REVOLT 2
--I was lucky i guess, rescue came to me, if you can call a life condemned to slavery as luck.
The slavers had arrived to take out women folk, there greedy eyes fixed upon our crosses, they had whispered conversations with our roman tormentors and no doubt deals were done, for the purchases of some of the crucified as slaves much coin would go the soldiers way.
The slavers walked down the lines of crosses examining us, that was a terrible moment, the sudden of of rescue mixed with the terror of being left on the cross to endure their agony of crucifixion until death. I could see the crucified flexing there muscles on there arms and legs, trying to look strong and brave despite the gnawing pain they endured, the pleading and the wails of utter woe from those rejected was the most bleak sound i have ever heard.
Part of me felt contempt for the crucified as they displayed there goods before the slavers, flexing and thrusting there naked bodies in a desperate attempt to escape there crosses and yet when my turn came i did exactly the same. The unrelieved and cramping pain of the cross was becoming beyond endurance and i would have done anything to escape. The Slavers were well armed, weather beaten men with shrewd eyes. They stood before my cross and i gritted my teeth against the pain, i pulled my arms against the ropes and allowed the muscles in my arms to bulge and flex, i tried to puff out my chest despite the grinding pain that tortured my crucified body, the watched my efforts with expressionless faces, they prodded the muscles in my legs with bony fingers, testing the strength of my fibre. The cupped my naked balls thin there hands as if examining fruit and i tried not to cringe and pull away from there attentions, They force my mouth open with the hilt of a whip to examine my teeth.
My heart pounded as they stood deliberation. i had never felt so naked or exposed, they did not know me or want to all i was to them was meat on display to be judged. Even to the Romans i was a foe to be punished but to these slavers i was just profit. i felt so degraded and yet terrified that i would not make the grade and be left to die on my cross.
They nodded and i felt a wave of relief as i felt the ropes about my torn ankles cut and then thudded into the dirt as the bonds about my wrists were cut. i rolled around naked in the dirt for a moment tortured by pins and needles tortured my freed limbs. I heard the crack of a whip and i staggered shakenly to my numbed feet. My hands were bound behind my back and a loop of rope about my neck and i was joined to the line of selected slaves, bound and naked that we were we had at least survived.
As we were lead away we had to walk the line of our less lucky comrades who still hung in agony on there crosses and would do for the the days it would take them to die, they pleaded to us to help them or insulted us as sell outs and traitors.
i was led away from my burned home and crucified comrades to a life as a roman slave....
the march seemed endless, we just stumbled along in out bonds as our en-slavers rode next to us, we were silent, in shock from the recent brutality inflicted upon us, bound and naked we were marched away from everything we had ever known. Our injuries from the cross were left unattended and no food or water were offered, any hint of weakness and the slavers would lash out with their whips, to many signs of weakness and the unfortunate slave earned a sword in the belly and left on the roadside to die.
Fear also ate at me, the Romans cruel and callous way in which they treated there slaves was now uppermost in my mind, as a slave i was now property to be abused and used in anyway my new masters saw fit. A Roman slave could be whipped, branded, maimed or marked without protection of the law. Any legal dealing i had now would be under torture the only way my evidence would now be admissible. We are rough uneducated folk, we will not go to some expensive villa to undertake kitchen or household duties, for us it will be the mines, the galley or the sword. All fates that give horror to the soul of a civilized man. I felt sick with fear and shock and so ashamed as i trudged naked through the world exposed to the gaze and taunts of those we passed.
We arrived at long last, dirty and cold ,at the small merchant town of Hazzla, it was night and the streets were lit with torches, the orange flames reflecting off our naked bodies. Forced into the market square, its edges guarded by armed soldiers the square was already packed with naked, chained prisoners who looked at us with indifferent dead eyes, there spirits broken, as were ours. These were crude, dirty men, unkempt but strong, no baths or oil for slaves such as these, the buyers for them... for us... just wanted drones, cattle, work horses, our new masters wanted muscle not elegant houseslaves to be perfumed and easy on the eye.
We squatted and sat on the cold stone flags, huddling together against the cold of the night, the heat of each others flesh the only comfort. Nobody spoke, the shock, we had all lost everything we had ever known, friends and family, wives and children, we had all suffered the cross and endured the march. One of our number wept. I just felt the relief of rest. My feet burned and everyone of my muscles ached, i was hungry and thirsty and full of terror and yet i was so tired i drifted into sleep wondering what fresh horrors tomorrows market day would bring...
The night was a cool one and we were naked,
we huddled together for warmth and protection, yet i slept from pure
exhaustion, my dreams were full of horrors, slain Friends, my burning
home, Death sneering with rage as i was removed from my cross, "Be
seeing you" she hissed.
I awoke to an explosion of activity, tunic clad slaves with water and
brooms scrubbing the flags of the market square where so many slaves
had soiled it, guards ensuring the security of the slaves, slavers and
scribes finalizing the details of the forthcoming days sale.
It was cold and early, dawn just creeping across the sky, the
surrounding buildings looking black and sinister in the gloom.
Hot wet against my bare back as the chained man behind me pisses,
acrid and stinking, i turn in rage chains clanking and yet my rage
melts as i see the look of utter degraded shame on the face of the
terrified and naked man chained behind me, wetting himself for the
first time since childhood, he whispers something in a language i do
not understand and i turn back.
"UP UP!" comes the command from many armed and brutal guards with
harsh cries and the crack of whips,
we climb to our feet, chains clanking, groaning, limbs protesting
after a night on the cold hard ground.
Row upon row of chained and dirty naked men, some cowered and ashamed,
hands cupping there cocks and balls, some proud and defiant, chests
outs and eyes full of hate. Sounds of protests, wails of fear, the
clank of chains in the air, like the waiting room for Hades. Some hard
cases dragged and kicked to their feet, snarling and spitting. I
remember trying to look casual, not too tough and not to humble,
trying not to be noticed, trying to blend into the crowd, trying to
avoid the attentions of our harsh masters.
I feel ashamed as the cold has shrunk my cock and balls, insanely i
try to think sexy thoughts and increase the flow of blood to my
manhood, my body is all i have now i want it to look good, then i
realise i am wrong, it is not my body anymore it is owned by others to
do with what they will and soon it will be sold on to another.
cruel laughter down the line where a young man sports and erection,
his face red with humiliation.
we were offered no food or water, that would be for our new masters to
provide.
The Market Master swaggered up the rows of naked, cowered or
protesting slaves, whip in hand, i remember his speech, made in many
languages, clever man despite his brutal appearance, i remember what
happened next more, "You are slaves now, you were free but now you are
property. you must forget your old lives, you must forget yourself, as
slaves you are subject to the whims of your master without defence or
rights of any kind, to survive you must obey, that is al,l obey! If
you do not obey you will suffer, branded, whipped, maimed, amputated,
blinded or crucified, work hard and earn the respect of your new
Master and you might live, you could even earn your freedom, but these
are just words, men do not believe words but they understand actions,
learn this lesson slaves for your lives depend on it..." he beckons to
his guards.
The armoured soldiers haul a struggling man into view, one of the more
rowdy of our number, a short but powerful man, his filthy body was
meaty but strong, cock swings between his powerful thighs as he
struggles in the soldiers grip, he shouts and bellows in a language i
don't recognise but his lumpen face is full of fury. They drag, punch
and kick the slave to the heart of the market square. He stands
panting and defiant all to aware that all our eyes are on him, sweat
rolls streaky lines down his dirty skin, his face a mask of hate, the
soldiers stand around him, whips in hand, flagrums's the lictors most
savage lash, three leather thongs studded with bits of bone and metal
to rip the skin. The slaves expression of anger turns to shock as with
a sudden crack the guard behind him lashes his unprotected back, his
face creases in agony before filling with hatred, he turns to charge
at his attacker when another guard to his side whips his turned back,
he spins about and is whipped by another, he is surrounded and lashed
from all sides, he tried to fight his attackers but the whip rains
down on him, his powerful body soon running with blood as the whips
hack and slice into him, back in shreds, ass, thighs chest and belly
all welted and bloody, chunks of bloody meat whipped from him, fuck he
is brave and only falls when a whip embeds into his scrotum and a
fleshy chunk torn from them, he writhes on the ground his bloody arms
raised to protect himself before curling into a quivering, rolling
ball, the soldiers are without mercy and continue to lash, his bellows
turn to screams turn to groans and then silence. If he is dead when
they call on two slaves to drag him from the market square i cannot
tell but i doubt what’s left will live long.
"Learn from his example slaves and do not suffer his fate" we are
silent and shocked as a number of slaves scrub the gore from the
flagstones, when the unhappy remains are cleared the Market Master
calls,
"Open the gates, allow in the customers..."
So we stood, waiting, new meat in the market, the customers sauntering
into the market, the slavers fawned over these rich men, the contrast
to us could not have been more stark, they in there fine robes, well
fed, shaved and pampered, us naked, chained, unshaven and starving.
We were objects, not men, goods to be sold, the customers insulting
and degrading us, mocking us, trying to get the price lower, the
slavers talking us up, highlighting our good points, but describing us
all in the physical, as things not people.
I was examined by many as were we all. I still don't know if the
customers were truly interested or needed the information they gained
from the degrading study of our naked flesh or weather it was just a
power thing, enjoying there superiority over another living being.
"Show us you teeth"
"flex your muscles"
"pull back your foreskin"
"hmmm bit short"
"looks strong enough"
"getting on a bit"
"fuck what a stink, pass me the rose water"
Feeling their hands on my body, even my most intimate parts and being
unable to do anything to prevent it, feeling them gripping the muscles
in my arms and thighs, I feel them hold my balls as if examining
fruit,
"Think he could be used for stud?"
"Nah i have seen better"
"think he is strong enough"
PAIN!
a sudden gut punch to my belly, hard. Pain explodes through my belly
and i grunt, i am shocked at this sudden unprovoked attacked and feel
myself stagger, but i am clever, i realise this is a test and i
understand that a strong slave will have a better fate than a weak on
so i keep my face calm, i stand tall, i control my breathing despite
the throbbing ache in my guts.
These particular customers look at each other and whisper, have i
passed? have i failed? why am i evening trying to impress these vile
men? Why was i cooperating with my exposure and submission, then i
remember the terrible feeling of hanging from the cross and the
horrific sight of our comrade being flogged to death and i answer my
own question. Why don't i resist? Fear.
One by one we were led to the block, an old stone worn smooth by the
thousands of slave feet that had stood upon it. It was mid afternoon
by now and the sun beat down, hot upon our naked bodies, sweat rolled
down us and the musky smell of men hung heavy in the air.
Standing on the block was a powerfully humiliating experience, to
stand naked before the vast crowd of gawpers and customers, every man
no matter how big, or strong, or endowed, always has insecurities,
always had nagging doubts and to stand so exposed to public attention
was deeply cruel. To have been free and now to stand naked and in
chains was a blow to the confidence that breaks many men. Also i
remember insane actions, suddenly wanting to look good, flexing my
muscles, sticking out my chest out, giving my half smile that had
always been so popular with my sexual conquests, trying to impress,
why? Humiliating though this was the ultimate humiliation would to be
not bid for or to go for a small fee,
mad thoughts but they went through my head.
The bidding was in Latin and i struggled to fellow but hands were
raised and numbers shouted, i was being bid for, i was going to be
sold, control of my body, control of my life was to be given over to
another.
I was sold into an uncertain future