not the pretty young thing, but my gorgeous, beautiful Little Girl.

And so, I began to plan. Nodding calmly when my wife …

… a few years younger than me and certainly in shape for her age … a GILF I had overheard some people call her, a description that made me smile and wonder if I was in fact a GILF too. Maybe my Little Girl would say that I was …

… when my wife was offered a hand to accompany James Benton onto the dance floor, midnight was approaching but there was time for a few dances yet.

I let her go, to be chaperoned by my friend. I had more important matters to attend to in my mind.

There had to be sites on line that would tell me. Forums where I could learn more about how to Crucify a female victim. I knew enough about where to pierce the body to best effect, and that included how to put a nail in a hand, to create Stigmata without breaking a bone and to avoid damaging flesh with no hope of repair.

What I needed to know more about was the damage the torture would inflict. The sequence of organ pain, the extent to which I could push the victim and still keep her alive. Should I have her penetrated while she is mounted on the cross … my desire was very much yes to that, but I needed that decision to be made in an educated and informed manner. I needed knowledge and so I began to plan.

10 … 9 … 8 … “This year is all about us my darling,” my wife shouted to me above the countdown.

7 … 6 … 5 … “Now that the both of the girls have fled the nest, we can live the life, can’t we my love?” She smiled at me and I had to admit that her enthusiasm was infectious even in this chaotic atmosphere.

But I intended the New Year to be about much more than just my wife and I … I had someone else to consider.

4 … 3 … 2 …

All conversation stopped as the Piper tuned up. And then …

1 … Happy New Year! And the room burst into a cacophony of sounds as the outside erupted into a colourfully explosive display of only the best fireworks.

I hugged my wife. I loved her. I needed her for the security and stability that 34 years of marriage provided. But I had to find space for my delightful predilection with that delightful Little Girl.

******

I felt my phone buzz in my pocket some time ago but I hadn’t checked it, despite knowing who the message would be from. I wanted to savour the knowledge that the text was there without knowing what it said. I wanted to assume it was a positive response to my dire suggestions …

But now that Midnight had come, and gone, I could find the time to break fee again. The wife was laughing heartily at a joke from James as I slinked off to the bathroom … again.

I was right. It was her, my Little Girl, and my desires had been realised.

“Yes please. XXX
(PS - soon, please)”

‘Soon … please’ The words from her said. I liked that. The message had been sent some time ago. No doubt before she was pissed, as she would be right now. Drinking pints and shots and whatever else in the pub. Fucking the boyfriend … would he whip her tonight? I hope so, but then again, I hoped not because that was my job.

“Happy New Year my sweet Little Girl. And soon … it will be soon, I promise xxxx”

I pressed SEND and headed back to the celebrations.
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 18

Feelin' so fuckin' sexy!
Thinking about me. Whipped and tied up and pushing up and down. Tits and belly and cunt and blood. Fuck!
I look at the BF.
It won't do.
Drag him up to the room. Push him back on the bed.
Uh? Urrr...
Fucker.
Pull down his jeans.
His back on the bed.
Pull down his pants.
Stroke him.
Lick his salty balls.
Stroke him.
He's waking up.
What... urrr... oh yeah... oh...
His hard.
Stroke him into my mouth. Swirl him around. Suck his foreskin up and down. Licking and stroking.
Until he comes over my face.
Happy New Year sweetie, I say. All forgiven babe?
Yeah he says.
Wipe my face on the sheet.
Kiss him on the lips.
Leave.
Go downstairs.
Wait.
Later.
Pub.
Beers
More beers
Abi's so fuckin' sweet.
We hug and he's pissed.
Comin' on midnight.
Time for the square and fireworks.
We whisper.
See you back at the flat guys. We're both just done in. Love you! Kisses. Boys wander off with GFs and my BF.
We wander back.
We're pissed too.
Not too pissed.
Peel off our clothes. Fucking beautiful she is.
Stroke her face.
Kiss her mouth.
Lie back. Roles reversed.
Pushes my legs apart.
Tongue everywhere.
Fuck she can do this.
Fuck I love this.
Better.
Slow. Faster. Slow. Tonguing my belly. My nipples and my cuts.
Fuck I love her.
Tangle fingers in her hair.
Roll our legs together.
Fuck!
Crashing our cunts so fucking hard.
Fuck she's fucking brilliant!
Fuck me I love her!
Tits pushed together. Faces together. Eyes together. Fuck she's beautiful.
Fuck Fuck Fuck!
Lovely 2020!
Gasping for breath. Smiling. Talking shit.
Rolling around.
Fuck the BF!...
Fuck me again Abi!
We're fucked.
Lie side by side.
Talk.
Shit talk.
You know, she says.
What?
We laugh.
I... I think I'd like to try.
What?
You know...
What, you mean.... this stuff?
Yeah.
Can I?
Why not.
With you?
Why not.
With the guy who does it to you?
That would be lovely I think... I don't know I say.
I fucking think that would be fucking amazing.
I fucking love this girl.
I fucking love this girl.
Fuck me. I am one fucked up babe.
What the fuck has happened to me?
I want to fuck her again.
I'm on her, biting her cunt, scratching her side. I make her whimper.
Like it?
Oh god! Oh yeah!
Like it?
Twist her tits.
Oh yeah!
Fuck!
Abi! You're fucking amazing! I jump on her belly and kiss her on the lips
I fucking love you Abi!
 
JOURNEY OF A PAIN SLUT - ACT 2 Chapter 18

Feelin' so fuckin' sexy!
Thinking about me. Whipped and tied up and pushing up and down. Tits and belly and cunt and blood. Fuck!
I look at the BF.
It won't do.
Drag him up to the room. Push him back on the bed.
Uh? Urrr...
Fucker.
Pull down his jeans.
His back on the bed.
Pull down his pants.
Stroke him.
Lick his salty balls.
Stroke him.
He's waking up.
What... urrr... oh yeah... oh...
His hard.
Stroke him into my mouth. Swirl him around. Suck his foreskin up and down. Licking and stroking.
Until he comes over my face.
Happy New Year sweetie, I say. All forgiven babe?
Yeah he says.
Wipe my face on the sheet.
Kiss him on the lips.
Leave.
Go downstairs.
Wait.
Later.
Pub.
Beers
More beers
Abi's so fuckin' sweet.
We hug and he's pissed.
Comin' on midnight.
Time for the square and fireworks.
We whisper.
See you back at the flat guys. We're both just done in. Love you! Kisses. Boys wander off with GFs and my BF.
We wander back.
We're pissed too.
Not too pissed.
Peel off our clothes. Fucking beautiful she is.
Stroke her face.
Kiss her mouth.
Lie back. Roles reversed.
Pushes my legs apart.
Tongue everywhere.
Fuck she can do this.
Fuck I love this.
Better.
Slow. Faster. Slow. Tonguing my belly. My nipples and my cuts.
Fuck I love her.
Tangle fingers in her hair.
Roll our legs together.
Fuck!
Crashing our cunts so fucking hard.
Fuck she's fucking brilliant!
Fuck me I love her!
Tits pushed together. Faces together. Eyes together. Fuck she's beautiful.
Fuck Fuck Fuck!
Lovely 2020!
Gasping for breath. Smiling. Talking shit.
Rolling around.
Fuck the BF!...
Fuck me again Abi!
We're fucked.
Lie side by side.
Talk.
Shit talk.
You know, she says.
What?
We laugh.
I... I think I'd like to try.
What?
You know...
What, you mean.... this stuff?
Yeah.
Can I?
Why not.
With you?
Why not.
With the guy who does it to you?
That would be lovely I think... I don't know I say.
I fucking think that would be fucking amazing.
I fucking love this girl.
I fucking love this girl.
Fuck me. I am one fucked up babe.
What the fuck has happened to me?
I want to fuck her again.
I'm on her, biting her cunt, scratching her side. I make her whimper.
Like it?
Oh god! Oh yeah!
Like it?
Twist her tits.
Oh yeah!
Fuck!
Abi! You're fucking amazing! I jump on her belly and kiss her on the lips
I fucking love you Abi!

A threesome now there's a thought ... But does Abi really know what she would be agreeing to?

Another wonderful chapter .
 
Just briefly breaking the wall to say that me and Fossy are loving our fantasy but it really is just that... me and the BF are back in our uni town enjoying great fucks and lovely experimental bdsm...and he really gets turned on by the story...like all guys he loves lesbian sex scenes! Kisses! Xxx
 
Just briefly breaking the wall to say that me and Fossy are loving our fantasy but it really is just that... me and the BF are back in our uni town enjoying great fucks and lovely experimental bdsm...and he really gets turned on by the story...like all guys he loves lesbian sex scenes! Kisses! Xxx

In other words "Absolutely no Peonies were hurt in the construction of this fantasy" ...
 
Whoops - had to shut down quickly... in the library and a mate came by... Anyway, I pushed my boobies against the bark of the tree and let them slide across, sort of wrapping myself round, twisting, so my belly was against the tree too. In the distance I could hear a dog barking and just see its owner shouting over the tops of the brambles. I loved the excitement of being half-naked and almost public! I dragged myself back across the trunk fo the tree, letting the breaks in the bark cut at my boobs, so that when I pulled away and touched myself there were lovely red graze marks, like the ones you get if you fall off a bike into gravel. I did it some more, almost wanting to scream a bit, but biting my lip, and now there were tiny traces of blood on me. I gave the tree a big, deep hug, sort fo to say thank you, and crouched down, completely out of sight, while I pulled my top back on again and buttoned up my shirt.
The bike home was in the rain, and I was soaked but happy when I got back up to my room, although its fair to say my shirt was a bit of a mess, all bloodstained. I looked at myself in the mirror and liked what I saw. Then I showered. Gorgeous hot water stinging the cuts. And put some cream on and lay down a while.
I went out in the evening with some mates and we did cocktails. I knew what they didn't! It was my secret pleasure and inside I was smiling sooo much! I want to do it again, but with my BF and some rope and a whip! It's possible I think!
I like particulary this chapter. I just miss a little detail which would improve the text. Besides removing her blouse, she should remove her shoes. Walking barefoot through the forest is one of the pleasures a little perv like her should enjoy. Sensing the cold and soft mud trough her soles and some pine leaves puncturating her toes...
 
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