You are a lucky women!When I was around 9/10, I was captivated by this beautiful nude body, whipped then nailed to a cross that I viewed in the churches ...
But it was like you, crucifixion=fetichism ...
Around my 15th, it became reality when I met another girl who practised BDSM and she learned me about that ...
At the start, it was only the whipping which was attracting for me: we had wonderful sceances and I was proud to wear the marks of her whip some days later ...
Then, she said to me that she knew some gays'friends able to help us to crucify me ...
I was on cloud nine !
Since, I can have some crucifixion'sceances, with ropes of course, and, after a wonderful flagellation, followed by a via-cruxis, wearing my patibulum, I'm hanged to this cross that I desire so much !
Roped to it, you have the feeling to be " the mistress of the world " ! View attachment 1224371 ...
To be frank, I just like the beautiful site of shapely women stretched on the wood, T or preferably X type and I fantasise on how vulnerable and exposed they are to the attentions of the crowd of men around, men that won't hesitate to taste their offered holes.I don’t know when exactly starts my interests in the subject, but it was for sure when i was a kid. With friends we was playing in war and have make tied up and some of inprisoments. Even triying to make a some kind of execution scenario. As i remeber it was realy exited.
But after a years my interest in BDSM is became higher. First i meet a family couple, which make my first real experience became reality. After that i continue my travel inside the sadomazokhizm.
What about crucifition.
My main interest is what fillings has a person, condemmed to tortures and execution. When there is no escape, and STOP word. And the crucifiction is seems to be the best suitable type of execution, which can bring you very close to the limit, and you can experience all horror of the painful death.
@Damian I like your thinking !!To be frank, I just like the beautiful site of shapely women stretched on the wood, T or preferably X type and I fantasise on how vulnerable and exposed they are to the attentions of the crowd of men around, men that won't hesitate to taste their offered holes.
So, I grew up Christian and was taught the crucifixion when I was a kid. Growing up what enticed me wasn't the act itself, but the idea of living in a time when wearing loincloths was the norm and how much fun it would be wearing one for real. Crucifixion seemed like the ideal opportunity to wear one since all the religious imagery I saw depicted Christ crucified wearing a loincloth.I know, I know. The title is long. It's the only way I could think of putting one there.
So...
How did you become interested in crucifixion and why did you want to experience one? Where did the idea come from?
Speaking for myself, I became interested in wanting to play Jesus in JCS and passion plays (one of which, I wrote as a teen and still thinking about whether or not posting) and other Biblical films. Also, it's also because I'm a Christian. So, I'm coming to it from an acting perspective.
Discuss...
Simpson.
Which Jesus film was it?for me it started as i was a little girl, saw the roman crucifixion in a jesus movie, and was curious,
how would it be when i would get that treatment , sure i was scared to be nailed must be pailful, but that kind
of punnishment turns me on, so helpless painful displayed suffering.
that interest never stopped all my life, i practise bdsm in different ways, but the cross is my absolute highlight
Very funny!!! You are a real crack-up!!!The one were he gets nailed up ! hehehehehehee
hehehehe, thanks !!!Very funny!!! You are a real crack-up!!!
Thanks for likes for my story. Maybe one day my fantasy will come true.My interest in the subject of crucifixion has been spreading since I was 15-16 years old, because I am interested in history. But I didn't connect the same At 17, it began to fascinate me. I dreamed of being flogged, hanging on the cross with nails for a quarter of an hour, hanging from a height with a crown of thorns on my head, being deep in the forest. When I was 18, I decided to do it. Unfortunately, I had neither my cross, nor nails, nor a whip, nor a crown of thorns, but there were forests nearby, I had for a supply of ropes. There was a tree in the forest, which was about 2 meters high with branches resembling the arms of a cross, next to it stood a stone support about 20 cm, as if it were ready. First, I tied the branches and the bottom of the tree with ropes, making hoops for the wrists and ankles. Having stripped naked, I stood on the support, put my hands and feet neatly tied together. After removing the support, I hung like that for 3 to 4 minutes, I could not cope again, limbs tired quickly. The wood itself was quite sharp, because it hurt my back and legs, I had a little blood leakage, which turned me on, although I generally don't like it when I bleed (I faint after that). And mosquitoes. I did it for about half a year, summer and winter. Unfortunately, my low pain threshold and poor condition of my hands made me give up this pleasure, although hanging naked in a tree in the midst of nature excited me. I only became interested in it again for a week, when I accidentally saw pictures of crucified women (or loincloths) hanging on wood, with crowns of thorns on their heads and with traces of blood after scourging and crucifixion. From now on, my fantasy is to find some BDSM porn actress specializing in the crucifixion theme, who would like to strip naked, be whipped (quite delicately of course), wear a crown of thorns and carry a cross through a virgin forest where she would be crucified for a few minutes (with the use of fake blood and artificial nails illusively piercing her wrists and ankles). I would stare at her vulnerable stretched naked body, at her lifting breasts and shaved genitals, and at her legs. Unfortunately, in Poland, getting the right accessories (cross, whips, crown of thorns) is very difficult, as is finding a volunteer women, who would like it.
I know what you mean as far as wearing a loincloth. When I was a young boy I found that wearing a loincloth instead of my white briefs during my crucifixion play took my excitement to a whole new level. Even at a young age I became quite skilled at wrapping myself in a small loincloth. Sometimes I would go to bed in my white briefs, then peel them off and wrap myself in a loincloth for sleeping. Made for some erotic dreams and pleasure in the privacy of my bedroom! Nude crucifixion play came when I was older.So, I grew up Christian and was taught the crucifixion when I was a kid. Growing up what enticed me wasn't the act itself, but the idea of living in a time when wearing loincloths was the norm and how much fun it would be wearing one for real. Crucifixion seemed like the ideal opportunity to wear one since all the religious imagery I saw depicted Christ crucified wearing a loincloth.
As I got older, though, the erotic nature of public humiliation started to surface. I didn't start doing completely nude crux play until I was at the end of the time period I was regularly doing self-crux sessions. When I do start doing them again the idea of completely nude crucifixion is foremost, along with other ideas I have thought up throughout the years.
I joined the forum in the hopes of fulfilling this fantasy with one or more like minded people joining in. I have done ALOT of fetish plays and ALOT of bondage play but I have only told a few people about this particular fetish since I have always thought it would be off putting to most people. In fact the only time I told friends about it I was drunk and IMMEDIENTLY regretted it since they never let me live it down.