Crucifixion And You: How Did The Idea Start?

[curiousmink]

I remember as a little girl playing on the playground on a climbing frame. You know the ones. You hang off them as you climb. I loved them.
One day i was running through tbe woods with another girl. We were about 13 i guess. It was Summer and a lovely warm afternoon. We came to a huge old tree and started to climb it. After a while we found a limb we could hang from. We started hanging there till my friend pulled off her top. She hung there in her shorts and asked me who she was. I couldnt think till she spread her arms out crucified. ' Im Jesus ' she said. On the cross.
It wasnt long before i wanted my go. Stripping off my top i copied my friend spreading my arms and hanging there. We did that on and off all afternoon. I think it may also have been my first sight of a mostly naked girl when i got sexually aroused.
I still go there to that tree. I still strip off. I like it now when i get a summer shower as i hang. I like the rain glistening on my bare skin. Xxx

Your words story inspired this attempt

 

[LittleSiss]

Your words story inspired this attempt

Not bad at all ... but slimmer and just a bit less back area ... just saying.

 

[Celticvirgin]

Not bad at all ... but slimmer and just a bit less back area ... just saying.

Thanks Siss. You too?

 

[Joker14]

For myself, it came as an extension of my interest in BDSM. I found this site by accident while looking for BDSM images online

Same as me like crux but more about bdsm!

 

[Eulalia]

Your words story inspired this attempt

I like the cruel spiky spur, and the way the tree frames the girl,
it expresses well the way swinging naked in the woods
made me - and no doubt Tash, Siss and others here too -
feel an exciting mixture of threat and thrill.

 

[Fox-on-Cross]

Many of us do have unwilled roots in the christian scene but this is not a conditio sine qua non.
We subjoined an erotic element from the naked body (I now accept this also for men's corpus).
Then we see the victim in his submissiveness with suffering, humiliation and his unusually stretched limbs.

We learn to understand that life is more then luxe, alcohol and game.
We feel our innermost existence principle to be part of the cosmos with death and live.
We feel us.

 

[curiousmink]

I like the cruel spiky spur, and the way the tree frames the girl,
it expresses well the way swinging naked in the woods
made me - and no doubt Tash, Siss and others here too -
feel an exciting mixture of threat and thrill.

I walk through the country wondering if I will ever come upon a woman hanging naked from a tree, and me inciting a lighting bolt of "threat and thrill" into her libido and she hangs on to the branch, naked and vulnerable rather than running and hiding.

 

[Celticvirgin]

This is what i try to look like...

 

[montycrusto]

This is what i try to look like... View attachment 350862

it's a good look

 

[Celticvirgin]

it's a good look

I think so. Especially in the rain Monty.

 

[montycrusto]

I think so. Especially in the rain Monty.

Oh yeah! Wind and Rain! that was a good story...
http://www.cruxforums.com/xf/threads/wind-and-rain.4953/

 

[curiousmink]

I remember as a little girl playing on the playground on a climbing frame. You know the ones. You hang off them as you climb. I loved them.
One day i was running through tbe woods with another girl. We were about 13 i guess. It was Summer and a lovely warm afternoon. We came to a huge old tree and started to climb it. After a while we found a limb we could hang from. We started hanging there till my friend pulled off her top. She hung there in her shorts and asked me who she was. I couldnt think till she spread her arms out crucified. ' Im Jesus ' she said. On the cross.
It wasnt long before i wanted my go. Stripping off my top i copied my friend spreading my arms and hanging there. We did that on and off all afternoon. I think it may also have been my first sight of a mostly naked girl when i got sexually aroused.
I still go there to that tree. I still strip off. I like it now when i get a summer shower as i hang. I like the rain glistening on my bare skin. Xxx

She had come to this tree many times before to hang naked from it's bough. At times she had to hide from passers by, but this time she swore to herself she would hang onto the branch despite who might coincidentally be in this peculiar part of the park on this particular day. Today the sentence is to be carried out and she is to hang from the branch for a set amount of time. She was titillated as she arrived and beheld the bough of the tree. Thankfully she heard no one as she left her gym gear in a neat pile and stood before the tree totally naked. She set the timer on her cell phone and grabbed the branch and hung there. In the first minute she heard the voice of some one singing in the distance ......

 

[Fox-on-Cross]

Where in world to find a silent and quit place?

 

[hongzu117]

This raises a related question I've been wondering about:
I know that some of us - I'm thinking of you, Yupar - were raised in non-Christian countries. But, is there anyone here who was not raised in a Christian household? In other words, was anyone raised Jewish, Muslim, Buddhist, Hindu, etc?

Emmm，maybe I can be an example

 

[Rufuss]

When I was around 10 years old, I watched a Jesus movie. I was fascinated with crucifixion. I liked the part when the soldiers nailed three man to the cross wearing only their undergarment. From that point I started fantasying about me being on the cross. Me and my cousin started to play crucifixion. I remember one day we put two beams together, I took off my clothes only wearing underwear and lay down on the cross, my cousin pretend to nail me. Ever since, I been always wanted to be crucified, or at least be part of crucifixion play.

 

[Crux-Emperor Baracus X]

How did I get into this extremely dark side ??
Long long ago in a bedroom far far away...
I came across pictures of Ancient Egyptian folk wearing skirt garments in a history book. then as I reached adolescence I came across a figurine of the Christ on the Cross outside a church near my town...it was full colour and wore an interesting Loincloth that almost resembled the sexy mini skirts worn by girls at the time but more loosely wrapped...
Of course I was beginning to feel sexual stirrings and often before falling asleep I would pleasure myself with an old T-shirt (pretending it was Loincloth) ....and well that kink never really left me. This wonderful website was discovered 12 years ago and I've never looked back.Thank goodness for the Internet !!
PLEASE tell me I'm not the only one ...??

 

[Crux-Emperor Baracus X]

 

[Joker14]

Such a great question with so many key points in my life. For me it was never about jesus althougth i went to a christian school C of E. Its not just crux but sacrifice and punishment in general.

The first thing I remember is conan and flash gordon. The topless women fed to the snake. Conan tied to the tree. Flash Gordon "executed" in the gas chair wearing only tiny pants.

I remember playing conan games with my cousin when i was young around 8 years old, sorcerors and warriors. He was a bit older and would ask me to be the prisoner.
I remeber i would tell him that a prisoner should always be naked and i would get so excited as I stripped and lay there wating to be saved. To be naked as part of a game was exciting then to be tied up hoping we wouldnt get caught. Sometimes i would tell him he was to late to save me and now he had to be the bad guy and kill me or throw me to the snake.

I remember 1 particular time vividly we were playing. I was trapped in the "desert" and had to wait to be saved. I remember stripping and being tied to the metal bed frame. Just like conan to the tree i was the hero so tough and strong. It was all just a part of the game at the time and i loved the excitment i didnt know what i was doing, but i knew it was wrong and that i liked it.

Then came the film twins of evil. I was like 13 when i saw it. The innocent witch burnt alive at the beginning by the good guys. I remember the curved pointy breasts of the sexy twins with there huge sized dark pink coloured areola surrounding there nipples (a must for all the women i like today). The twist was amazing too, with the evil twin throwing her good twin to be executed only to be found out and killed herself later. Sooo sexual sooo influential.

Then lorna doon when i was 14. She was a whore played by alex kingston who fucked her way to the top. The show had so much sex and boobs lol. Then at the end she was to be hung. The trial the tension. Her leading up to the event her being led out. Put in the noose. Then she was saved i remember being happy in my mind but I remember being disapointted in my loins i wanted to see her hung and punished .

Then finally i discovered the website haffnium at 15. Boy did i love those stories. Where women and men took the punishment and sometimes were not saved......

So theres my journey into this world of kink. I find it amazing how similar a lot of these jouneys are. Especially the notion formed at a young age before we even understood how or why or even what sex was.

 

[old slave]

PLEASE tell me I'm not the only one ...??

"You're not the only one!"

By age 9 or 10 I was fascinated by the tiny loin-cloth Hollywood made the Redskins wear in Cowboys & Indian B-movies. Then I realised that I was over-interested in the tiny skirt of classical pictures of fairies:
and when it came to mermaids I just had to find out what it was like to have my legs fastened together..........................

In the 1960's a big-city interlude where trashy American comics depicted nasty Nazis and aggressive Aztecs doing their thing with helpless busty girls. The rare trip to the very big city where shops sold very expensive magazines depicting girls in impossible bondage. The Gor books...........

And despite loving two wives (NOT together) and several girlfriends, does this kink go away? Does it hell!!
So with the coming of the internet, and mail-order, and I know I should be too old for all that, I'm enjoying the ability to indulge in viewing and reading with like-minded members.

 

[wildsouthman]

Such a great question with so many key points in my life. For me it was never about jesus althougth i went to a christian school C of E. Its not just crux but sacrifice and punishment in general.

The first thing I remember is conan and flash gordon. The topless women fed to the snake. Conan tied to the tree. Flash Gordon "executed" in the gas chair wearing only tiny pants.

I remember playing conan games with my cousin when i was young around 8 years old, sorcerors and warriors. He was a bit older and would ask me to be the prisoner.
I remeber i would tell him that a prisoner should always be naked and i would get so excited as I stripped and lay there wating to be saved. To be naked as part of a game was exciting then to be tied up hoping we wouldnt get caught. Sometimes i would tell him he was to late to save me and now he had to be the bad guy and kill me or throw me to the snake.

I remember 1 particular time vividly we were playing. I was trapped in the "desert" and had to wait to be saved. I remember stripping and being tied to the metal bed frame. Just like conan to the tree i was the hero so tough and strong. It was all just a part of the game at the time and i loved the excitment i didnt know what i was doing, but i knew it was wrong and that i liked it.

Then came the film twins of evil. I was like 13 when i saw it. The innocent witch burnt alive at the beginning by the good guys. I remember the curved pointy breasts of the sexy twins with there huge sized dark pink coloured areola surrounding there nipples (a must for all the women i like today). The twist was amazing too, with the evil twin throwing her good twin to be executed only to be found out and killed herself later. Sooo sexual sooo influential.

Then lorna doon when i was 14. She was a whore played by alex kingston who fucked her way to the top. The show had so much sex and boobs lol. Then at the end she was to be hung. The trial the tension. Her leading up to the event her being led out. Put in the noose. Then she was saved i remember being happy in my mind but I remember being disapointted in my loins i wanted to see her hung and punished .

Then finally i discovered the website haffnium at 15. Boy did i love those stories. Where women and men took the punishment and sometimes were not saved......

So theres my journey into this world of kink. I find it amazing how similar a lot of these jouneys are. Especially the notion formed at a young age before we even understood how or why or even what sex was.

Your experience is near identical to mine. Even when young I would act out naked human sacrifices. I would bend backwards over some pillows as a human sacrifice. Of course I did not know that was sexual at the time.
Conan was a great film for ideas, I loved the cavern where the human bodies were being butchered for food, as well as the snake sacrifice. Again the twins of evil, I loved the naked woman on the table who was sacrificed. I love crux, sacrifices, tortures, executions, slavery and many other things. Until the internet came along I thought I must be a strange person, but I'm not. Who knows I may have courage to meet others and do it for real.

I read Sassi and her loft crux idea when she was younger. I tried it the other day, a bit sooty afterwards as I backed against the dividing wall. It was rather hot, I know how a crucified man felt sweating under the hot sun.