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Veronika: Love, Pain and Pleasure

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slv6597 said:
As a slave i suppose she will ask you to participate at orgies , gangbangs,....a real slave does all these because they increase its humiliation and degradation...ofcourse everything must be consensual.......also public punishment as being chained at a whipping post naked in front of an audience and whipped for their satisfaction....there a lot of things that i can propose you
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Thank you, this will be Sylvia's decision
 
bindhertocross said:
Nice, I like her style, I always enjoyed the element of surprise and my sub not knowing what was coming next...just know that she will respect your limits
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I trust her, but the "shopping" this afternoon was very challenging.

She tested me to see if I wanted to be her slave and obey her.

There was no pain, just humiliation in public. At each humiliation, she told me that I could stop and not do it, that I was not forced to obey, but I did obey all of them, even if it was sometimes at the limit I could accept.

Before we left home, she asked me to take off my sheer blouse, and she wrote just over my breasts and on my back in big letters: "SLAVE".

Then I put on my sheer blouse again, and she asked me to look at me in the mirror. You could see my areolas clearly, and the slave word could be read too.

I blushed a lot but walked with me outside home, fearing to meet someone from the building in the lift or the corridors. Fortunately, we met no one.

But in the street, under the sun going through my blouse, I felt wholly topless, and I saw many men and women looking at me, shocked.

Then we went directly to the sex shop, and she not only bought me a hollow-out cupless cage bra, but she asked me to take off my blouse in front of all the staff and customers and to try on the cage bra.

It was so humiliating but not as much as what she asked me just after the cage bra that I kept on me all afternoon.

She also bought me an assplug and asked me to insert it in front of all, making me band over the counter and lifting my skirt.

She insisted I had to open my tighs to do it easier.

I was on the verge of crying, but I did it and was able to breathe again when we left the sex shop wearing the cage bra under my sheer blouse and walking with the assplug, which was something entirely new for me, feeling that in my ass while walking...

Then we went to "normal" shops, and she especially bought me the shortest skirts and sheerest blouses with deep cleavage.

She opened the curtain for each one we bought while I tried on them, allowing the seller to look at me. Fortunately, most of them, apart from a guy and, later on, a girl, were walking away from the fitting room when they saw me naked with the slave word written on me.

This was very humiliating, and I felt relieved when we got back home.

She asked me then if I wanted to reconsider being treated as a slave or if I wanted to renounce and just be a submissive.

My thoughts were mixed, and I was unable to answer. For the first time, I realised what obeying as a slave means.

It was challenging for me to be humiliated in public in such a way, especially inside the sex shop, but at the same time, to be entirely at her disposal, pleasing her desires, and obeying without discussing her orders made me feel wholly owned by her, I was her slave, the slave I want to be now.

I know she pushed me to my limits to see if I was ready to be her slave and I am happy to have proven her that I am.

I love her more than anything in the world.
 
Crucified Veronika said:
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Crucified Veronika said:
My thoughts were mixed, and I was unable to answer. For the first time, I realised what obeying as a slave means.

It was challenging for me to be humiliated in public in such a way, especially inside the sex shop, but at the same time, to be entirely at her disposal, pleasing her desires, and obeying without discussing her orders made me feel wholly owned by her, I was her slave, the slave I want to be now.

I know she pushed me to my limits to see if I was ready to be her slave and I am happy to have proven her that I am.

I love her more than anything in the world.
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Be careful what you wish for...sometimes you actually get it!

Also, Bravo again to Sylvia! So finely tuned to push you this time....

I believe the ass plug may be something you become very familiar with.....
 
Crucified Veronika said:
I trust her, but the "shopping" this afternoon was very challenging.

She tested me to see if I wanted to be her slave and obey her.

There was no pain, just humiliation in public. At each humiliation, she told me that I could stop and not do it, that I was not forced to obey, but I did obey all of them, even if it was sometimes at the limit I could accept.

Before we left home, she asked me to take off my sheer blouse, and she wrote just over my breasts and on my back in big letters: "SLAVE".

Then I put on my sheer blouse again, and she asked me to look at me in the mirror. You could see my areolas clearly, and the slave word could be read too.

I blushed a lot but walked with me outside home, fearing to meet someone from the building in the lift or the corridors. Fortunately, we met no one.

But in the street, under the sun going through my blouse, I felt wholly topless, and I saw many men and women looking at me, shocked.

Then we went directly to the sex shop, and she not only bought me a hollow-out cupless cage bra, but she asked me to take off my blouse in front of all the staff and customers and to try on the cage bra.

It was so humiliating but not as much as what she asked me just after the cage bra that I kept on me all afternoon.

She also bought me an assplug and asked me to insert it in front of all, making me band over the counter and lifting my skirt.

She insisted I had to open my tighs to do it easier.

I was on the verge of crying, but I did it and was able to breathe again when we left the sex shop wearing the cage bra under my sheer blouse and walking with the assplug, which was something entirely new for me, feeling that in my ass while walking...

Then we went to "normal" shops, and she especially bought me the shortest skirts and sheerest blouses with deep cleavage.

She opened the curtain for each one we bought while I tried on them, allowing the seller to look at me. Fortunately, most of them, apart from a guy and, later on, a girl, were walking away from the fitting room when they saw me naked with the slave word written on me.

This was very humiliating, and I felt relieved when we got back home.

She asked me then if I wanted to reconsider being treated as a slave or if I wanted to renounce and just be a submissive.

My thoughts were mixed, and I was unable to answer. For the first time, I realised what obeying as a slave means.

It was challenging for me to be humiliated in public in such a way, especially inside the sex shop, but at the same time, to be entirely at her disposal, pleasing her desires, and obeying without discussing her orders made me feel wholly owned by her, I was her slave, the slave I want to be now.

I know she pushed me to my limits to see if I was ready to be her slave and I am happy to have proven her that I am.

I love her more than anything in the world.
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Wow, good for you, putting up with the humiliation, and doing your best to please her. I can see you love her very much! Yes, I agree with Limey, the butt plug was something new and she wanted to see if this item would be on your hard limit list. This is pretty much a staple in every sex shop, and of course, I have a few in my "arsenal", pun intended.
You should know they also come in nice "jeweled" designs, quite pretty on a lovely naked lady, and there are also vibrating butt plugs. If you want to PM me sometime to find out the items in my duffel bag, feel free, you may get a glimpse of your future, lol. Love those sex shops, new and exciting products all the time!

Glad you are learning what you truly desire!
 
TheLimey said:
Be careful what you wish for...sometimes you actually get it!

Also, Bravo again to Sylvia! So finely tuned to push you this time....

I believe the ass plug may be something you become very familiar with.....
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That's what Sylvia told me, each time I will now be outside home will be with the assplug.
 
bindhertocross said:
Wow, good for you, putting up with the humiliation, and doing your best to please her. I can see you love her very much! Yes, I agree with Limey, the butt plug was something new and she wanted to see if this item would be on your hard limit list. This is pretty much a staple in every sex shop, and of course, I have a few in my "arsenal", pun intended.
You should know they also come in nice "jeweled" designs, quite pretty on a lovely naked lady, and there are also vibrating butt plugs. If you want to PM me sometime to find out the items in my duffel bag, feel free, you may get a glimpse of your future, lol. Love those sex shops, new and exciting products all the time!

Glad you are learning what you truly desire!
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Yes, it was very challenging, and it was all new to me. My assplug is a jewelled one, blue, and Sylvia told me I look beautiful with it, so if she is pleased with it, I am too! :)
 
Crucified Veronika said:
Yes, it was very challenging, and it was all new to me. My assplug is a jewelled one, blue, and Sylvia told me I look beautiful with it, so if she is pleased with it, I am to
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Crucified Veronika said:
Yes of course, I want to learn as much as possible how to be a good slave for Sy
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Crucified Veronika said:
Yes of course, I want to learn as much as possible how to be a good slave for Sylvia
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Only a real slave can advise you...all the others don't have experience and they can't....so find a real slave and ask her
 
Crucified Veronika said:
Yes of course, I want to learn as much as possible how to be a good slave for Sylvia
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What I've learned is that in any BDSM relationship, it is whatever the two of you agree on. It is the molding of the two desires that define the relationship. Each individual has traits and desires that evolve over time, everyone learns over time, and the relationship will evolve over time. It's a time of discovery for the both of you!
 
bindhertocross said:
What I've learned is that in any BDSM relationship, it is whatever the two of you agree on. It is the molding of the two desires that define the relationship. Each individual has traits and desires that evolve over time, everyone learns over time, and the relationship will evolve over time. It's a time of discovery for the both of you!
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Indeed, from just being submissive since I am with Sylvia, I now feel I need more, and she has accepted.

But it's still "young," just a day, and we will have to see in the following days if this new and important change in our lives and love will make us happy and strengthen our love or... fail. Neither Sylvia nor I know it yet, so we will do it little by little, learning for sure from others but also "feeling" our new bound.
 
Crucified Veronika said:
Apart from joking, what do you think of my will to be Sylvia's slave?
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Sorry, I hope that I've not hurted you too much : I apologise ...
To be a slave of somebody is not my "cup of tea" : with Judith, I'm a sum but only during our bdsm'sessions ... not more ...
And a sum wants to say that we always make our game in love, otherwise there is no interest to do ...

Paskell needles_2.jpg Sed has well known to show that ...
 
messaline said:
Sorry, I hope that I've not hurted you too much : I apologise ...
To be a slave of somebody is not my "cup of tea" : with Judith, I'm a sum but only during our bdsm'sessions ... not more ...
And a sum wants to say that we always make our game in love, otherwise there is no interest to do ...

View attachment 1502959 Sed has well known to show that ...
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Thank you for your insight sweet sister :) ❤️
 
slv6597 said:
Only a real slave can advise you...all the others don't have experience and they can't...
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I agree ; so, I cant advise you about this topic ...For example, I shouldn't wear the clothes that Judith can enforce to me, but it doesn't exclure that I like to wear clothes that she love : I like to be pleasant for her but in choosing my clothes ...

For a bdsm'session by example ... Messa&Alexia01_01_1.jpg
... more, I love to wear this kind of dress ... nude of course ... Pascale miniskirt long pull.jpg quelle mignonne petite robe.jpg
 
Crucified Veronika said:
Indeed, from just being submissive since I am with Sylvia, I now feel I need more, and she has accepted.

But it's still "young," just a day, and we will have to see in the following days if this new and important change in our lives and love will make us happy and strengthen our love or... fail. Neither Sylvia nor I know it yet, so we will do it little by little, learning for sure from others but also "feeling" our new bound.
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Exactly this.

You can reach out to others for advice, and for knowledge, but only you and Sylvia can take this journey.

You will find out things about yourselves and each other, as you are already noticing.

I have more thoughts, but I need to marshall them properly... More later..
 
TheLimey said:
Exactly this.

You can reach out to others for advice, and for knowledge, but only you and Sylvia can take this journey.

You will find out things about yourselves and each other, as you are already noticing.

I have more thoughts, but I need to marshall them properly... More later..
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We are both grateful to you for your advice to avoid making any mistakes in our mutual new position.

As I wanted to be a slave after being just her submissive, my wish was only the result of my feelings, of my need to be entirely hers.
 
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