5
When the President, his family, and the rest of the Junta had enjoyed enough of our mothers' early struggles on their crosses, we Killhope Girls were marched away from the Place of Execution down to a terrace on the hillside below where the crosses stood, much smaller than the plateau where the main stadium was located, but big enough for a sports pitch and a grandstand set against the cliffside, and clearly visible from the crosses where our mothers hung.
Piniero and his entourage occupied the grandstand, on a platform in the centre of the pitch we girls performed our programme, all our dances and our now ritualised wrestling with and being "broken" by The Giant. This was what it had all been for, all it had been leading up to – our final degradation in the presence of our conqueror and ruler, with our tormented mothers forced to watch from their death-torture on their crosses!
We danced as we knew we must, for any of us to do otherwise would have invited God knows what vicious collective punishment for us, and even – scarcely imaginable! – worse suffering for our mums. A Military band accompanied us merrily, we played our parts adequately, though I felt none of that bliss of movement I'd experienced when I was first made to display my ability to the lower ranks in their club at the IPCG – now I, and Laura and my cousins, were just going through the motions.
But it satisfied the VIPs, young female bodies gyrating, leaping, displaying to best advantage were enough to set their hormones racing, they applauded with genuine excitement and demanded encores.
I was expecting we'd be auctioned at the end as usual, but instead we were allowed a much-needed drink of water, then trooped back up to the crosses. Barriers had been erected around them now, Guards were controlling a huge, continuous stream of spectators, laughing and jeering, thoroughly enjoying the holiday spectacle as they moved slowly along the pathway, allowed to pause and enjoy each victim for a minute or two, then ordered on so the next batch could have their turn.
We girls were pushed through the crowd and into the enclosure. Our mothers were now hanging relatively still, though twisting and jerking in spasms of pain. It was the middle of the day, the sun was beating down, their bodies were gleaming with sweat, crawling with flies.
They were supported now by wooden rests screwed to the uprights under their groins. It was no gesture of mercy, the supports were tapered in section to a slender top edge that cut into each woman's vulva as she rested on it, and its purpose was to take their body-weight and ensure they'd go on breathing for much, much longer, to prolong their death-agony as far as possible.
And, looking closely, I could see a metal rod screwed through the wooden seat, pushing up into my Mum's vagina. She could still lift her body to some extent, and when she did so to ease the discomfort of the support, the lower part of the rod, smeared with blood and juices, was briefly visible; when she sank down again, it must have thrust deep into the place where my sister and I began our lives.
She groaned when she saw us, croaked "Lali! Laura!", but no more, she could not summon breath to speak from her aching lungs, and anyway she, and we, would have attracted punishment if we'd tried to communicate. I just smiled at her, trying still to appear strong and brave.
On each of the cross-uprights, metal rings had been fitted, and we girls were now shackled to these by our wrist-irons, arms stretched up above our heads to reach them.
I was chained in position by a Sergeant-Major, the one who'd commanded the squad of Cadets who'd driven us along in the parade this morning and who'd directed them in moving us to the various parts of the Stadium during the day's proceedings. He'd seemed vaguely familiar, but I had other preoccupations and hadn't thought about him.
But now he took hold of my arms and made me stretch them up to be shackled, he looked me straight in the eye with a slight grin, and winked! At once he came back to me – the Sergeant in the Club, the one who'd first made me dance! I grinned back – for all he'd done to me and made me do, I'd formed a strange affection for him and his rough squaddies. He locked me into position, and turned away to check the other girls.
Laura and I were positioned either side of our mother, facing left and right, Carina and Julia were likewise stationed either side of Christina, while Faith was shackled to a ring on the support under her mum's groin, where all the body fluids that came uncontrollably from the cross-victim's outlet's would pour on the daughter – the most degrading position for both of them.
Mum's thigh was close to my face, I could smell her sweat and female odours strongly, see blood trickling down from the spike in her genitals, her nailed foot oozing dark gore fed on by gross black flies, and feel her leg move as she fought to cope with the pain, constantly lifting and sinking, gasping for air.
Between the crosses were two great metal fire-baskets, filled with blazing coals tended by naked slavegirls. Arranged on the coals were various iron instruments, glowing hot – pokers, pincers, and, most evil-looking, rake-like tools with five vicious curved claws.
A crew of Cadets, mainly boys but there were a couple of girls too, had the job of ensuring the victims had no rest from their sufferings. Whenever one of our mothers seemed to grow faint, her head hanging, her breathing slow, a couple of them would use their whips, while two more would fetch a pair of heated metal tools from the brazier and apply it to the woman's body – poking her armpits or groin, squeezing her breasts with the pincers, slashing the strained muscles of her flanks with the cruel rake.
When they'd got her screaming and leaping wildly in renewed agony, they'd use the same tortures on her daughters. These interludes, which occurred increasingly frequently as the day wore on, delighted the crowd, who'd yell at the young torturers telling them to use more force and to inflict pain in our most sensitive parts.
The Sergeant-Major was in charge of these proceedings, giving orders to the Cadets. If he felt any affection for his one-time dancing-girl, it wasn't shown in any mercy, if anything he encouraged his crew to thrash and burn me with even greater viciousness than the other girls – but I felt he was making them treatLaurarelatively lightly, and that was a kindness to me as much as to her.
We were made to stand sharing our mothers' torments throughout the hot, humid afternoon. At one point, when the attention of the Cadets was on Christina, Carina and Julia, I was startled to hear Mum croak, in a hoarse whisper, "Lalia!" I kept looking forward, so as not to attract attention, and hissed "Yes, Mum?" "Take ... care .. take ... care ... of ...Laura...." "Yes, Mum, trust me." I felt a knot of misery inside, knowing how little there was I could do, but I knew I'd try. "You...you're good, Lali...." It was the last thing I heard my mother say.
In the evening, we were unchained from the crosses and taken down to the terrace for another performance, under floodlights, before a public audience. Strangely, although we were of course exhausted and pain-wracked with the beatings and burnings, we danced more eagerly and wrestled with the Giant more vigorously than we'd done in the morning – the uninhibited lust of the predominantly male crowd, their wolf-whistles and obscene cat-calls conjured a spirit that was absent from the cold, cruel formality of the VIPs.
After we'd done our show, we were marched back past the crosses, where our mothers were now hanging quietly, heads bowed, though still moving their bodies slightly. Their tormentors had evidently been commanded to cease trying to keep them conscious, the long wait for death was all that remained.
We were taken on to a park behind the grandstand where our cage-truck was waiting. There was food for us in the trough, tasty food in individual picnic packs, though we were far too weary to enjoy it, the drinking-trough full of water was the most welcome refreshment. We huddled together on the rags and were instantly asleep.
The next day we were taken out and shackled to the crosses once more. Our mothers were still alive, but making little movement and frequently lapsing into unconsciousness, I felt glad when that happened to Mum. There was no more whipping or torture, sheer tedium and the endless attention of flies were the worst we girls had to suffer. Crows were beginning to take an interest in our mothers, perching on the cross-beams, probing cautiously at the lank hair and closed eyes, but not yet daring to bite.
Crowds started arriving from early, not quite so many as the first day, but it was still a popular attraction, a family outing, an educational experience, our naked bodies must have been the most-photographed of the year, doubtless posted, shared and copied over the internet and preserved as souvenirs to show children and grandchildren in years to come! And three times during the second day, morning, afternoon and evening, we were taken to the terrace to dance and wrestle before appreciative audiences.
We slept another night in the cage, the third day started in a similar way, but our mothers were now hanging quite limp most of the time, twitching occasionally, breathing long and slow, sometimes moaning with an ominous rattle. The crows had gouged Mum's eyes now, I couldn't bear to look, though she'd probably been blinded by the constant sunlight and I hoped she was no longer aware of what was happening to her.
Spectators were fewer, but those who came stayed, there was an air of expectation, some even picnicked on the stadium grass behind the crosses. From time to time, Officers came accompanied by a Medical Inspector in his white coat, checking each of the victims with his stethoscope.
We danced again on the terrace in the morning and afternoon, but when we returned from the second performance, the Medical Inspector was with Faith's mum, Sophie. We weren't shackled, the Sergeant-Major told us to stand at the ready, facing our respective mothers. After a minute or two, the Medic spoke to the Officers, one of them gave an order to the Sergeant-Major, he instructed a Guard who hurried off toward the grandstand.
In a few minutes he returned carrying a huge butcher's knife, accompanied by a P-Section slavegirl with a large bucket. I knew from experience at the IPCG what was coming, so did poor Faith, who looked green with sickness at the knowledge. The Guard plunged the knife into her mother's dead flesh and swiftly and efficiently disembowelled her, the slavegirl catching the offal in the bucket, and carrying it away with well-trained sprightliness.
Meanwhile, two more Guards, the heftiest toughs in the squad, had been given another duty, they had fetched a couple of massive iron bars which any but the strongest men would have had a job lifting. One stood before Christina, the other before our Mum. Both women's heads were slightly lifted, there was movement in their bodies as if they were aware of something threatening, though they could surely not have been sufficiently conscious to know what.
On a word from the Sergeant-Major, the Guards lifted their weapons and swung them, crashing them against the victims' defenceless shins. Again and again they struck, half a dozen times on one leg, then on the other. Both women leapt in reaction, hoarse, unearthly howls of agony sounded from their throats.
Their legs totally smashed, they continued to heave and haul on their arms, their bodies sliding up and down on the cruel spikes, evilly raping them throughout their final minutes of agony.
Christina expired after perhaps ten minutes, suddenly vomiting up a mass of blood and bile and sinking down onto the spike that must have finally impaled her deep into her stomach. Laura and I had to watch our Mum labouring for a good while longer, her movements almost mocking the efforts she'd made when she gave birth to us. At last she too gave out a long, rattling groan and dropped, lifeless, on to her spike.
Both dead women were disembowelled in front of their daughters, then we returned, pale and shaking, to our cage. As soon as we got in, the engine started and the truck moved off, taking us away from that dreadful place of death, into the night. We hardly ate anything, said not a word, just clung to one another not daring to think what more our conquerors had in store for us.