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Public display - Yes or no

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Fliegerbiene said:
Public display, yes or no?

I´am interested in your opinion.


For me, the public display of the victim is particularly important. It's just part of a crucifixion. I find the thought of hanging naked on the cross in front of a crowd of onlookers very arousing. I am completely helpless in the eyes of the pack. I can't hide anything. I'm hanging on the cross, at first I squirm in pain, later I'll probably hang moveless on the crossbeam, totally exhausted.

I suffer endlessly, I sweat, I scream, I cry and the people in front of the cross get every detail. They can see everything. I am defenseless against the looks of the people. They can look at me, they can get aroused by my nudity.

All these looks! Curious looks, pitying looks. I can read sadistic joy in some eyes. "You get what you deserve!" those looks say. They mostly come from women.

But there are also a girl or two my age in whose eyes I can see a burning desire. These girls who stand still in front of the cross wish to be in my place, just as I wished to be in the victims' place when I looked up at the nailed girls before my first crucifixion.

For me, this public display is simply part of a crucifixion. It's the icing on the cake.

However, I also have a fantasy in which I am chosen as a sacrifice for some nature deity and I am led to a lonely clearing in the forest or a deserted place in the mountains and I am crucified there.

But most of the time I'm nailed to the cross in public and there's a lot of onlookers.

I particularly like the two images from mp5stab entitled "The Square". Especially the pic "Laura-closeup". (Unfortunately I don't know how to post the pics here).

When I saw these pics for the first time I was electrified.

That was exactly my favorite fantasy!

To be crucified in the middle of a sprawling old-fashioned marketplace! In a fantasyland, either medieval or maybe in a Victorian world where steam engines already exist.

I really liked the idea of hanging suffering on the cross and watching the market going on below me and hearing a steam train leaving in the distance.

I also kind of fell in love with the two cool pictures because the girl on the right looks like me.

I love to imagine being dragged out of my jail cell, stripped of all my clothes and having my hands tied behind my back. I have been chosen in a selection process to be crucified in the market square every Saturday for a year. Then I am led naked across the market to my ready lying cross, right through the crowd staring curiously. I feel every single smooth cobblestone under my bare soles and I can feel people's eyes on my bare skin. I'm incredibly ashamed because I'm naked and everyone is looking at me, but at the same time it arouses me.

I'm afraid of crucifixion but I'm also excited. I know I don't have to die on the cross. The crucified girls are taken down from the crosses at the end of the day and healed in a temple in a holy pool. But they have to line up again the next market day to be crucified for a whole day.

Then we come to the crosses. They are on the ground. Strong men put me on the wood and are holding me. One nails me, driving the nails through my wrists and then sideways through my ankles (I also often imagine there's a pedestal and my feet get nailed like crucifixes in church. I like that even better) . Then my cross will be raised and I will ascend. It's an absolutely great feeling, but accompanied by ever-increasing pain.

When the cross is vertical, the pain hits me with full force and I start screaming. Then I squirm screaming on the cross and below me the people stand and watch. Although my eyes are half-blind with tears, I see everything clearly. I can feel the curious, compassionate, horny and eager looks of the pack on my bare skin. I am infinitely ashamed to be hanging naked on the cross in front of all these people, but just that shame I enjoy.

Also the excruciating pain. It's an incredible feeling sensation for me. I feel anguish, pain, regret, remorse and shame, but also a hidden joy and a little pride that I am enduring it all.

After hours on the cross I am so exhausted that I often hang on the cross very still and motionless for long periods of time. Then I can feel the looks of the market visitors even more clearly.


My question to you is now:

Is public display part of it for you? Or do you not care? What do you personally prefer?
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Personally being naked in front of people is not shameful or big deal from me. It comes from a culture.

However, what comes to my fantasies, they feed from the feelings of the woman, or what I think she might be feeling, so shame from nudity is very important and strong factor.

You described is so lividly, so for you, it’s mandatory to be stripped in front of the audience, letting them see everything, including the shameful response you body have on their looks and on the pain what is inflicted during the punishment.
 
Stungiskhan said:
Personally being naked in front of people is not shameful or big deal from me. It comes from a culture.
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Yes. Exhibitionistic peoples make crucifixion as punishment less attractive for the state, luckily the shame of being nude publically seems to be increased by the younger generations. Also more females seems to be ashamed of that than males. Also being nude publically is not the main point, it ment being nude before family, friends and coworkers. Also naturally being raped by the executioners before may make you unhappy. I personaly also like to show how my asshole is opened by a dildo in public, but few selected peoples also don't like to do that, so using some kind of cornu may also be shameful. But finally what make crucifixion as punishment for the Romans so attractive is its supposed effect on the afterlife and this was reversed in the christian believe. so the whole crucifixion stuff became no big deal for them. You might argue, that since it is the Jesus thing it might be blasphemous to do it "yourself", that would probably a way to establish it again.
 
dfg42 said:
Yes. Exhibitionistic peoples make crucifixion as punishment less attractive for the state, luckily the shame of being nude publically seems to be increased by the younger generations. Also more females seems to be ashamed of that than males. Also being nude publically is not the main point, it ment being nude before family, friends and coworkers. Also naturally being raped by the executioners before may make you unhappy. I personaly also like to show how my asshole is opened by a dildo in public, but few selected peoples also don't like to do that, so using some kind of cornu may also be shameful. But finally what make crucifixion as punishment for the Romans so attractive is its supposed effect on the afterlife and this was reversed in the christian believe. so the whole crucifixion stuff became no big deal for them. You might argue, that since it is the Jesus thing it might be blasphemous to do it "yourself", that would probably a way to establish it again.
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I don’t count myself exhibitionist but in Finnish culture, things have been and still are different.

In a past, families used to go into sauna together and all naked. When I was young, at 70’s and 80’s, teenagers typically went into sauna alone or with their friends but with larger family meetings (relatives) there were larger variety of people from mixed genders and ages.

At highschool parties (16-18) it was common that boys and girls went into sauna together in a group. It wasn’t sex-orgy, but a nice way to get rid of unnecessary inhibitions and uncertainties of own body. At first, most of the boys were willing and about half of the girls. Many times it was some girl who made the suggestion, let’s go together. It often included skinny dipping in a lake. As the number of parties grew, so did those who were not shy.

This continued in universities. There was a sauna in a campus, where I studied, and it was mixed gender nude sauna. Same thing was common in different hobbies where people gathered together.

At work we have half official sauna parties where first part was mandatory company program which continued with lunch and sauna, with paid drinks.

Everyone went into sauna nude, but women and men were separate. Sometimes there were only few women and they didn’t want to miss all the fun, so they asked if they could come with us. Then they most of the time had bikinis on, but men were naked. This was still about 2018, but now things have changed a bit, since there are more foreigners at work and also times have changed.

I don’t know about younger generation now, but probably things have changed dramatically because social media and increased pressure from beauty standards.

This is not any imaginary fantasy world but real situation where I have grown up. Most of the girls weren’t afraid of nudity or felt they had to cover it to hide their flaws.

Nowadays there are those who don’t dare to show themselves at all because they live their lives through social media and selected or manipulated pictures and are been afraid if people see them for real when they are not in their absolute best.
 
Stungiskhan said:
I don’t count myself exhibitionist but in Finnish culture, things have been and still are different.
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It was not supposed as deragotary term, just as description.
Stungiskhan said:
In a past, families used to go into sauna together and all naked. When I was young, at 70’s and 80’s, teenagers typically went into sauna alone or with their friends but with larger family meetings (relatives) there were larger variety of people from mixed genders and ages.
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That make sense, a little south of you, only the richer had sauna's and I can not figure out how they handle nudity but I remember that my parents and me were wearing bathing suit under a solar lamp. Makes no sense to me, actually. Without family I observed growing nudity at beaches and swimming pool from about 1970is on, but collapsing after 2000. If this is due to migration or body shaming I do not know. Another thing is that I regularly go swimming early in the morning at a lake together with a not related group of elderly people. Guess those having work can not join, I work sometimes in night shifts. Me and interestingly an about 80 year old female allways swam nude and it seems that now most of the males go nude, while the females still use the bathing clothes.
Stungiskhan said:
At highschool parties (16-18) it was common that boys and girls went into sauna together in a group. It wasn’t sex-orgy, but a nice way to get rid of unnecessary inhibitions and uncertainties of own body. At first, most of the boys were willing and about half of the girls. Many times it was some girl who made the suggestion, let’s go together. It often included skinny dipping in a lake. As the number of parties grew, so did those who were not shy.

This continued in universities. There was a sauna in a campus, where I studied, and it was mixed gender nude sauna. Same thing was common in different hobbies where people gathered together.

At work we have half official sauna parties where first part was mandatory company program which continued with lunch and sauna, with paid drinks.

Everyone went into sauna nude, but women and men were separate. Sometimes there were only few women and they didn’t want to miss all the fun, so they asked if they could come with us. Then they most of the time had bikinis on, but men were naked. This was still about 2018, but now things have changed a bit, since there are more foreigners at work and also times have changed.

I don’t know about younger generation now, but probably things have changed dramatically because social media and increased pressure from beauty standards.

This is not any imaginary fantasy world but real situation where I have grown up. Most of the girls weren’t afraid of nudity or felt they had to cover it to hide their flaws.

Nowadays there are those who don’t dare to show themselves at all because they live their lives through social media and selected or manipulated pictures and are been afraid if people see them for real when they are not in their absolute best.
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Or you could say, whenever a nude or porn pic of you appears in the internet:"Oh that is not me, just a deep-fake, look my dick is not that huge...."
 
Yes! in the simple answer! And let people watch this happen! and adds Loincloth too! then on the cross naked!

1 tie them to a flogging post and whip them until fall to their knees.
2 get a wooden beam that's 6 feet long. and two ropes that are 3 feet long.
3 force them on their stomach. arms out and put the beam on them and tie down four arms.
4 then force to walk with the beam up a hill and whip as moves to a sandy area with the post of the cross.
5 force on the back and tie down wrist and then play with his cock and balls.
6 lift him onto the upright beam and let him hang for a bit and then tie down ankles. Before playing with his ass a little and making him suck a didlo and use a vibrator to put in his ass. let him stay up there until he cums out. three times.
 
Public exposure: yes, it's part of my fantasies (and my drawings). The condemned woman must be naked and exposed to the shame and laughter of those who see her suffer. This is a very strong form of psychological torture, like disgust and terror, which together with pain are essential components of the execution of the sentence by the executioners. In ancient times it was just like this...
 
maumau59 said:
Public exposure: yes, it's part of my fantasies (and my drawings). The condemned woman must be naked and exposed to the shame and laughter of those who see her suffer. This is a very strong form of psychological torture, like disgust and terror, which together with pain are essential components of the execution of the sentence by the executioners. In ancient times it was just like this...
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This is my thoughts, I refuse to be crucified in any way except for in the nude. I must be exposed to my full shame while I die (or simply hang there for X hours depending on the sentence).
 
dfg42 said:
Probably that is why they used loincloths. When the crucified wants to be nude, you prevent that. Remember, crucifixion is a punishment.
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"What is your last wish before we crucify you!?"
"I want to keep my loincloth on!"
"Denied!"

You see! You got to play this a little bit smart!:roto2nuse:
 
Loxuru said:
"What is your last wish before we crucify you!?"
"I want to keep my loincloth on!"
"Denied!"

You see! You got to play this a little bit smart!:roto2nuse:
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My last wish is to show my cock all my relatives and friends a last time.

You say that because you want to be crucified with loincloth.

Don't try to outsmart the Roman legionnaries!
 
Loxuru said:
As an optio, I hate that!
No games of pretentious cleverness on my crucifixion duties!
They try to play the smartass? Well they will be bareass on their cross! All of them! No fancy textile, by Jupiter!
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Okay let us do the following, we crucify all nude, especially if it is the crucifixion of young and beautiful females, we also crucify all males nude with the exception
of @Loinclothslave because he is the Loinclothslave, of @Rufuss because also his crucifixion pics with loincloth are beautiful and sexy and of me @dfg42 because my dick is small and despicable.
 
Loxuru said:
Request for loincloth overruled! Variation is the spice of life! :devil:
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That is horrible thought, since we are all very ashamed being nude, even people which are not expected to be

blackshame.jpg

one at least should cover minimaly while on cross, similar as for example if a cornu enters you

noshamed.jpg,

because you would never show that pic, in a nude way

shamed.jpg. I would be completely ashamed, and even worse
due to the pain and the missing experience my dick would stay limbed not like
him

rigged.jpg
 
@Loinclothslave and @dfg42 : :icon_tfno:

Gentlemen! Don't forget that the crucified is never right! It is the crowd! They came for bare flesh, in all its variation, not for a loincloth fashion show!:roto2nuse:
On the other hand, it would not be fair, insisting to hide your modesty behind a tiny rag of textile, not fair to me and the other crucified (m/f) who offer to give themselves completly, regardless of our bodily imperfections. After all, small or big penis, on the cross it is all the same, because it has become useless, and that is the point to show!:roto2rie:
So I would say : do not spoil your own fifteen minutes of fame by irrelevant shame! Away with that loincloth, accept it to show it all, and, as one of you would say : "Take it as a man!" :devil:
 
Loxuru said:
@Loinclothslave and @dfg42 : :icon_tfno:

Gentlemen! Don't forget that the crucified is never right! It is the crowd! They came for bare flesh, in all its variation, not for a loincloth fashion show!:roto2nuse:
On the other hand, it would not be fair, insisting to hide your modesty behind a tiny rag of textile, not fair to me and the other crucified (m/f) who offer to give themselves completly, regardless of our bodily imperfections. After all, small or big penis, on the cross it is all the same, because it has become useless, and that is the point to show!:roto2rie:
So I would say : do not spoil your own fifteen minutes of fame by irrelevant shame! Away with that loincloth, accept it to show it all, and, as one of you would say : "Take it as a man!" :devil:
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Yes, the crowd, they will arrive with all their iPhones making pics of me on the cross. Naturally I want to look perfect, with a fashionable loincloth. It is my last appearence, so one want to give a perfect impression. There might even be a new TV format such as "Germanys next top crucified", where the screaming voice of Heidi Klum, will easely overturn my screams on the cross and while her appearence might give me real hard-on
heidiklum.jpg

My size be compared on the iPhones with the "dfg42vspornstar.app" and the result will be very shameful. But I most
say that in the old Roman times a small one was the sign of noble origin, so probably better to be crucified in the old time.
So let me search where I put my time machine, or has someone sees it, it looks like
time.jpg
 
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