this bit's for cx
13 Beating between the legs
Only when I was untied did I feel what I’d been through. My arms and shoulders were stiff. I had to move carefully until they worked again. Amazed, I stood beside the cross lying on the floor, looking at the wooden structure that had held me captive for one and a half hours. It was enough to think about what I had experienced, to let me get aroused. I had accepted the captivity of wood and ropes, and in a way it had liberated me, simply blown me away. Orgasm on the cross was stunning, the ropes that held me had prolonged my sensual spasms to a small eternity. I was so happy, I was also impressed at how easily I’d endured it. I felt proud of what I had come through, as well as wondering a little – I’d never thought I’d hold out so easily. Of course, the huge excitement had shortened the time, on my way to orgasm I’d completely forgotten the time, and the pain, though I still felt it distinctly under the excitement, had been warmly welcomed to me. But I won’t always cum on the cross, how would it feel then? Well .... my body was going to learn that in the afternoon.
Dorothea came up behind me, she put her arms around me. "How was it?" she asked, "Could you stand it?" "Yes, I had to," I replied, smiling to myself. Yes, compulsion, being held by force, is part of it, it’s the icing on the cake. "It hurt, but it was especially nice, I felt strong." "How does it feel for you, stripping naked for me to tie you?" My cousin’s hand slipped down my abdomen and between my legs, immediately I moved my legs a little way apart to give her access. "It's quite simple," I explained, "I take my clothes off. Done. It feels no different to taking them off for a shower." Dorothea's fingers stroked gently, oh sweet fire in my pussy! "Is that it?" she asked, "You simply take them off because you don’t wear a tennis dress or shorts and a blouse on the cross?" Her fingers were stroking, they were arousing me, I welcomed them down there. "It's erotic," I admitted. "Being naked is very exciting." "It turns you on?" Doro wanted to know. I nodded. “To be fully exposed feels good, you can feel everything so intensely, even shame. Sometimes I imagine that people are in the shop looking at me." I blushed.
"You feel strong?" asked Dorothy. "Yes," I replied. "It's unbelievable. I seem to be getting used to crucifixion. it really is a kind of training that I’m undergoing." "Of course it is," said my cousin, stroking and rubbing gently between my legs. I had to suppress a sigh. "You’re training your body and your mind for ever higher performance. It's like cycle training. That guy Hiasl
[1] was given a pair of wheels in March - you know him? " "Hiasl? Is he the blonde bloke from the back alley?" "No, that’s Mattie, Hiasl lives in the main street, the old house next to the church." "Oh, that one! The one with the glasses and his rabbit." "That’s it, breeds rabbits and reads books all day. So he’s started bike training. Before, he just had an old bike that he sometimes rode to swimming or to the next village to see his grandmother, nothing else. With the new bike he’s been training properly. He's not ridden for two years, he told me. The first day he barely managed 10 to 15 kilometers, his legs had got so weak. He said he was delighted with every red light and every intersection where he had to make a stop. But in the second week he was already doing 20 to 35 km, and in the third he managed 50 km. From thereon, it quickly picked up. He told how great it felt, as if his legs were "hard", and he finally made 100 km without difficulty."
Dorothea stroked me further between my pussy-lips. "You’re doing exactly the same, Lisette, you’re training. You’re making enormous progress from day to day. Who knows how long you’ll be able to endure in the end. It will always hurt, but you'll get used to it and stand it better and better. In addition ...." she pressed firmly on my clit, I shuddered, couldn’t suppress a groan, "....you love pain, Lisette. You’ve got to admit it, it’s a fact, it turns you on if it hurts. You’ve just been dreaming about it for quite a long time. The way you look up there on the cross! Totally blissful. I'm really jealous of you, Lisette."
[1] Hiasl is a Bavarian/ Austrian form of Hiesel, a pet-form of Matthias. As the name of a character in folklore, it can mean a clumsy fellow.