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As a pair of huge men moved across to grab my arms, I glanced back, eyes wide, glimpsed the cage and what was inside it, bright little bead-eyes, rough tawny fur, little white teeth, claws ... I shrank away instinctively, as they led me downstairs a sharp hiss followed me.
So this is the place, the Colonel's Bedroom ... no windows, bright light, bare walls, tiles on the floor, a water-tap, a drain, a desk and some chairs, a bench with a glistening black whip on it, some machinery, and dominating the room, two pieces of stark metal furniture, the Bed and the Chair.
They removed the plastic cuffs from my wrists. “Strip!” I glanced at that whip, obeyed. Not much to take off – shorts, shirt, bra and briefs – put them on the bench. Again I felt my nakedness, I'd got so used to it in the IPCG, but I'd only been bare with Barbara during my months at the Depot, now I was in front of men again, feeling like I was a little kid.
I turned to let them look at me – best to co-operate – stood as I knew I must, legs wide open, trembling fingers gripping my bare buttocks, eyes lowered submissively, lips slightly parted, wondering,‘will they rape me now?’ The sergeant read my thoughts, “Not yet, you little whore, we know what you're wanting! After we’ve tortured you soaked in sweat and quivering with pain, that's when we'll fuck you. Girls’ cunts are more excited when they’ve had electric current through them, and us men more horny when we’ve watched your sexy body dancing in agony!”
Now to the Bed. A steel beam lay along it, hinged to the base-frame at one end, resting on the bottom bar of an upright steel framt at the other end, so it was at a slight angle. They made me climb on to it and sit astride, facing the upright frame. “Lie down!” The hard steel felt cold to my naked shoulders, back and thighs as I lay back. But I kept still, knowing if I struggle I’ll feel that whip. “Hold out your wrists!” Steel manacles, so familiar to my slender arms, my bones still ridged by the irons I'd worn as a slavegirl in the IPCG. They screwed them tight, they hurt, then pulled my arms above my head and clipped the chains to a steel ring near the end of the beam.
“Open your legs.” I spread them wide with a little sigh, feeling my vulnerability.They took hold of my ankles and lifted them to the top of the upright frame, forcing my legs still wider as they clipped steel restraints to hold them securely near the top corners of the frame.
Then, turning a small handle, they moved the frame so that the beam was pushed up a bit further, and my legs were flexed. Now I was shackled, lying on my back, arms stretched back above my head, my thighs lifted up and held wide apart, my knees at right-angles.
I could move a bit, lift my trunk, struggle and twist, but felt very conscious of my thighs held wide, no way I could close them - my private parts were so conveniently exposed – a perfect position for a female torture victim! I was quivering in fear, and yet I felt a strange sense of security now I was back in bondage, even some weird thrill in my defenceless nakedness.
They switched on a bright lamp above me making me blink. Now they started shaving me – “Ouch!” Don’t wriggle, I told myself, they’ll cut me - feeling my armpits, groin, my tender love-parts last caressed by Barbara scraped.
I watched with horror what was coming next. One of them took a flame-gun off the table, brought it over, pointed it between my legs... I was shrieking, begging him not to.... oooooooow!
It didn’t last long, he turned it off when he was happy no trace of hair was left. My skin was red and raw, my tenderest parts throbbing with pain. Now my body was swabbed with greasy water, to make the electric current surge across my skin. They fingered me like Barbara did, flicking my nipples.Then, in between my thighs, one opened the still hot, burning flesh-folds- I screamed -he touched the trembling seed, feeling right inside me. I tugged at the tight-screwed manacles, but of course there's no escape! My blood pumped hard, I was panting, sweating, although my conscience told me I was hating it, I sighed with pleasure as my tits and clitoris swelled hard. In spite of my terror my breasts were throbbing and firm, my sex soft, warm, tumid.
But now they’d got me ready for the Instruments: clips on my pulsing nipples, armpits, thighs, quivering labia - “Ow!” - the clips bit into my burnt flesh so sharply! And finally to make my sexual Torture complete, a wet steel scouring pad, like a wire tampon, was forced into my cunt. I heard the machine start, making a constant hum, then the message on the intercom: “She’s ready sir!” We waited, minutes seeming like hours.
At last the Colonel came, with the Interrogator, the UCS man, and fourth man in a a white coat. That one checked me, making sure the electrodes were precisely where they’ll cause most pain, to my breasts, my vulva, close to my clitoris. I trembled, my muscles taut, tense, yet I felt excited – even eager!
Questions began. At first, I thought my answers and confessions seemed okay -perhaps I was satisfying him, might I be spared the horror? But bit by bit his tone became impatient, harder, angrier... and then, “Begin!”
“Ahhhh!”
Power screamed right through my body to the metal beam, I felt on fire! I heard my own shrieks, high, piercing, echoing round the chamber. I jerked, leapt about, kicked wildly, my shoulders and buttocks springing up off the Bed. My hair swung wildly, my head shaking side to side, teeth snapping – they thrust my little briefs into my mouth so I wouldn’t bite my tongue off.
The electric shocks were ten, twenty, perhaps thirty seconds each, with brief gaps in between, some more, some less, some to my genitals, some to my breasts,
sometimes to both.
Between the torturings they went on questioning, threatening, shouting. As soon as they saw me relax a tiny bit, my heart-beat slowing, again they'd torture me! I was held in constant terrified anticipation.
Still they keep on and on. I swore I’d told him all I knew. “Liar! You little whore, you're going to tell us every dirty little secret you’re trying to hide!”
Sometimes they moved the clips, twiddling the wire pad inside me slightly, just so I wouldn’t get numb – I felt a fresh bit of my flesh being made ready for the pain.
That wire pad spreads the shocks right through my genitals, arousing my clitoris, stimulating ovaries so I could feel moisture oozing through my cunt-lips even in the heights of pain, the muscles of my womb were seizing and contracting – exquisite, burning agony deep inside my womanhood! And, worst of all was when they touched my quivering female parts with the electric probe. That sent a current like a streak of fire right through me to the nearest terminal.
My youthful body was no longer my own, they’d made it an electric toy that moved at each touch of the switch, jump, jerk, sharp squeals coming out of it.
In between the inflictions, I'd scream, beg them for mercy, plead again and again, “Let me confess!” They laughed - “We’re in no hurry, slut, we’ve hardly started on you, you're going to suffer much, much more!”
At last, like in the Interrogation Unit, a smart young woman in a miniskirt brought in a sheet of paper - my confession, typed up in readiness. They paused from torturing me, released my hands, made me sit up, so I could read it – “Read it out loud, cunt, so we can hear you!”
Then they make me scrawl, shaking, my name and number. It made me cry, just seeing my poor name scarcely legible, all I’d got left that was mine, even that was breaking apart!
“You know the routine, you must remember your confession – every word – so you’ll repeat it while we're torturing you, over and over.”
Just a little space they let me lie there, sweating, gasping, sobbing begging for water. They refused. I was shuddering still, my breasts, womb and genitals, still gripped with cruel orgasms. The Medical Inspector fingered me. My eyes pleaded helplessly as he felt inside: “Still nice and wet and throbbing – a fine, healthy cunt, it's ready for more!”
“Right," said Ioannides, coldly, "but I think it’s time to fuck her first. Lie back, slag, get ready for rape!” They fixed my arms above my head again, released my feet and moved the frame away. I was lying, panting, bracing myself as one of the Torturers, a huge, obese wrestler, took off his pants.
I did as I knew I must, pressing my feet down on the metal grid of the bed-base, raising my wide-open thighs, lifting my buttocks off the steel beam, face up, blinking under the lamp, lips parted, signalling my readiness. It had become routine, my instinct now.
“That’s the way girl!”the other Torturer said, “You know how to receive a man” “Of course she does”, Ioannides snarled, “Merida's little cow’s been selling herself around since she was twelve!”
My rapist hurled himself on me. It hurt as my cunt, still quivering and burning from the electric pain, was forced wide open by his massive prick. I worked with my thighs as he thrust and pumped in me, turning my head aside with a sigh for him to gnaw at my neck. As his semen burst, I felt the warmth inside my flesh.
He knelt up, spat in my face, and slapped my cheek. I whispered – as I knew I must – “Thankyou Sir – I hope I pleased you Sir.”
And now the others had their turns- nearly all of them, one by one, even the Medical Inspector, but not Ioannides nor the UCS Agent, they just stood there watching - the UCS man impassive, Ioannides with a cold, contemptuous smirk on his lips.
My body was tired, sore, feeling stuffed full of boiling semen. As soon as they'd done, they fitted the Instruments again. After the gang-rape, I was more sensitive, blood was returning to the tortured spots, my nerves responding, the soreness inflamed – it’s all part of the process, increments of added pain.
The Torture started again. My muscles seized, gripping my womb and thighs, like I was giving birth over and over. I was aroused, orgasmic, raped, in a cruel parody of sexual ecstasy!
I felt they were gouging out even my mind from me, the thoughts I’d always had about myself – perhaps they’re wrong? Perhaps the hideous things they make me say are true?
“Oh let me talk!” I begged, “Oh, please, let me tell you...” “Repeat your confession, whore!” snarled Ioannides. I gasped, and tried to splutter out the words, fighting my crumbling memory to recall...
He had to prompt me several times. I paid the price – he shouted to the men, “Punish her!”. The whip cut viciously across my breasts, ribs, fanny, thighs – a different kind of pain, more raw, more elemental than electric shocks, another variety of agony. Three dozen strokes, my bare skin stinging, criss-crossed with weals, great purple bruises, red patches of internal bleeding...
Yet again they fitted the electrodes. Hour after hour. I hardly heard their questions now, I could not understand, I was gabbling nonsense, sobbing and howling, even laughing hysterically. I’d lost all sense of time.
The Torture only stopped when they thought I might die. “Shall we let her dress, or keep her naked?” “Just let her have her bra and briefs. Keep those parts warm for next time, little slut – we’ll soon be having fun with you again!” I climbed down off the Bed, pulled on my undies – the parts they touched tremble, I sobbed at the soreness.
As I tried to walk I staggered, my legs were still shaking. I fell and crawled on my hands and knees, guards kicking and beating me, dragging me by my hair, across to a trapdoor in the corner of the Bedroom. They pushed me into it, I dropped into a pit about a metre deep and less than that wide. I crouched down, ready to curl up on the concrete floor.
They were about to shut the trapdoor above me when Ioannides called, "Stop, wait! She can have a companion." One of the men was away for a few minutes, he returned carrying a cage, which was dropped into the pit onto my still quivering flesh. I moved aside and pushed it into position so my body wrapped around it in the tiny space.
"Hisssss!" In the brief seconds before the trapdoor slammed shut, I saw it, close up against my face, its beady eyes peering into mine, its little jaws snapping fiercely through the bars of the cage – the rat!