The first part of your post is a flawless psychological analysis of the meaning of the images I have been producing for a decade or so. You have also perfectly understood the reasons why I used to hide details behind a series of filters.
I admit that I am always reticent about “spoiling” the female body with signs of heavy torture, often preferring to depict the initial moments of their ordeal. I will try to follow your suggestions and represent more crude scenes too.
I hope you like this one:
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Bro, I love them all! This one is lovely, and I would argue that it perfectly demonstrates that, far from "spoiling" the female body, it makes it even more beautiful.
I agree that signs of "heavy torture": women covered in blood or burned black, beaten to break bones, punched in the face, etc. do indeed (at least for me) have an anti-erotic effect. And certainly maiming or killing are a buzz-kill for my tastes. But the stripes of a whipping, the broken skin wounds from a pair of pliers, needles in sensitive areas or electric shocks all heal. Of course I am drawn to your images of anticipation and the first experience of unavoidable pain that pleading cannot stop. Facial and bodily expressions draw a level of emotional response that is extremely arousing.
Her nudity--which is one of her greatest weapons--when most intimately exposed--AOH, stretched and spread--strips her of her traditional "beauty". When she is screaming, sweating, her face covered in tears, her pampered skin marked are, for me, revelatory. They show that, in fact, at the moment when she is most "ugly" in the terms that women usually judge--hair messed up, no make-up, no pretty clothes, no seductive selfie-smiles, agonized facial expressions, perhaps even invaded in her most intimate areas--she is actually most beautiful as she comes into intimate contact with the helpless submission that is the most ancient and enduring element of the feminine.
Never meant as a criticism, my comments were a teasing request to move on another level from your initial level of shyly displaying her with pixels to distance your visions from crudeness, to your current level of almost photographically showing her beauty beneath the surface when she is about to be used and abused, at least to exploring more deeply when she is experiencing the true power in her soul to be able to endure.
I love images with mirrors--or watchers to mirror her--that bring that experience home to the victim herself.